#tarot reflections

Take a deep breath and pick a pile.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏

You have a fast-moving aura. It’s bold, attractive in the sense that it attracts attention, and people always see you on2 the go. They rarely see you still, staying quiet, or hung up on something. You come off a bit argumentative and ready to pick a fight, but people are most surprised that you always have something to back up that fight. You won’t argue for the sake of it. If you’re arguing, it will be for a cause you believe in and have done your research on. Your arguments are well-thought-out, well-phrased, and knowledgeable. Even people who don’t agree with you can admit that you are a good debater and know how to speak well.

There’s also a feeling of a herd following. You have the ability to make people follow you wherever you go, or you can cultivate a group of people who listen to what you say. In the card I’m seeing, there’s a woman leading a pack of bulls. You might have a direct but feminine energy because most of these are women, but there are a few men. So you might have a balanced energy, but your feminine side may show more through your speech or the way you dress. You’re considered an extrovert and rarely deny yourself the pleasure of life. People see you as a bold and rebellious person more than anything else.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐

For those who chose this pile, people have trouble reading you. People don’t know what to think of you. I don’t know if you talk much or speak a lot, but the things you say are introspective and interesting. People haven’t met someone with your mind before. There’s a quietly powerful energy to you that’s dramatic. There’s a quiet star energy in you. It’s not that you’re meant to be famous. Some of you may be. People think you have something they can’t pinpoint in other people. They can’t understand what it is about you, but there is something.

People think you have a lot of options and you’re skilled, but you keep it on the down low. People also think you travel a lot and have many adventures that you don’t need to tell everyone. People think you’re experienced in life and don’t have a problem knowing what you want and what you don’t want. You’re decisive.

One thing that happens is that people interrupt you a lot. Because you don’t speak much, people who don’t know you well or are not in your circle don’t get many vibes from you. Your biggest power is in your mind and the way you express yourself. Your first impressions are neutral if people haven’t talked to you. It’s not bad, just neutral. There are times where you might feel overlooked or like people may interrupt you.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑

Pile three, currently, you have a repressed energy. You’re not very open, you don’t lay your cards on the table. You have layers like an onion. People think there’s more to you that you don’t tell them. This isn’t your normal state. You have a different energy than right now, but you’re going through a period of suffering, horridness, and you don’t want to pretend you’re okay. So your energy reflects that.

It feels like you have some regret taking over your life. It could be a relationship regret, but I think it’s something bigger than that, something you can’t fix. I think it’s something about life and death, maybe some relative, but don’t take my word on that. Please touch wood for you.

People think you’re going through a very dark phase. A lot of these people are people you know. I don’t think you’re meeting new people who think this about you. I don’t think you’re going through a phase of meeting new people. Even if you are, I don’t think people are thinking this about you. These thoughts are from people who already know you and have known you before this thing happened.

People feel like you’re going through something. I’m not sure if it’s a short phase because it doesn’t feel sudden or dramatic. It feels like the situation was sudden or dramatic when it happened, but since that event, it’s been a long time or a good amount of time, or the thing that happened was building up and gradual, but just as devastating.

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This reading explores your sensuality from a spiritual and psychological perspective, going beyond self-care to help you understand your body better. Remember that this is a collective reading, so it's intended for many people. Its possible that not everything will resonate, or even that nothing will. In that case, just let it go. Always trust your own intuition and use your discernment. This reading does not contain explicit content, but is mostly intended for adults. Viewer discretion is advised, as the themes discussed may resonate more with adult experiences. Now, let yourself enjoy the insight this reading provides!

Pile 1

🍓 Hello, Pile 1,

You carry a sensual energy that awakens through emotional safety, compassion, and deep attunement. Your body opens when you feel emotionally secure, when empathy and compassion are present, and when you lead your life with softness and love. Sensuality for you is intuitive, imaginative, and profoundly feminine; it lives in feeling, creativity, dreams, and environments that soothe your nervous system. You are especially connected to water, beauty, music, and quiet spaces where you can listen to your inner self. You gain pleasure through connection, nurturing, and emotional presence, and there is a natural affinity for roles that involve emotional support, care, and healing. You are a natural therapist and you understand emotions greatly. At the same time, your sensuality comes from your ability to connect with your intuition and your deepest deelings. However, this sensual flow shuts down when you take on too much and your responsibilities pile up. Burnout is the biggest block. Sometimes you listen to others and end up carrying the weight of their problems and you end up taking more than you can hold. This could be about work, financial strain, or physical overexertion as well. Your body goes numb, not because something is wrong with you, but because it is protecting itself. Your feminine sensuality ends up being a trap when you give a lot of you and forget to receive, to be held, to get help from others. What you secretly want more of is grounded nurturing. You want to rest without guilt, and you wish for warmth, nourishing food, stability, and practical care that makes life feel held. Your sensual self thrives when daily life feels safe and supported, when you don't have to overwork yourself because you already have your resources in check. Others perceive your sensual presence as softer, warmer, and more magnetic than you realize. There is a youthful, gentle potency to you that becomes visible when you stop withdrawing and allow yourself to be seen. The way forward is simple and repeatable: small emotional rituals you incorporate into your morning or night, moments of play, imagination, simple creativity, and brief check-ins with your feelings by journaling or writing your dreams. By integrating your sensual energy more into your life, you feel less rigid and controlling, and you stop having to justify your pleasure.

Additional: Red, blue, white. Cancer, Virgo, and Capricorn. Glitter, spark, and light. Loose, sand.

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Pile 2

🍰 Hello, Pile 2,

You carry a sensual nature that wakes up when there is celebration, shared joy, and human connections. Your body comes alive when there is laughter in the air, when conversations are light, when there’s a reason to share and be around your friends or groups of people. Pleasure for you is social. It thrives in gatherings, friendships, shared experiences, and the feeling of being part of something. Sensuality flows when you let yourself enjoy people without overthinking it, when you allow joy to be simple, but present. Where this energy gets blocked is in excess possibility. Too many options, too many fantasies, too much imagining without actually choosing and trying one path. Indecision and wishful thinking scatter your energy and it leaves you feeling overstimulated but exhausted. When everything feels possible, nothing actually develops and you end up blocked. What you secretly want more of is an ending, you want something to finish for the best. You secretly want to start again from the beginning. You wish that a painful situation finally comes to an end. It could be mental suffering or stress, a problem in a relationship or at work. You need to finally let go of whatever is causing you this pain. Others perceive your sensual presence as balanced, calm, and harmonizing. You come across as someone who naturally brings people together, who knows how to blend energies and create ease. You are the one who binds people together, the one to keep social groups flowing. There’s a quiet steadiness to you that others trust, even when you don’t fully see it in yourself. To embody your sensuality now, the message is embodiment through completion and presence in the world. Sensuality grows when you stand on solid ground and acknowledge how far you’ve come. As you integrate this, life opens into choice, realistic future planning, and adventure with intention.

Additional: Fertility, wings, 555, Pluto in fire signs. Harvest, garden. Pisces and Aquarius.

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Pile 3

🥞 Hi, Pile 3,

Your sensual energy is rooted in sunlight. Your body says yes to joy that is simple and unforced. Your laughter comes from your belly and your optimism isnt naive, but an innocent pleasure. You are most alive when you let yourself be present, playful, and open, when you allow warmth to move through you in every way. Sensuality here is not dark, its bright, sincere, and vital. You radiate health. Where this energy gets blocked is boredom and emotional stagnation. When life feels repetitive, uninspiring, or flat, your body checks out. It’s not that you lack desire, it’s that nothing is engaging it as its needed. This kind of numbness slowly dims your vitality, and the longer you sit in it, the harder it becomes to access joy again. What you secretly want is a fresh emotional beginning. New love, new romance, a new creative opportunity or a renewed dream. Something that opens the heart again. Your sensual self wants to feel moved, inspired, emotionally touched. You crave a clean emotional slate, a feeling that something beautiful is starting. Others, however, often perceive your sensual presence as guarded. You may come across as holding back, protecting yourself, or being cautious with what you give. There can be a subtle fear of loss or vulnerability that makes people think you’re closed off or possessive, even when internally you’re longing for more openness. The way to embody your sensuality now is through generosity. Giving without keeping score. Sharing time, affection, attention, or resources in a way that feels mutual and grounded. Sensuality grows when you allow energy to circulate rather than hoard it. The more you trust the flow, the safer your body feels. As this integrates, you step into strength and self-mastery. Discipline that supports joy, determination that protects your heart without closing it, intelligence that knows when to open and when to pause. Sensuality here becomes steady and confident and your joy is guided by strength, your innocence is protected by your wisdom. When you live this way, pleasure stops feeling fragile and starts feeling sustainable and limitless.

Additional: Yellow, Solar energy and Leo. Life path 4 and 6. Throne.

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as the soul-detective of the zodiac, you want to understand what people truly feel and what motivates them. but often, that same intensity turns into self-protection. you build a shell to protect your bruises, and the fear of betrayal keeps you from the very closeness you crave. real strength for a scorpio isn't about never being hurt; it's about knowing you can survive disappointment and still keep your heart open.

questions for reflection: ✦ am i protecting myself, or am i preventing closeness? ✦ am i reacting to the person in front of me, or to something that happened in the past? ✦ what would trust look like if i allowed it to grow slowly instead of all at once?

the trust and release spread:

the surface: what is really going on beneath the surface?

the shield: how might my own defenses be getting in the way?

the truth: what feeling or truth needs to be acknowledged?

the release: what am i ready to let go of?

the destination: what becomes possible once i release it?

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***How to know when its time to PAUSE tarot readings***(for the tarot readers and the audiences)

I don't think enough people talk about this, especially within the spiritual community, but there is a time when you should stop watching or reading tarot for a while.

Not because tarot is bad. Not because you've done something wrong. But because sometimes the healthiest thing you can do is put the cards down and start living the answers you've already been given.

I've seen people watch reading after reading, asking the same question in different ways. "Do they still love me?" "Will I get the job?" "When is my manifestation coming?" At first, it feels like you're looking for clarity. But after a while, you're not really looking for guidance anymore. You're looking for reassurance. Then another reassurance. And then another. Before you know it, you've spent hours consuming readings but haven't actually moved forward.

If you've ever watched a reading that resonated, felt amazing for a few minutes, and then immediately searched for another one just to make sure... you're not alone. So many people fall into that cycle. You start doubting the first reading because what if the second one says something different? Then the third contradicts both. Suddenly you're overwhelmed, confused, and even more anxious than when you started.

Tarot isn't meant to become a substitute for your own intuition. It's a tool. A beautiful one, but still just a tool. The purpose of a reading isn't to tell you how to live every moment of your life. It's to offer perspective, help you reflect, and sometimes confirm what your heart already knows.

If you feel like you can't make a decision without checking the cards first, or you panic when a reading doesn't say what you wanted to hear, it might be a sign that it's time to take a step back. Not forever. Just long enough to reconnect with yourself.

Sometimes the answers you're looking for won't come through another reading. They'll come through real life. Through a conversation you weren't expecting. Through an opportunity that suddenly appears. Through your own growth. Through time.

One of the hardest parts of any spiritual journey is learning to trust without constantly asking for another sign. If every reading keeps telling you that something beautiful is on its way, then let yourself believe it. Go outside. Spend time with people you love. Work on your goals. Laugh. Rest. Create. Live your life. Let the universe meet you there.

Ironically, I've noticed that when people finally stop obsessively checking for answers, that's often when things begin to move. It's as if releasing the need to know every detail creates space for life to unfold naturally.

Taking a break from tarot doesn't mean you've lost your faith or your connection. Sometimes it means you've finally started trusting it.

8The best reading is never the one that keeps you coming back out of fear. It's the one that gives you enough peace to close the video, put the cards away, and say, "Okay. I have what I need. Now it's time to live."

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The Magician's Research Notes

Brother its week 2 and I can tell this shit is gonna be 50 grit rough, I am fighting for my life for 4.0 GPA

Choose the meme that calls your name most strongly.

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Before you read

✦ Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. I am just a pre PhD student w a magical background

✦ This reading is for reflection and entertainment. Ultimately you need to change your own shit

✦ believe in my carefully curated memes

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🧪 Card One

Research Focus: wishes do come true but what matters not is the hope but what matters is the work you put in to achieve dreams**

Your Reading: hoping is not even step 1

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Current Experiment: start asking mentors for advice on where to start

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Hidden Formula: making mistakes is ok

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The Professor's Notes: for emotional fulfillment you need to put real effort in. Anything worth doing takes work. The work can be overwhelming and its easy to loose sight of your passions when it becomes to say the least a shit ton of work. But use this as a point of self discovery, use this to summarize and learn about yourself. You can learn through reflection and this is the ultimate for of reflection and confrontation.**

✧Magical Observation: your hard work will pay off but you must lay the ground work to reap rewards. Want will only manifest more want however doing is how you get there. Please be mindful of intrusive thoughts, you can either be your own best friend or you will sabotage your chances at success.

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Final Grade: your effort will take you far

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📚 Card Two

Research Focus: shift away from ego and run your own race

Your Reading: ego centric class mates, co-workers etc ultimately mean nothing and they are just mental obstacles when it comes to running your own race.

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Current Experiment: find places for joy, remember you are on your own path, practice grounding rituals

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Hidden Formula: brother fuck yr haters

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The Professor's Notes: step away from standoffs, get off your soap box, say goodbye to ego and confront your own personal battles and get the movement of your own goals and fight your own internal battles dude. Don’t fight the battle, win the war, these small things will summate to something greater however you are often guilty of standing in its own way. Comparison is the thief of joy and you are too stressed out about the people around you.**

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Magical Observation: resolve conflict, let go, it will do more for you and your environment

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Final Grade: Stop weighing your worth on group projects

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🪄 Card Three: King of Pents (Reverse)

Research Focus: girl get a budget

Your Reading: budget in order to fund more extravagance

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Current Experiment: you must plant seeds to eat fruit

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Hidden Formula: girl its job 0’ clock get one or plan for a better one

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The Professor's Notes: plan your spending, applications cost money, gas to drive to opportunities cost money, clean clothes for interviews cost money, there is always a shitty hidden cost in the world and it fucking sucks ass I totally feel you. I spent $50 going to a buss interview. I spend at least $50 a week COMMUTING TO SCHOOL, please act responsibly little treats are great but you are living to extravagance you cannot afford. To afford extravagance you must be able to fund it so girl get a better mother fucking job, get a better job, get a better education to fund your dreams, you must plant seeds in order to eat fruit.

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Magical Observation: the best money spell is to stop spending

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Final Grade: girl how can you afford the tuition of life with this behavior*

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I am working on my resume and CV fuck my stupid baka life

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In the meanwhile, alongside my studies, I wanted to share that I am working on a gallery commission and will launch an event with 3d printed tarot and oracle cards. Here is a small glimpse from the process!

If you happen to live in Japan, dm me and you would be invited to the launch event.

Otherwise, once these are coated and polished I might put some up for sale, so if you have a favorite tarot card definitely check in with me next month.

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