sine numine
kim tate x jesse van horn, 2.6k, e* summary: Kim needed a fucking drink. content: unsafe sex, drunk sex, semi-public sex, hooking up with your coworker at the bar banners by @/cafekitsune
Kim needed a fucking drink. Well, everyone who partook probably wanted a beverage after the shift they'd just had, but she was feeling pretty fucking selfish right now. Wanting to lick her imaginary wounds and find a way to relax even if it was through libation. It made sense. She'd seen them, hell, he smiled like she hung the moon. There was no argument, he deserved a girl like that, and she was… well, people knew. He'd probably known the whole time and been too polite to say anything. God, she was stupid. It was only because a group had already agreed where to meet up for a little relaxation before heading their separate ways that she pretended to be her normal happy self. Their words were just background noise. And as they walked, she redownloaded hinge.
Yeah, that'd fix it.
Kim needed a drink and a fuck.
There's a grin on Princess's face when she places her order, a wiggle of her eyebrows. Of course, she knows. Her and Perlah know everything that goes on in the ER. At least she patted her shoulder as she took her own drink from the bar to cycling through chatting with who'd assembled, seeing what she may have missed, snickering in Tagalog to herself, though sometimes her eyes sought Santos's.
She finishes her first drink before opening the app. Nursing her second has her giggling, wondering if this was gonna even work, eyeing the bar to see if there were any potential hookups. Pointedly ignoring looking in his direction, not like he would meet her gaze. She could still hear his voice among the others, mingling. Kim slams her drink before she flags the bartender down to order a third.
"Do you really wanna go the app route?" Comes the sly question as Jesse slips into the seat beside her, grin showing teeth. "I mean, don't get me wrong, you'd probably find someone. But, I've been given pretty good reviews."
There's a promise on the curl of his lips, that sends a shiver down her spine, that makes her swallow thickly.
"Oh, so you have three references I could check with?" She ask with a raise of a brow, ignoring the heat in her face, chest, low in her core. Like they hadn't flirted around each other when he was separated. Officially divorced now, was the word, with his ring gone.
"Now, I don't kiss and tell, but I will say, I would make breakfast, if that sweetens the pot." And the light catches on his nose ring, the gleam in his pretty blue eyes.
Her pulse ticks faster as his eyes drop to her lips, tongue peaking out to catch the drop of Super Punch before it escaped. This thumb traces the neck of his beer bottle. The bartender sets down her third. She can still hear him in the crowd. When his eyes meet hers again, there's a hunger in them that thrills her.
Maybe it should take more than that.
Maybe she should take him home.
But they're kissing like drunk college students in the alleyway, hands roaming as hungrily as their mouths. As his lips fall to her throat, he tugs her closer, taking hold of her hips to keep her still from her rhythmless rolling. It's hard to argue when the short stubble of his cheek brushes against her neck, whine soft as he kisses his way across her collarbone, the scrape of his facial hair making her shiver.
She finds firm plane of his abdomen and can't stop the grin that spreads. She liked them strong, easy to imagine what those muscles were capable of as she hooks her fingers in his belt loops, tugging him closer.
Kim gasps when his hands finally make their way up her shirt, cool fingertips sending a shock through her as he palmed at the softness of her stomach appreciatively. Hips bucking as his thumb brushes against her navel piercing, giving a slight tug, before creeping further, pushing up beneath her bra. Her hips move instinctively, at the touch, but a whine leaves her.
"Too much?" He pants, pulling back to catch her eyes.
"No, god no, more, please," she tacks on the request as she pulls him closer, dragging him back into a kiss.
He's a smart man, letting her guide, fingers tight on his closely cropped locks. Mouth hot against hers as she twines their tongues. Her month long dry spell has made her greedy, uncaring, as she sucks, explores his mouth. And Jesse moans when her teeth catch his lip, nails scraping against his scalp.
She kisses her way down the tender flesh of his neck, after that, breath catching again when he tweaks a nipple, pelvis bumping into his, grinding against the stiff tent she finds in his jeans. When he repeats the action, so does she.
"Fuck," she hisses as he shoves her shirt and bra up, catches the other in his mouth as his fingers give another twist. Her hips buck with more whines in pleasure.
Even before she'd been a dancer, she'd never been ashamed of her body, aware that her tits were nice and her hips were fine, and after it was just her body, the flesh she lived in. One of Jesse's hand spanned nearly the expanse of her breasts, kneading them with ease as he kissed the delicate skin above of her sternum. Dragged his tongue along the same path. Like he was worshiping her.
Pleasure fanned hotter through her as he lavished attention to her chest, suckling and nipping, trailing a pattern she couldn't understand but didn't need to.
Kim's gasp is sharp when his other hand sneaks beneath the hem of her pants, the cotton of her panties to find her dripping. His mouth latches as one of his beautiful, slender fingers dip inside.
It's more than she can take.
Moan guttural, her own hands drop to unbutton, unzip, whatever was needed to get his dick out. "Inside, now."
"Whatever you want, baby." His grin catches he light of the streetlight as he pushes her hands to grip his shoulders, his own hands shoving the denim down with ease. Before he briefly returns his attention to her tits, a kiss each.
Of course, he decides it's less work to shimmy her leggings down than take them off, shoulders protected from the brick by her bunched up clothing, as he slots himself between her thighs. The chill of the night air sends a shiver through her as it hits her delicate skin, but any argument of their predicament dies on her lips when he hefts her up to dig her knees into his hips as if she weighed nothing. Another chill jolts her as he pulls her panties to the side.
Kim throws her head back as he notches against her core, sliding inside with no further preamble, moan high at the pleasure of being filled with a real cock. "Oh god. "
"It's Jesse," he supplies just as quickly as the words leave her lips, not even giving her a moment as he continues to ease into her.
She nods slightly, intent to show she heard him while her mind focused on the motion of his hips, knees firm against him.
Oh god, it'd been so long.
Kim tries to catch her breath when his hips surge, as he bottoms out, letting her forehead rest against his shoulder as she gasps.
Too long.
She lets the feeling wash over her as she pants for air, sure that her nails are digging into his biceps but brain unsure how to ask about his comfort, if it was too much. Instead, she whines.
"Oh, baby," she vaguely recognizes his coos, before the pressure of his hand is applied low on her belly. "You feel me, right here?"
And she does, nodding desperately as she hums her affirmation, clenching instinctively as it felt she were being stretched taut. The weight of him inside of her, against her, so warm and firm and real. There was something…different. A new whine built as she clenched again, brows furrowing before she understood. A hoarse moan escaped as she confirmed the piercing through the head of his cock, hips rolling back to try and take him deeper.
When he pulled back she begged for more, arms wrapping around his shoulders as she tried to follow his retreat. The moment he thrust back in was sudden, cry high in her throat as she dug her knees into his hipbones, back arching instinctively as she felt his dick brush past all the right spots inside of her before he pressed his hips firmly against her thighs, rocking on his feet and swaying her between his own body and the wall.
"Oh fucking hell, Jesse," she moans as he uses the opportunity to kiss his way back down her neck, scruff tickling and sending tingles through her spine, straight down to the cradle of her hips.
He moans in turn as she pulses around him, teeth burying into the tender crook of her neck.
Kim drags her nail across his back, up the back of his skull. And his mouth remains firm, only releasing her after he'd started a rhythm, tongue lapping against the throbbing flesh in steady time.
"Knew you'd feel good," his lips brush against the bottom of her chin as she rocks against him, sighs of pleasure following. "Been trying the low and slow route, but I ain't mad."
That gets a giggle from her. "Oh, yeah, I can definitely see that." And it's not her fault her brain is capping out at three syllable words, before he starts a brisk pace, pulling out only an inch or two before slamming back in.
Her lungs empty of air as she throws her head back, pleasure setting off starbursts behind her eyelids. She can't even get a full moan out as he drives into her, each thrust feeling faster than the last. His hands are heavy on her breasts, making her whimper.
"I woulda begged on my knees to fuck you, Kim," he pants into the shell of her ear, hands sliding down her sides to take hold of her hips again. "You want me to do it right now? Because I will-"
A ragged moan finally escapes as he stills for a moment, thighs firmly against hers. She can feel herself fluttering but couldn't stop it. "No! Please don't stop, oh godJesse-"
"Baby girl, are you seriously already close?" She can feel Jesse smile against her cheek, tilting his neck to catch her lips for a moment while he ground his cock further into her.
Thankfully he accepts her desperate moans as an answer, as she rocks against him, cooing a 'baby' to her as his hands tightened.
Jesse planted a kiss on her lips, while he held her pinned between himself and the wall.
When he pulled away, Kim realized he hadn't moved an inch, keeping her held tight as he turned to kissing his way across her jaw, stubble once again tickling, shiver right to her pussy. Catching her breath, she raised her eyes to meet his own, question the tip of her tongue but brain struggling to form the words.
The streetlamp caught the edge of his nose ring, his teeth as he grinned down at her. "Gotta hold on, okay?"
And while his voice raised, it wasn't really a question, as he rocked languidly into her, weight of his body making it feel like he'd somehow gotten deeper. A sigh of a moan escapes from between her lips as she tried to do as she'd been told.
Wrapping her arms around his shoulders was enough to make her whimper, though she stops herself from rolling her hips, lower lip between her teeth.
This time, after he kisses her, he lets his forehead rest against hers, delivers a few kisses to the corner of her mouth as his cock sits heavy inside of her. "If you come, I swear I'll spank your ass raw, got it?"
It's the only warning she get before he pulls back, head barely inside before he snapped his hips and buried himself back to the base. A choked moan starts and dies high in her throat, before another follows, grunts of exertion joining them as he lets himself fuck the weight of himself onto her. She can't stop her teeth from parting, the scrape causing him to buck suddenly in the middle of his thrust, angle shifting.
Kim whined, nails clawing against his shirt as she tried to stop herself from orgasming. The pulse of pleasure washing over her like a wave, only to crash into a pain as the bricks grazed against her back firmly enough that she felt the sting. Her arms felt so tense she might hurt something
He lets her catch her breath, lips ghosting along her hairline as he languidly rocked against her. Pleasure still a tight knot in her belly as he barely moves, instead taking the opportunity to palm at her breasts. "Fuck, you're perfect." He sighs into her temple. "Squeezing me so good, but still listening, good girl."
Of course Jesse feels the way she spasms around him at the praise, grin turning sharp.
He lets himself pull back a little further, tilts his hips just enough that the brush of his stud makes her thighs shudder.
"Oh, fuck!" She hisses, clenching her eyes shut as she tensed, desperately tried to will herself to not come.
There's a chuckle on his breath. "You know it's Jesse, baby. Hold on just a little longer for me."
"Uh-huh," Kim affirms, drawing a lungful of air.
Tried not to notice that his pace was picking up, and instead on the bite of stone against her shoulder blades. Couldn't just focus on the pain, though, when he started praising her, sloppily kissing across her mouth as he fucked into her harder.
She gasps around his finger when he shoves his thumb into her mouth, against her tongue. Kim sucks instinctively, and he moans.
It shouldn't be a surprise when he presses that same digit against her clit, pulling a hoarse cry from her. "C'mon, Kim, come for me, baby."
It should maybe take more than that, but she orgasms with a scream, shoving her face into his shoulder in an attempt to muffle the sound, as her vision goes white.
Kim's cheeks were flushed, color high in her face as Jesse's fingers tapped against the curve of her hip, as they waited for the bartender to reappear with their tabs. They must not have been gone that long, though the ache in her hips would disagree.
"Ohhh, we thought you skipped out on us," Princess giggles as she reaches over to squeeze her arm, leaning on the top to raise a brow at Jesse. "And Jesse. You find our Kimmy for us?"
If her face could feel hotter, she might pass out but he laughs.
"'Course, but I'mma take her home, because someone's a bit of a lightweight." His smooth response is accompanied by a toothy grin. "Always good to have someone who lives in the same direction and all."
"That's what you get for drinking Super Punch," she tries to shrug, ignoring the pang, while doing nothing to remove his hand, which had edged up the hem of her shirt.
They're out the door when Ahmad snaps his fingers. "I told you."
"Oh, they live in the same direction?" Trinity asks with a wiggle of her eyebrows at the news.
"No, I am one hundred percent sure Jesse takes the rail in every day he works because he hates our parking lot," Donnie snorts.
"Except that time Perlah's brother-in-law needed her car, so he picked us up." Princess shrugged.
"And that time Mateo's bike got stolen." Ahmad reminds them.
"Okay, sure, he hates the parking lot, is he parking in Kim's garage?" Trinity instead tries again, cutting to the chase.
"Oh, they're definitely fucking."














