May 18
Some protector I am.
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Some protector I am.
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Having a fictive headmate is so funny…. You’re scrolling tumblr and see a post like “omg I can’t get [character] out of my head!!!” And you’re just like *deep inhale* neither can I, guy
"You know... I'm starting to think... That having two separate sets of thoughts... That can independently acknowledge each other... Might not be normal" - me from two years ago
hmmmm… WELP time to ignore THAT for the next *insert unit of time*. -Dean
For us the ignoring part was LITERALLY the next year and a half. -Julian
An experience I have that I haven't seen talked about in system spaces is being incredibly uncomfortable looking at photos of yourself when another alter was fronting.
Like I can't even bring myself to look at them, I just can't. If I notice a new video or photo of me or even a voice message that I sent to someone that I don't remember taking I get a sick feeling and really want to delete it without even taking a proper look. And when I do look/watch/listen? I just freak out. That's not me. But it's my face. My voice. Anyone else looks at it and they'll see me but it's not and that drives me mad.
It's the same with old photos and videos as well especially from childhood I get so freaked out when our mom tries to show us or other people old pictures of when we were little. I even lash out sometimes and I can never explain why just "don't show me that. I don't want to see it" maybe other people just take it for embarrassment? That's normal to be embarrassed of yout old baby pictures. But it's not embarrassment idk what it is but it's a truly awful feeling. I never want to see an old picture of me again.
Underrated system experience: being able to understand how other headmates are feeling and/or what they're saying without having to actually have an inner conversation.
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That time Lucy took control of the vessel and made me a sandwich. And I, classic questioning host, proceeded to write it off as a burst of energy. I was wrong. Sorta. (Lucy basically is a burst of energy) (this was 2024, I believe!)
Non-systems need to understand that everyone in a system can have different opinions and beliefs. It can be simpler concepts such as food preferences, what type of humor we enjoy, what movie genres we like, what books we like to read (if some even read at all), but this can also happen with more important topics: political opinions, religious beliefs and faiths, even perception of the world and humanity itself.
Having an alter with certain political views does not make you evil, and it does not make them evil either — anyone is capable of being educated and changing for the better. The same goes for religions and faiths. As a system we must all support each other because we are in this together, and we must be there for the change that an alter can go through.
One alter’s opinions are not indicative, nor an accurate representation, of an entire system.
My host and I and share the same ideology (well, the umbrella term for that ideology). None of the rest do. One of us is the most hateful person I have ever had the displeasure to meet, but that does not mean I must demonise him and attack him. He’s not allowed to front, and only fronts when given permission, during specific hours where we’ll be alone and disconnected from the internet, and usually with someone else. There’s no need to harm him, he will mature and change like all humans do. Furthermore, the majority of us are atheist, but one of us does slightly lean towards Catholicism, and our host is atheist but practices witchcraft. This changes nothing. The goal is to support each other, unify and/or function and be there for the rest.
Just because an alter thinks one way, does not mean the rest do.
