excerpt from the part of a 2022 interview collage did w/ streetvoice where natsuko discusses "talacowa"
(interview by Lizzy Hsu/徐韻軒)
In 1945, the US military began bombing Taiwan, and Japan was on the verge of facing the reality of their imminent loss. A group of young Amis men were at the Takasago volunteer military camp in Taichung, witnessing the chaos firsthand and fearing deployment under such circumstances. They resolved not to fight any more on another nation’s behalf, and a number of them decided to desert and return to Taitung on foot. Natsuko’s grandfather was among them.
This is the basis of “Talacowa”’s narrative. Through music, Natsuko summons the imagery of her grandfather’s journey.
The song begins with an indigenous style of call and response singing, imitating a soldier calling out and receiving a collective response from his companions as they enter the forest. To create contrast with its historical setting, she chose a distorted electric guitar for the Showa-style melody that plays through the chorus.
The snare drum evokes the rigid rhythm of a military march, while other percussion instruments mimick the frog, insect, and bird calls they would have heard during their journey. As the narrative of the long and difficult trek structures itself around day and night imagery, the trumpet becomes the rising sun and the guitar strings become the stars that populate the night sky. Hunter says he hopes that the song’s vivid melody can illuminate the long journey once taken by Natsuko’s grandfather.
“The Amis people are very good at stargazing—the contents of the sky are very important.” In the song’s lyrics, the eight-pointed star guides the Amis youth towards their destination. In addition to symbolizing the protection of the ancestors, it also references the way they would have used the stars as a navigation tool. “My father always stressed to me that the Amis people are excellent survivors,” Natsuko says with a smile.
She shares that in all honesty, although she knew immediately upon hearing the story that she wanted to write the song, she began to question herself several times over the course of its composition. After all, her grandfather passed away before she was born, so what connection did she really have to the song?
Unexpectedly, she not only climbed through the Central Mountains as her grandfather once had, but also began to flip through the pages of her own lost history. “To write the lyrics, I did a lot of reading on the Takasago volunteer soldiers. I realized I was doing something I hadn’t done in my first [Amis language] song—that is to say, I hadn’t integrated my culture into the lyrics of my first song.”
Not everyone joined the Japanese to fight overseas out of submission or deception. She saw that at that time, many indigenous coming of age rituals had been banned. From the perspective of the “civilized” Japanese, rituals such as leaving children alone in forests or tasking them with hunting monkeys were deemed too barbaric. But once indigenous boys were robbed of the opportunity to become men in the eyes of their traditional tribal social structures, they felt it was necessary to prove their courage on the battlefield, instead.
“Why would the colonized wish to fight for their colonizers? In fact, it’s not as simple as everyone may think.”
There is one part of the song that I particularly like:
awaay ma’araw ako ko soda i ca’ang no kilang.
awaay ma’araw iso ko taneng niyam.
latek cowa kafana’ kako to kararoman no miso.
kaorira i, caay ka patadoen ako kiso a malalo’od.
we may be strangers to snow-covered branches
but you are strangers to our wisdom
perhaps i am simply unable to understand your struggles
but i will not fight your battles
The “struggles” here refer to the rise of an invading imperial power, and the fact that the Japanese self-concept was inseparable from the many years of discrimination they had suffered from Western powers. Unsure whether her grandfather’s relationship with the Japanese was marked more by animosity or camaraderie, Natsuko chose to use a relatively neutral tone in the absence of her grandfather’s ability to speak for himself.
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o nani cowaay kita?
where have we come from?
nani tira i kahadakan no cidal
from the place where the sun rises
tatalacowa kita? micelemayto ko cidal
where are we going? the sun has already set
malingad to kita!
we are setting off!
pasiwali kita
heading all the way east
aあぁ 太陽に背を向けて 刀を振って
a~a taiyō ni se o mukete katana o futte
with the sun behind me, i will carve my path forward
道を照らしてくれた八芒星
michi o terashite kureta hachibōsei
as the eight-pointed star¹ guides my way
夜の帳が降りた 黒くぬれ
yoru no tobari ga orita kuroku nure
night falls and slowly dyes the sky black
「そなたは何処に向かう?」
“sonata wa doko ni mukau?”
“where are you going?”
教えて
oshiete
please tell me
awaay ma’araw ako ko soda i ca’ang no kilang.
we may be strangers to snow-covered branches
awaay ma’araw iso ko taneng niyam.
but you are strangers to our wisdom
latek cowa kafana’ kako to kararoman no miso.
perhaps i am simply unable to understand your struggles
kaorira i, caay ka patadoen ako kiso a malalo’od.
but i will not fight your battles
tatalacowa kita? micelemayto ko cidal.
where are we going? the sun has already set
minokay to kita!
we’re going home!
あぁ 東に向かって 山を越えて
a~a higashi ni mukatte yama o koete
to the east, past the mountains
耳元で囁いていた八芒星
mimimoto de sasayaite ita hachibōsei
the eight-pointed star whispers in my ear and guides my way
戊夜の霧に抱かれた 蒼くぬれ
boya no kiri ni daka reta aoku nure
the fog of night surrounds us and slowly dyes the world blue
「そなたは何と呼ばれる?」
“sonata wa nanto yoba reru?”
“what is your name?”
教えて
oshiete
please tell me
あぁ 旭日がいらないや 銃を棄てて
a~a kyokujitsu ga iranai ya jū o sutete
abandon the rising sun, lay down your guns
平原に沈んでいた八芒星
hirahara ni shizunde ita hachibōsei
as the eight-pointed star sinks beneath the plains
暁が開けて来た 赤くぬれ
akatsuki ga akete kita akaku nure
day breaks and slowly dyes the sky red
誰にも覗き込まれない行く末
darenimo nozoki koma renai yukusue
and we reach the end of our journey, safe from prying eyes
¹reference to an important amis/pangcah cultural symbol, visible in the cover art in the center of the soldier's hat. i could not find the actual word for it in amis and, interestingly, it only appears in the japanese sections of the song. will edit the post if i find it T-T
this song is the story lead singer (and lyricist on this song) Natsuko once heard from her father about her grandfather's experience as an amis volunteer soldier during the final days of WWII. full translation of the portion of the interview that talks about this particular song in very great depth here. brief excerpt for basic context:
In 1945, the US military began bombing Taiwan, and Japan was on the verge of facing the reality of their imminent loss. A group of young Amis men were at the Takasago volunteer military camp in Taichung, witnessing the chaos firsthand and fearing deployment under such circumstances. They resolved not to fight any more on another nation’s behalf, and a number of them decided to desert and return to Taitung on foot. Natsuko’s grandfather was among them.