Alright another round! Hopefully one that wont be eaten by Tumblr!
7- What would their ideal self look like and what is preventing them from achieving that ideal version of themselves
10- What would make them lose respect for someone
13- Do they cope well with loneliness are they consumed by it or accustomed to it
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Ch'ayna7 - What would their ideal self look like and what is preventing them from achieving that ideal version of themselves?
Agh. That would be because there's kind of two ideal versions of her and they're sort of at odds with each other.
One of them is kind of like she is now but on a higher pedestal. Vastly traveled and learned, famous and adored by the academic community. The other is everything her ancestors knew without question; traditions, generations of family, luxurious homes filled with art and heirlooms, and no need to travel longer than a few weeks across the sea before coming home to safety.
She does her best to join the two as much as she can, and hopes that they'll perhaps coalesce somewhat once her children are old enough to safely join her aboard the Omelas, but she's honestly quietly at odds with herself at times despite making her choices with pride and confidence despite some of her family's objections.
Lukoroh: 10- What would make them lose respect for someone
Tbh I think respect is a sort of continually mirrored idea to him most of the time to him of a profound shining admiration and and a more curious but emotionally neutral stance overall, he just has a unique degree of more standing respect for a handful of people like professor Ch'ayna.
For a true shattering of his respect I think it would have to be something really bad. A clearcut cruelty done to someone very kind for the sheer purpose of causing suffering with nothing even to be learnt or gained through it.
(Or shit talking/trying to hurt the people he cares for most deeply. He has a pretty deep beef with some than a few academics who took a needless aggressive stance against Prof. Ch'ayna's findings and papers).
Wilvous: 13- Do they cope well with loneliness? are they consumed by it or accustomed to it?
I'd say for a long time he's pretty accustomed to it, almost finding a sort of solace in it for a while because it's at least a relief from the crushing isolation with people still around him. After a while it starts to eat away at him a bit, and I think he still kinda copes with it ok-ish, he is pretty introverted so at times it's at the very least easier, but once he's on the Omelas and later on in a relationship with a Ceicive it definitely has a positive effect on him <3