#syudou

情けなくだらしなく哀れな男でした 五⽉⾬地を這えど欲なら⻘天井 いつからか分かんねぇが 道を踏み外してたんだ 茹だる街の酔いの中で

ドブネズミの美しさが 際⽴つほど俺はクソだった

あーあ また誰かを好きになる 悲しくなる 苦しくなる それでも何度も繰り返す 情けなくて死にたくなる 分かっちゃいるけどやめらんねぇ この恋を笑ってくれ

適度で順当な 愛情を望むくせに 適当なぬくもりも 欲しくてしゃあないんだ 「アナタ⼈じゃないんじゃない」 「いや、誰よりも⼈なんだぜ」 苦し紛れ やぶれかぶれ 笑えなくなったピエロさえも ⽴ち直るほど愚か者だった

あーあ また過失を故意にする 恥を晒す 涙枯らす ⽔掛け論辞め⽔割りで ⼼の傷消毒しても 痛いの痛いのどーせ俺 べらぼうに笑ってくれ

いっぱい罪を背負ったのに High また望んで さん、はい！歌え俺たちゃ失敗作 ご配慮なら⼤丈夫 脆く灰になり全部なあなあ はい、そこから覚えてません

あーあ また誰かを好きになる 悲しくなる 苦しくなる それでも何度も繰り返す 情けなくて飲みたくなる あーあ また平気で嘘をつく 紐を解く 肌に触れる 飲んだ恥忘れるために飲み お姫様に⾒捨てられても 分かっちゃいるけどやめらんねぇ この恋を笑ってくれ 痛いの痛いのどーせ俺 でも俺を分かってくれ

救ってくれ

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Nasakenaku darashinaku awarena otoko deshita samidare chi o haedo yoku nara ao tenjou itsu kara ka wakannee ga michi o fumi hazushitetanda yudaru machi no yoi no naka de

Dobunezumi no utsukushisa ga kiwadatsu hodo ore wa kuso datta

Aa mata dareka o suki ni naru kanashiku naru kurushiku naru soredemo nando mo kuri kaesu nasakenakute shinitaku naru wakaccha iru kedo yamerannee kono koi o waratte kure

Tekido de juntouna aijou o nozomu kuse ni tekitouna nukumori mo hoshikute shaanainda anata hito ja nain ja nai iya dare yori mo hito nanda ze kurushi magire yabure kabure warae nakunatta piero sae mo tachi naoru hodo oroka mono datta

Aa mata kashitsu o koi ni suru haji o sarasu namida karasu mizu kake ron yame mizu wari de kokoro no kizu shoudoku shitemo itai no itai no doose ore berabou ni waratte kure

Ippai tsumi o seotta no ni high mata nozonde san hai! Utae oretacha shippaisaku gohairyo nara daijoubu roku hai ni nari zenbu naa naa hai soko kara oboetemasen

Aa mata dareka o suki ni naru kanashiku naru kurushiku naru soredemo nando mo kuri kaesu nasakenakute nomitaku naru aa mata heiki de uso o tsuku himo o hodoku hada ni fureru nonda haji wasureru tame ni nomi ohimesama ni misuterarete mo wakaccha iru kedo yamerannee kono koi o waratte kure itai no itai no doose ore demo ore o wakatte kure

Sukutte kure

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I was once a sad, pathetic, slovenly man who crawled along in the May rain, but would’ve liked a blue sky I don’t know when it happened, but I stepped off the right path when I drunkenly wandered the hot city streets

I was so low that even the filthy rats looked noticeably beautiful to me

Aah, I’m gonna fall for someone else and get depressed and suffer for it all over again Yet I still keep repeating the cycle It’s so pathetic, it makes me want to die I know how pointless it is, but I can’t stop myself Please just accept my love

I just want to feel proper, normal love, but you can’t blame me for also needing adequate warmth too “You’re seriously not human,” she says, and I say “I’m way more human than anyone” So desperate with nowhere else to turn, my stupidity would’ve made even a depressed clown brighten back up again

Aah, I’m gonna go cause some problems I’ll show the world my shame, let my tears dry Even if I can heal the wound on my heart by quitting our bickering and going easier on the alcohol, it's going to hurt me no matter what, so just laugh at me as much as you want

I alone bear so many sins already, yet I crave another high, too On three we sing loud, knowing we’re failures We have no need for your sympathy Everything turns to a fine ash, yeah, and after that I don’t remember a thing…

Aah, I’m gonna fall for someone else and get depressed and suffer for it all over again Yet I still keep repeating the cycle It’s so pathetic, it makes me want to drink Aah, I keep telling lies without a thought; the ropes come undone, brushing against my skin Even if my princess will leave me for it, I drink to forget my shame I swallowed down I know what’ll happen, but I can’t stop myself Please just accept my love It's going to hurt me no matter what, but at least try to understand me