Today I got my endo appointment and they gave me the green light to start on T

I just... I've been so nervous all month, trying not to get my hopes up, preparing for the worst, and not able to really talk to anyone about it... anxiety has been eating at me.

But in the end, they said yes!

And I'm ecstatic!!! I have all this jittery energy inside me, as if I'd drunk a hundred coffees, but I gotta act normal. I know sharing this to my fam is just gonna stir more drama, it's so not worth it. Not yet.

I'm so used to keeping negative emptions trapped inside me, but it's a completely different form of isolation to not be able to share your joy with the people you love.

It's bizarre.

I'm still so happy, and feel so incredibly fortunate I can do this.

I’m so fuckin happy guys!!!!!!