Aug 23, 2025
Word of the day:
Surreptitious
Adjective
Kept secret, especially because it would not be approved of.
"They carried on a surreptitious affair"
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Word of the day:
Surreptitious
Adjective
Kept secret, especially because it would not be approved of.
"They carried on a surreptitious affair"
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Thoughts during my last minutes as a 22 year old
My 22nd year of life started by me thinking it was going to be a normal day; where I would have ended the day by going to the typical birthday dinner that evening. To my surprise, it being my lucky birthday my friends managed to pull off a surprise birthday party for me; one which I will never forget for that matter
From then onwards, I focused on getting better ; having only been out of hospital for a few months, I focused on regaining my strengths and getting back to the somewhat normal routine of life cancer had taken away from me.
My hair continued growing and so each day I was starting to feel closer to my old-self. I started getting my confidence back up and going out with my friends. I attended the wine festival, went to a gozo weekender with my friends and then finally found the courage to start applying for jobs
In August I started working, and each day I woke up, got dressed, caught the bus, walked to work where I spent most of my day and at the end of the day went back home to shower and sleep. On weekends I'd go out and meet up with my friends. Life was starting to pick up again for me
Came November, where I went for my first haircut since it grew back post-chemo. I left the salon with a bob haircut and started having weekly blow-dries again.
Christmas was also a nice time where I caught up with friends at Valletta, attended staff parties, rode a ferris wheel, indulged myself in mulled wine and waved 2019 good-bye
Come 2020, I visited Gozo, ate delicious food and then life was cut short by this whole COVID situation. Now I work from home and stay inside as much as possible since I was determined to be a vulnerable person.
During this time I kept receiving my leukaemia maintenance chemotherapy which included 4 spinal chemotherapy procedures, countless outpatient appointments and everything that came along with it. Fast forward to the present where in the first few days as a 23 year old I will be undergoing a bone marrow biopsy which will end my treatment journey for goodš
Going forward, I'm hoping to first of all stay healthy, keep enjoying the company of my friends and family that I've been so blessed with, whilst trying to find my place in this world and always staying true to myself
And last but not least, Happy 23rd Birthday to me! šš¾š
#Repost @elantrotman ć»ć»ć» Quarantine Collaboration #5 is one of my favorite @jeff_lorber compositions āSurreptitiousā from his āHe Had a Hatā album - Weāre joined by my old Berklee roommate @drumsrdrew and mixed by @alproducer. Full video is at www.facebook.com/quarantinecollaborations š· š¹ š„ #surreptitious #jefflorber #elantrotman #fusion #jazzfusion (at Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAWXagpnOLc/?igshid=12vij6scw364z
About halfway through re-reading Surreptitious and, uh. Why did I ever think that this wasnātĀ a romance???
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*breathes in*
*SCREAMS*
Itās done! In 3 days of writing that almostĀ equaled my insane productivity when I first started on this fic, Iāve finished this monstrosity of a one-shot! I still need to edit it, and probably break it up into smaller chunks so I can post it in chapters, but thatās the main part of it done at least.
Oh also I got a bunch of Romantic Vibes from some of the scenes in your streams. Although I mean that could easily be the mostly dormant shipper in me crawling out of the cave at any hint of Tender Things but I like to think my sense of romance isn't /that/ weak
Yeah I think Iām just gonna go and commit to making this a romantic thing. Itās just... the line between really close friends and romantic partners can be (and should be!) very thin. And since this AU didnāt include a kiss (or, hasnāt so far), I figured it wouldnāt necessarily be a romance. But fuck it, Iām gonna make them declare their love for each other, thatāll make it a romance for sure.
Also! Speaking of Surreptitious and emotions. Iām the person writing it and I genuinely Do Not know if Iām writing a romance or not. Like, Iām not particularlyĀ trying to write them romantic or platonic (and I was kinda planning to leave it vague enough that people could pick for themselves) but also... Iām pretty sure these last few scenes have been far too lovey-dovey for it to be platonic.
But Iām so badĀ at picking up on romantic undercurrents that I canāt tell if there are any in this fic or not.