#system struggles

Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.

Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.

Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.

Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.

Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.

Am I the only one who feels so much worse after this happens? No hate towards the person, they’re allowed to miss whoever they want but..sometimes it hurts yk?

Little alters already have a hard time as it is, most commonly with them being either primary childhood memory holders or having no recollection of childhood memories at all. And that's not their fault. Theyre often formed due to CSA and i'm a little surprised that the topic of "hypersexual little/child alters" is not talked about as much as it should be, because apparently it's far more common than this community leads on ..

It just .. it needs to be talked about more. Maybe even mentioned more if we can even have that. It really truly does. So to other systems going through similar issues, you're loved, you're important, and i promise you're not alone in your struggles.