âȘ So even if youâre broken up inside
You gotta stand and fight
âCause itâs the only heart youâve got and mightâve forgotten
That a life shines brightly, thatâs what makes it life!
So even if youâre tearing at the seams or falling to your knees
Just remember that it shows youâre trying to move ahead
And by the end, the people who laugh arenât your friends
And yet even then, the world goes around and starts over again
Donât you know?
Donât you know?
Reply to me and tell me so! â«
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Talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.
This might be long. Imma go ahead and say all of Neruâs songs have fucked me up. One Iâd like to talk about is Terror(ism). I found the song thanks to JubyPhonicâs wonderful English cover. The song shows two characters who were in other Neru videos. The songs they came from were really dark (Drowning in a Wave of Sadness (by Len) and I Want to Become a Kind Person (by Rin)). This song, however, had a much lighter tone. First, Yuu (the character from Kind Person) sung about how sheâs confused and trapped. She is bullied and persecuted by those around her.
âIâm always singing out of tune-
No, screaming âtil Iâm blue and cry
To hear you think and say that all of itâs a lie.
You wouldnât mind then if I fire away?â
Yuu breaks into the chorus which is about fighting back for your own sake. Even if she doesnât win, she knows that she stood up for herself, and that sheâs capable of fighting back. Iâm a big fan of Neruâs analogies, so I really like how the song uses war to portray their catastrophic feelings. Terrorism is the war declared on them by their peers, so they fight back against it. Hanpen (Nami?) was a very depressed character from Drowning in a Wave of Sadness. He sings very cynically about how no matter what he does, he wonât be able to get away.Â
âCouldnât leave or get away, running from fear in the crowd
All I heard was empty, letting terrorism out.
So they would leave me here to stay- No, I would run away from them
If itâs the only chance that Iâve got left.
And if youâre standing on a crumbling hill
Would you forgive?â
He also sings his chorus about fighting back. After the chorus, Yuu is seen reaching out to him. This goes into my favorite part of the song where Yuu sings really inspiring lyrics to Hanpen.
âSo even if youâre broken up inside,
You gotta stand and fight
âCause itâs the only heart youâve got and mightâve forgotten
that a light shines brightly, thatâs what makes it life.
So even if youâre tearing at the seams or falling to your knees
Just remember that it shows youâre trying to move ahead
And by the end, the people who laugh arenât your friend.
And yet, even then, the world goes around and starts over again.
Donât you know? Donât you know?
Reply to me and tell me so!â
So, Iâm a sappy butternugget, and those lines really got to me. As with many things, I found this song after losing all of my friends and self-destructing. It made me question what is selfish and what is a friend, helping form some of my philosophies today. I sing this song to myself because it reminds me whatâs important. I need to fight for myself. The people who laugh at me are not friends. Even if I fail or make mistakes, I can continue. Iâve had fun debating with people over such philosophies (everyone likes to believe that they are selfless, tragic heroes), but this song really encouraged me to change who I am for better.Â
Sorry for the long speech. Once again, I get sappy. I recommend this song a lot (especially Jubyâs cover). Yee.
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