Is anyone else past the grief of losing their old life? What comes next?
Because I just feel helpless.
I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia, from my general body pain, especially at the joints, chronic fatigue, and recurring tendinitis. I hate this pain, I hate how distracting it is, I just spend all day in bed.
Whenever I held my hopes up to start university (2023), or take a weekly art class (2024), or start an art tumblr (2022), even fucking reading manga, eventually it all went to shit with a nasty flare. And it's just fibromyalgia! I can't imagine people with degenerative diseases and nastier pain out there, I'm already losing my mind!

















