Right now I'm sitting at school where my teachers are talking about this major assignment we finish until friday and I'm usually not nervous about any of my assignments but this one I just really can't seem to understand and I'm scared I will screw it up and it's gonna affect my grades so much. I'm just at a very stressful time in my life and at times I feel like I'm drowning in my own life. And I've fallen for one of my best friends and I don't wanna risk our friendship. Everything is just crap