First Steps - Apprenticeship
Beyond what she'd already picked up, Delvin started widening her education into the corners of the trade nobody thought to teach a child until they were too old to learn it sideways. Disguise and quick-change work, for one — how to make a market dress and a flower basket sit on her shoulders one minute and a stable-lad's jacket and cap the next, with the whole switch done behind a barrel in under a count of ten. Voice work, for another — Delvin had a useful talent for putting on a different accent if wanted, and N proved a sharp little parrot after she trusted herself to open her mouth. Vex layered in the harder pieces: how to read which window in a row of windows was the one with the loose latch, how to clock a guard's rotation in three passes of the gate, how to slip a dagger out of a man's belt and back into it before he'd registered the brush against his hip. Brynjolf, between his own jobs and duties, took her on her first proper distraction runs — small enough that nothing too valuable would land on her if it went sideways, real enough that she had to actually do the work. Each lesson slotted perfectly into the last, which also served to improve her overall chances of survival on the streets. By the time she'd invested her flower-coin into a proper dress, a creative idea turned into a detailed little dodge.
Vex leaned against the alley wall, arms crossed, and studied the girl with a critical eye. "Use your cuteness, Sweetie. People forgive an adorable little orphan with a basket faster than they’d forgive their own mother." "Hmmm, dunno. Y' sure?"
"Very sure —" She delivered the advice in that flat, dry tone of hers, but the words landed and the girl took them to heart. The flower-girl act was damn near flawless. A small figure in a patched dress, bright eyes, basket of lavender and dragon's tongue on one arm.
As Vex pointed out, the very stutter N had hated all her life could now be put to good use as her sharpest weapon on the streets. When a mark felt a tug at his belt and turned, she only had to let her lip tremble and whisper a shaky "S-sorry, m-mister…"
Most of them melted on the spot.
"Guards might just ruffle your hair and tell you to be more careful, you see?"
Ironically, it was Brynjolf who nearly gave them away the very first time. He stood at the next stall, hawking overpriced trinkets, when N pulled off her debut. "S-Sorry… M-Mister? M-me mommy… j-just died… I'm s-so hungry. W-Would you buy a flower, s-so I may have f-food?" The moment she turned those wide eyes on a portly merchant and let her lip quiver just right, Brynjolf choked on his apple. He had to turn away, coughing and wheezing, fighting back a laugh that threatened to ruin the entire performance. After that, they settled into a rhythm so smooth it felt insulting.
While Brynjolf worked the market square with his charming silver tongue and carefully rigged sales, she wandered the rest of the city like a stray breeze. Small, nimble fingers brushed past belts and pouches, lifting coins and small treasures that disappeared among the flower stems. Every so often she would drift back through the square, slip past his stall, and in one seamless motion drop her takings into his open hand, so he'd store it safely for her to retrieve later. And to any onlooker, it was simply a kindly merchant offering a sweet to a dirty young girl with petals in her hair.
It all sparked an interest in Alchemy, which didn't come too easy to her. She was too impatient for the slow, precise work — always tempted to taste strange leaves instead of grinding them properly, too quick to throw ingredients together and hope for the best. Still, she learned enough through what most sholars' considered the "fuck around and find out method."
What she learned was enough to spot a useful herb at twenty paces, enough to brew a decent healing draught when one of the lads stumbled back bleeding, enough to clean and stitch a wound without making a mess of it before treating it with anti-inflammatory ointment.
But the real value wasn’t in the potions or the salves. It was in the feeling of being useful. Of finally giving something back to the people who had taken her in without question. Loved ones that had been taking care of her from the very first day, and new tutors that recently taught her so much, seemingly without asking for anything in return. When one of the older Guild members returned from a job with a deep gash across his arm or a badly sprained wrist, she could be the one who met him at the door with bandages and a steaming poultice…
So, maybe she could be the one who fixed things for once… instead of burdening others in need for protection…
Niruin stepped back into her life again a few days later. Brynjolf had arranged a private word with Gallus, which followed a calm, reasonable argument about further investing in future talent, and one old favour quietly called in. Gallus, who always played the long game, needed little convincing. Niruin needed even less. He had already met her, after all. He was the Bosmer from the Bee and Barb — the one who had slid his alchemy notebook to N across the table on a rainy afternoon. The moment he saw her move, he recognized the sharp, natural talent beneath the dirt and nerves and fears. A future fellow thief. A kinsman of sorts. And, perhaps most importantly, someone worth early mentorship. The next morning the Archer slipped down into the Ratways, found the small stone nook where she had been sleeping, and plucked her up by the collar with the easy care of a man retrieving a stray kitten. "Listen, kid," Niruin grunted. "If you’re gonna keep sleeping down in the Ratway, I’d rather you know how to defend yourself. Here." Letting go of her, he pushed one of his old wooden bows into her hands, "And don’t you dare lose it." — "F-for me? Really? Thank you!!"
Excited, her eyes lit up as she took the bow, before the Marksman jerked his chin toward a dark alcove. "From now on, you better use that route out—through the grates and down the crawlspace. It’ll get you out of Riften without being seen, but—" raising a finger with one hand, he handed her a quiver of iron arrows with the other. "Skeevers love that tunnel just as much as we do. Watch the floor for tripwires, check every corner, move fast, be careful. Understood?"
Excitedly, N bounced up and down on the balls of her feet, eyes bright, voice all squeaky, "U-understood!" Niruin offered the energetic little bundle a quick smile before leading her through the secret passage out of the Ratway. He taught her how to read a trail through the underbrush, how to light a fire during rainy conditions, how to skin a hare clean without wasting the meat, and which bitter forest herbs could turn an ordinary arrowhead vicious. By the time the sun slipped behind the trees, she had learned the most important lesson of all: how to melt into the green, breathe with the woods, and stay so quiet the forest itself would forget she was there. The girl had the talent already; Niruin just gave it a direction. And apparently, some focus, as she tended to get distracted rather easily. He started her on a small, seasoned bow, making her put fifty arrows into a straw target and retrieve every single one before she was allowed to aim at anything with a pulse. Tracking followed, then the slow craft of improving her sneaking. Under his casual tutorship, her innate gifts were honed into something that'd significantly improved her chances of survival. And to her own quiet surprise, she discovered she was actually good at something without Delvin or Vex needing to explain it twice: bows, food and flowers! And that did something to her confidence too.
The change in her was obvious to anyone with eyes for it. She didn't cower as much anymore, and if she did, it was usually to lift something from a pocket. The stutter was fading more and more, replaced by a growing vocabulary of her own slang mixed with the Cant of Thieves. She laughed more often, and louder and without holding back! Brynjolf, Vex, and Tonilia took a quiet sort of pleasure in watching her grow more confident, exchanging glances whenever she came back from a session with Niruin, grinning and out of breath. It was the kind of pride family takes in family.
None of them were strangers to worrying about "the baby of the bunch", nor to lazy hours or idle afternoons at the lake. But the Mouse worked harder than the three friends she’d grown up with, and the gap was widening, not closing. She was always the first up, despite not being an early bird. She was always the last to bed, studying plants late into the night or insisting on one more route, one more set of locks. Brynjolf raised it with her one evening, casual-like. "Easy, Mouse. You'll burn yourself out before you've even started, eh? Plenty of time." In response, she gave him a crooked grin and shrugged: "D-Dun call me Mouse, Bryn! — And m'just tryna catch up. Besides, m'havin' fun!" It was the right answer for the question he’d asked, but it wasn't the whole truth. Brynjolf knew the difference and let it pass. Truth was, it was fun. And she did feel a need to catch up. But the secret was she still believed she was a burden the Guild carried out of kindness and she wanted to give something back to her friends too. So, the only way to repay them was to make herself indispensable. None of them ever thought any such thing and the work was all inside her own head.
Hence, she spent the next few months honing her scouting skill, gathering herbs in the hills above the city while keeping up the flower-girl dodge in the market. On her own initiative, she started picking up coin as an informant. Word travelled cheap through Riften's streets if one knew which ear to bend, and she had a fast, quiet way of becoming invisible in a crowd. Whatever she overheard—a merchant grumbling about his shipments, a guard captain drinking with the wrong woman, or a stranger in the wrong cloak—she carried back to the Thieves Guild. It was good practice. Brynjolf took every word she brought him, paid her fair rates, and never breathed a word that half of what she reported was already Guild business. The work mattered. The earning mattered. And he loved encouraging the Mouse.