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Collateral ch 14
Chapter 13 is here
Thanks for the encouragement to get back to this. 🥰
Ok so I left Scott in a bit of a pickle... so be warned it's angsty.🙄
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Panic gripping him fully now he backed away from the closed door until his back hit the wall. Sliding down to the floor he curled tightly in on himself as the flood of memories threatened to drown him, until he couldn’t think straight, couldn't breath and here and now became there and then.
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“Scott Tracy is in distress!” Eos voice cried frantically from John's wrist.
Both brothers leapt up, the data pad John had been filling forms in clattered to the ground.
“What?”
“How..?”
“I am attempting to alert assistance!”
“Eos! What's happening?” Penny seemed most capable of clarity.
“Commander Scott Tracy is struggling to breathe!”
“Wait, you can't...” Penny's attempt to stop the brothers crashing into the corridor fell on deaf ears.
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Jody had cleared the first two layers of security and was patiently waiting for the security guard to make the final clearance and bring her to her client.
“All a bit strange, this one,” Fred commented conspiratorially.
“Indeed,” Jody was not going to be drawn. “How’s Peter finding sixth form?”
The older man grinned at mention of his youngest son. “He’s loving the social life but not so much the workload.”
Whatever Jody had been going to reply was cut off by the sudden sounding of an alarm.
“What the...?” Karl leapt for the console. He swore. “That shouldn't...You better stay here!”
Jody had moved with him and looking over his shoulder at what the alert was ignored the last part of his statement, that was her client!
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“But our brother...”
“I'm sorry sir but I am going to ask you to move aside please. You cannot access the cells, I don't care who is down there. “
“He needs help!”
“Then he'll be getting it, sir. Now back away!” his hand rested on the Taser on his holster.
A man with a black bag and a security pass marked medical came hurrying up and the three were forced to move aside as the security guard waved him quickly through.
Was he there for Scott?
Virgil nearly pushed after him but Penny grabbed his arm and forced the irate man to take a step back- palm flat in the centre of his chest.
“Let me!” her glare dared them to disagree as she turned back to the security guard. “I'm sorry. I know you are just doing your job but as you can see my friends are...” she eyed the two Tracy’s who looked about ready to pull the building apart, “concerned about their brother. Clearly something is going on but if we can't go down some reassurance might help...” again she paused, “relax the situation.” She placed a hand on his arm. “Please!”
He regarded her a moment then stepped away and spoke into his radio. He nodded, face grim then turned back to Penny.
“All I can do is to assure you if there is a problem with one of our detainees they are receiving appropriate care.”
“Thank you,” Penny cut across John before he could say what he thought of that lack of information. “We’ll wait back in here then.” She turned and herded the two frantic men back into the side room they had been waiting in. “John dear. The tablet,” she picked it up and handed it to him. Understanding her the astronaut shook himself and bent over the tablet, fingers flying as he sought less official reassurances of his own.
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The terror was overwhelming. Lost in a nightmare of sounds and images his lungs burned. A small part recognised his breathing was too fast and too shallow but he couldn't stop it.
Darkness threatened the edge of his vision. Unable to focus on the dark shadows threatening around him, he struck out at the faceless shapes that loomed. They would not take him.
Not again.
The barking. Hands attempted to grab him again.
No, no, no, no!
There was a grunt as one of his uncoordinated blows connected. The threat retreated and he dropped back pushing himself with frantic hands until he felt the hard wall behind. With nowhere else to go he curled in on himself on the floor.
Loud Voices echoed. Angry.
He waited for blows that didn't come.
Then suddenly loud music startled him. Just enough to break the panic slightly.
“Please, wait” a woman’s voice, vaguely familiar. “Let me try this before you give him...”
English.
He couldn't catch the rest of her sentence or the deeper voice that replied. But trying to focus on it pulled him closer to reality.
“See, he's coming back.”
More sounds from deeper voices.
Now he turned his face towards the voice. The music continued.
It was loud. Classic rock? Like Alan currently favoured. Alan?
Thought of his youngest brother woke a little more of his awareness.
“Don't talk breathe. Good. Yes. Like that. In...out” The voice kept talking. Steady and calm. Anchoring. “That’s the ticket. Again.”
That Place did not have a voice like that.
It just kept talking. About nothing that he could make sense of but a body gently pressed against his side- he was on the floor he realised. Not comfy but not cold stone. He half expected it to be Virgil beside him but then he realised it wasn't; remembered why and the panic flooded back, his breathing speeding up again, vision tunnelling.
The voice became more urgent “Scott...I know but... just another moment, please. He’s not going to pass out, we've got this.”
The male voice spoke again, low and indistinct but the woman's didn't falter now just kept up a steady stream of speech.
He flinched as a large hand gripped his wrist the way Vigil sometimes did but the grip was gentle pressing lightly on the inside of his wrist so he didn't pull away. The voice kept talking. He relaxed ever so slightly.
Gradually, gradually his breathing returned to something approaching normal.
He began to focus on what was actually being said. The occasional word eventually becoming full sentences. He listened a moment eyes closed, focusing on breathing more deeply as his scattered thoughts began to understand the words.
“Are you... are you reciting...case law?”
“You didn't respond to my thoughts on Ugg boots so yes.”
He huffed a breath that might have been amusement under other circumstances.
“You back?”
He nodded his head once. Focusing on trying to steady his breathing to the rhythm he realised the woman was gently tapping in his leg.
The woman he realised was his barrister. Who he had only just met. This should be humiliating but he was too tired, the emotions from the flashback still too real to actually care.
“Can you tell me three things you can see?”
He raised his head slightly, “Shoes, sink...” a pause as his eyes focused, “grey hair?”
“Sorry, mine.” A hand reached out and grabbed the wig from the floor, “It's itchy. I'm supposed to ask if you mind me removing it but well...”
He waved a hand indicating retrospective permission.
“What do you hear?”
“My youngest brother’s playlist?”
A laugh.
“What else? “
“You, voices outside.”
No dogs.
“Good that's good.”
They sat pressed together on the floor for a moment. His thoughts began to form more coherence. “How did you know about the music? That it’d help.”
“My older brother.”
Scott turned to look at her. She smiled a little sadly.
“Flew combat like you. He... this...happens sometimes. .” she gestured their current location.
Scott simply nodded. Enough said.
Movement in his periphery made Scott start back cracking his head hard on the wall. He swore.
“Careful!”
A large man was kneeling to his left just outside his immediate line of sight watching him carefully. He smiled warmly when Scott turned his head to look at him.
That was mildly unnerving. Now he was more aware of his surroundings, he could see at least two other men in the corridor beyond the open door.
“Good to have you back, Mr Tracy.” Scott looked at the stranger slightly wary. Beyond him on the floor he could see the open medical bag, he sucked in a breath at the sight of a vial and hypodermic sitting beside it, his pulse picked up again and the man adjusted his position blocking it from view.
He handed over a small cup of water which was pressed into his hand, Jody steadying it as his hands were shaking.
She nodded to the man Scott didn't recognise. “Dr Girvan, he's a police doctor, he'll check you over till we decide about this afternoon.”
“Decide?”
“Well, obviously if you're unable to attend... well we'll have to postpone.”
With that icy dose of reality the hand that had loosened is grip on his chest tightened slightly. He straightened himself, “Of course I’m able to attend.”
She looked at him intently, “Scott, I will get you out of here. But there are things beyond any of our control.”
“I'm fine.”
The intense gaze continued, an unprofessionally frank assessment from well within his personal space as she had yet to move away from where she was physically pressed against him, grounding him. Finally she seemed to come to a conclusion. There was an exhale, of frustration or amusement Scott’s tired brain couldn’t decide. “Of course you are.”
She nodded to the man, Scott now realised had a medical scanner subtly held at his side. The man stood and reached out a hand to help her up.
Before she pulled herself off the floor Scott put a hand on her arm, “Thank you, Ms Donavon.”
“I think you can probably call me Jody at this point. Don't you?”
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