#system headspace

Being a system is so funny cause what do you mean an eldritch horror is fascinated by the light of my phone screen and is just looming over my shoulder?/lh, semi sarcastic

Hahhahajdhajdh okay so I got really excited thinking of our headspace that we rambled so much here and answered the other headspace related asks in the ask game reblog (headspace growth, own rooms, complexity, sysmate barriers etc.), we're not even sorry. Whimsy and joy on planet Earth.

More stuff that isn't labeled/specified/added in the image:

-The light within the room is reflected from the environmental light the real body is in.

-Near the ear worm speakers is Shamil's emergency portal for pulling out specific headmates to front. Every meal time, he has Evbo on the ready to properly eat food for me. (I have an ED...😅) Someone recently figured out they'll just automatically get into their desired destination by quickly skedaddling into it LMAO.

-The front room is connected to every location and some headmates who are more skilled than others utilizing the free ability to teleport know how to just appear there. Portals can appear here created by ♟️*7 automatically once a need is felt.

-The squiggly line on the threshold of the front room and hallway acts as a barrier that some headmates can't go through, if one: they went through the front of the house without teleporting, two: they aren't "needed" in front to avoid crowding, but the front runner headmates have the ability to let them pass.

-We hold concerts or the amv projection on the stage too. Specifically when we're blasting music on headphones. This would sometimes drag fictives in front stage and make it act themselves.

-Everyone has a radio in their spaces to tune in to the songs we're listening out of body.

Disposable front space objects:

-The intrusive thought projector is part of this space but it usually pops in out of nowhere and the protectors are more than happy to destroy it the moment it exists.

-If a shitty song is on loop in the brain worm speakers, King👑🥛 can manipulate it to turn into a different song or destroy it out of anger if it's reaaaally bad.

I don't know how understandable this explanation is, but our innerworld is divided into 3 headspaces. When picturing/imagining or viewing our innerworld as a whole, it's like looking at a snowglobe almost. There's a clearly-defined shape with some sort of "barrier" that separates it from this dark grayish background, which we assumed was just because our brain needed to fill in that area with something. But on a few occasions, we've actually been in this dark grayish place and it's like a huge cave almost? but like, not a proper cave. It's hard to explain what it's like.

That’s not to say the alters in it aren’t real but the things you see/do in the headspace aren’t reality.

If someone hits you in the headspace, they have not actually hit you. You cannot then claim to have been hit because it’s in your collective imagination.

Just because you can’t control it doesn’t mean no alter is controlling it/doesn’t mean it isn’t an intrusive image and it does not make it okay to claim to have experienced something that you have not experienced externally.

cuz i’m in our plaza rn, and i realistically know that there’s a lot of people around me, but i can’t for the life of me recognize any of them. like they’re all nameless grey people i think.

it must have something to do with having aphantasia i think, but i wanna know if anyone else has this :/