yesterday I randomly thought of how the boys would be depressed. I figure I should put it on the yapper site
hunter: passive suicide risk and moderately self-destructive behavior in every imaginable way. he invented self sabotage. something remotely good happened well what if it was actually secretly terrible. you know that guy who goes to work every day and goes home and thinks about how bad his day was and does nothing else and then goes to work again. yeah that guy
tech: losing interest in things and trying to still do things and be interested in things and it's not working and he hates it here and he thinks he should be able to be normal and do the thing and he sucks he was made/trained better than this how can he be a passable soldier/brother/whatever if he's stupid like this and it just gets worse from there
wrecker: gets quiet and withdrawn. sometimes he tries to fake it and be goofy, but that just makes everyone more concerned, so he kinda gives up on that. he's so lonely even though he's got his awesome brothers who he loves but it hurts and he has to fight every day against the worm in his head that says he'll be a nuisance if he seeks comfort from his loved ones
crosshair: it can be hard for everyone including himself to tell, but the main tell is that his number of serious fights and bullying incidents increases. he's just worse to be around. and that creates a feedback loop where he hits rock bottom and starts digging. they say you can't break bedrock well this guy will find the glitch so that he can drop into the void
echo: his snarky humor gets progressively more upsetting in content and you have to call him out on it to make him reflect on the fact that he's actually sad. he really doesn't want to think about it. he reeeeeeeally doesn't want to think about it. yeah he's anhedonic as hell no that isn't a problem as long as he can keep functioning and all that
omega: this concept of being brave is a big deal to her to a self-destructive extent. she knows how to say the right things and show affection and gratitude to distract her loved ones from the fact that she is sad and they don't know how to fix it. maybe being extra attached to my bros and loving them so so much and spending time with them will fix me this time. no no it won't













