Most people see my profile and think โ๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ค๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ซ?
The truth is simpler and heavier.
Iโve been going through one of the hardest phases of my life. Mentally drained. Emotionally exhausted. Depression creeping in. Feeling completely aloneโฆ like no one was there to listen.
Problems kept piling up. Pressure kept increasing. And at some point, I felt lost.
Then one night, a verse from the Qurโan came to my heart:
ู ูุง ููุฏููุนููู ุฑูุจูููู ููู ูุง ููููู โ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐จ๐ง๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ง๐จ๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.โ ๐๐ฎ๐ซโ๐๐ง ๐๐:๐
That verse stopped me.
It reminded me that even when people walk awayโฆ Even when the world feels silentโฆ Allah never leaves.
So that night, instead of overthinking, I turned back to Allah. I asked for forgiveness. I talked to Him honestly, quietly, broken.
And something changed.
For the first time in days, I didnโt feel alone. The heaviness in my chest eased. The depression softened.
Then another verse echoed in my heart:
ููุฅูููู ู ูุนู ุงููุนูุณูุฑู ููุณูุฑูุง โ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ก๐๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฌ๐.โ ๐๐ฎ๐ซโ๐๐ง ๐๐:๐
Not after hardship. ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก hardship.
That was enough to help me stand up again. Enough to return to my field. Enough to keep moving.
This post isnโt about religion vs profession. Itโs about survival.
Sometimes the strongest thing you can do is pauseโฆ and talk to Allah.
Because when you make a habit of talking to Allah, you are never truly alone.
