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I adore OMAM!!!! And Devil!verse!!!!!!
Me too me too me too it Canon in my heart. Anthony Horowitz who? I only know pong & briarwitched on ao3.
No but serious these two AUs are so so important to me. Omam especially… that Yassen is my spouse and Alex is our child and I would die for them
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listening to my devil and the deep blue sea playlist and oh damn i'm feeling things
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A devil and the deep blue sea trailer would go so hard to this song 😔
What inspired you to write TDATDBS?
Thank you for asking! I can tell you exactly because on September 16, 2020 I sent these messages to Nic @louandhazaf and I think I wrote the entire thing and posted it in < 2 months
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Funny story a couple of days ago I was sitting around thinking about a part in a fic where the only thing I could think of was Harry recognizing Louis’ ass from a swim meet and I couldn’t for the LIFE of me remember the fic. And tonight I got the urge to reread devil in the deep blue sea and surprise surprise. Anyway just wanted to laugh at myself and let you know how much I love this fic 💕💕💕
hii, rereading tdatdbs (the best fic!!) and i just keep imagining the story from a harry pov!! it would be so interesting, like what did he think when he woke up and louis was gone?! what does he think about when louis goes home to his wife?? ughhhhh reasons why this is my favorite fic
Ok so! When he wakes up that first morning, Harry thinks Louis is surfing. He’s hungover, but he heads down to the beach with his board only to find that a few of the guys from the conference are there, but not Louis. He heads for Louis’ room, but runs into Terry on the way who tells him he wishes Louis would have stuck around for surfing and breakfast. Harry pretends like he knew all along that Louis left, and then he goes back to his room and gets back on bed.
Obviously, he’s disappointed that Louis left, but he doesn’t think much of it. He just figures Louis must’ve had work or something important to do.
When he sees Louis again, he thinks it’s his lucky day. He realizes right away that he and Louis never talked about where they lived and just thinks it’s a hell of a coincidence (and a little bit of fate).
After that uhhhh… first night at Whaley’s when Louis follows him into his apartment? Harry’s livid. He thinks Louis did it all on purpose. Thinks he lied and is like a serial cheater. And he regrets moving there and taking the job and he’s just so angry. But then he sort of decides he’ll just avoid Louis. Easy peasy. Only it’s not lol. At breakfast after he meets Bo? He’s all in. He makes a lot of assumptions about Louis and Bridget and their marriage, most of which are wrong.
It’s a really tough time for him, too. I just can’t imagine moving my life to another city and having to deal with a messy sort of ex/married one night stand being friends with your boss?
ANYWAY. I don’t see myself writing anything from Harry’s POV unless it’s one of the timestamp ideas if I ever write it. BUT I’m really glad you like TDATDBS 💕
Hi! I don't know what the universe is doing with tdatdbs lmao. I read it about a year ago and loved it SO MUCH and then today I randomly thought about it and decided to go re-read. During chapter 6 it occured to me that I'd REALLY want to read this from the other person's pov, which I never really thought about any fic. Came to your tumblr to ask whether you're planing to do something like that only to find out that not only are other people suddenly thinking about the fic, they're wondering about the same things I am... anyways, it's totally fine that you don't feel like it. It leaves room for the imagination. I think you write Louis' internal war so well and we have such detailed understanding of what he's going through, and then there's Harry who's doing things, but we don't really know what he's thinking and feeling, and that's why people are all thinking the same thing. It's implied, but I'd like to know to what extent Harry feels guilty for what they're doing. And what's his headsplace after his breakup (or divorce? I'm not there yet, just remembering) and how does that affect his actions. Anyways, this fic is a underrated masterpiece and also I wanna thank you for writing older larry. I don't like it when they're 24 in fics with stable jobs, apartment owners and parents... A lot of people think life ends at 35 in this fandom. Sorry for rambling, much love 💕💕💕
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)
It makes me so happy that people love this fic. I know a lot of people won't go near it because of the cheating, but I tried my best to handle it well and realistically so it wasn't just an angst fest or whatever lol
The fic is about Louis first and foremost. His journey (really not a fan of that term but my brain isn't cooperating) is the most important thing. And like Louis says to Bridget, Harry's the catalyst, but he's not the reason Louis does everything he does. I do find it fun that anyone's out there wondering about Harry's POV. I tried to show it, and like you said, it's implied, but that's on purpose. Louis can't ever really know more than Harry tells him or shows him, and since it's Louis' story, we won't either.
I will say that Harry didn't feel very guilty about what they were doing unless he was around Bo, which wasn't often, or when he met Bridget. And that was his turning point. He was lying to himself about Louis' situation and when it became obvious that things were different than he imagined, he backed off. It broke his heart, but he ended things. As far as Harry's divorce, it didn't really have anything to do with his actions w/r/t the affair. His ex-husband didn't cheat. Their relationship fell apart for other reasons. He'd been divorced for a while before he moved there, so he was just happy to be on his own, starting over, with a good job, a great boss (Boss Niall!). He didn't really expect things with Louis to last or work out well for him once he found out Louis was married, but like a lot of people in similar situations, he thought Louis would leave Bridget for him even though it was never discussed.
