#taylorgang

In the tone of my campaign right meow I am being testeddddd.

I understand I've never been one to stand up for myself. I adjust and borrow time from other places that are necessary for survival. The way I can see all of the worst translations and still choose the balanced or mid-magic ones solely because I don't want to use it incorrectly and I always hope for achievable based on situational data.

Noahsfanpage posting a photo from Raleigh and it outlined in yellow? A glowing yellow? I scrolled past a few pages and said "wait...." that's the icon I made of myself that my peers made fun of behind my back. Multiple people obviously did for me to see it used in this tense.

Even with that realization; the ones that seem to believe in hope are still louder with the smallest beacons showing up in their cosigned digital arts.

I felt you and your Dad before I saw you. I didn't see you before I saw his fade. Then I heard the way he spoke to you. When I saw that y'all didn't know to go left or right, I had to interrupt. Then I heard your Dad trying to stay as calm as possible, but include you in a plan to find the bathrooms. I piped up because it was sincere and I knew the directions y'all needed. I didn't expect to see your little bookbag holding his hand as you looked over your shoulder multiple times at me. 4 or 5 with a little side of your hair shorter than the other. You looked at me like I shared something with you. With hope. I saw your little human body look at me and see that our details match and that you can grow up. Not be anything flashy or shimmery, but the pure gift of being able to grow up. You looked at me like I was something you could be one day because I was the first adult girl you've seen match you.

I have never been to a Lindsey Stirling concert. I wanted to start my relationship with her music in a way that couldn't be censored or altered; live baby.

I already loved her. I had lyrics written out by hand of Andrew McMahon that were hers/theirs. My little cousin showed me their song, and I needed to be reminded of what I could do "CJ, you are stronger than you know". The way that foreshadowed the years to follow echos hard.

agenda seserius ini soundtracknya Enchanted by Taylor Swift, ckck. kok bisa?

jadi gini, di sela-sela pergantian sesi mata acara, saya selaku panitia kudu serba bisa ceritanya inisiatif nge-play backsound sambil tayangin slideshow sesi sebelumnya. karena bingung, iseng aja ketik di kolom pencarian youtube: instrumen Taylor Swift. ngide banget emang, tapi kan toh instrumen, berharap audiens ga komentar gimana-gimana karena pilihan lagu, lirik ga sopan, atau lainnya..

gataunya, baru berapa detik intro atasan saya nyeletuk, "bagus tuh, lagunya," sambil gumamin nadanya. eh, eh, ehh, eehhh, ehh... wkwk. kukira cupu ternyata Suhu 🙇‍♀️

so, here it is! pas banget sama klip yang semalam saya rekam. pas banget sama reels yang tempo hari saya simpan untuk ide konten. pas banget sama....

pas sama feed ig yang random melintas di eksplor. there's Alex Elle once said,

when something is for you, it will bring clarity and alignment to your life, not chaos and confusion.

when something is for you, you won’t feel the need to beg, convince or force. things will feel easeful, grounded and safe.

when something is for you, it will not run or hide or avoid being yours. you do not have to chase after anything or anyone.

when something is for you, it will not make you question or second guess your worth. instead, it will remind you how worthy and loved you truly are.

when something is for you, it will feel healthy and supportive, not toxic and destructive.