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Garfield is my Spiderman!

I woke up at 5:00 am and decided I'm not going to classes 'till the end of the week.

yesterday's film was quite good. :) I ate too much sweets and it's all because of Angie! she persuaded me! and I didn't have anything sweet in my mouth for so long... the most important part of my cinema supply was... MILKY STARS! yay, they're back! I mean - I've known that for a few months because of Ark but I saw them yesterday and I couldn't stop myself. I felt like all my childhood simply come back in one moment. 

Love, Rosie was good but I think they wasted the ending. I mean - I course, it was predictible but they could do that any other way. I loved British accent! I didn't know Lily Collins is British. Sam Clafflin was soooo amazing. I'm looking forward his appearance in Mockingjay, part 2. I hope they'll make him alive... I think that I missed him more than Prim in the book. I mean - of course, I cry like a baby whenever I read about her death but somehow I feel more attached to Finnick than to Prim. but I assure you, I love both of the characters.

then I had go to bathroom really fast. my stomach ached me because I overate and then I had a diarrhoea... and then I felt sick for the rest of the day. 

my grandparents just came back from a church (yeah, old people) and grandma saw me at the stairs when I was doing down with breakfast, and said:  - I thought you're going to school today. - No, I'm not. - And neither tomorrow? - Yep. - So you've already had your holidays. "Yes, mainly because I got it myself", I thought but didn't say it out loud. I think these are the kind of things grandmas shouldn't know.

I have plenty of time so I probably will finish cleaning my room for Christmas today. I'm going to work tomorrow. with Sandra. ♥ and I will probably see the Journalist. that's even better info.

I really have to lose some weight. about 15 kilos.

yesterday, on my seminar, the dear friend of mine, Pony the Fucking Idiot Philologst didn't have to end up telling about his topic. that was the good thing. the bad thing happend while the other colleauge, Asia, was telling about hers - holocaust and the book titled Girl in the Red Coat (also about Jews). he was quoting the novel and the quote contained comparision of a porcelain-headed doll which had broken into million of little pieces to a child broken by a war. and Pony laughed.  - What's funny about that? - she asked agressively. - Nothing. This comparision makes me laugh - he responed with this stupid, annoying, lisping voice. - You're pathetic. And hopeless. There's nothing to be amused about. - I'm not laughing because of the tragedy of the war but the comparision of porcelain-headed doll and broken child amuses me. - Still, you're hopeless. and this is why Pony has to die. besides, he wrote a post few days ago about dreamed Christmas gifts for guys. he wrote that the gift number one is... knife. I spoke to D. and told him about it. he was like, "yeah, sure. I've always dreamed about knife-set for Christmas". I can't believe God lets the creatures like Pony stay alive. 

what else? I'm going to watch another two epis of The Mentalist (first season, of course) and tomorrow newest episode comes out. I hope we'll finally see a Jisbon kiss. if not, I'll go out on the streets and start killing with a spoon.

the older I am, the more things is going to end. first - my favourite show. next year - my favourite film. then what? 

and I don't feel like being in love again. really, it scares me. I've got incorrect model of relationship in my head. whenever my partner does a mistake, it's like the end for me 'cause in the movies they don't do them. I know it's wrong but I can't fight it. and being an adult terryfies me.

oh, I almost forgot. Angie often says she wants a boyfriend. yesterday, while going by the bus, I said: yeah, I wanted to have a boyfriend, too. but then I ate dinner and I'm over it. :D

what else? hmm, hard to say. I hope those holidays won't be a disaster. they can't be. 

oh, and I'm still sad because of lack of the snow. THERE'S HAS TO BE SNOW FOR CHRISTMAS, OKAY

Weiser David was great. I recommend you to read it. it's been translated to many languages, so...

I miss Everlark, I miss Jisbon. I miss all of them. I miss everything that's going to its end.

AND REMEMBER, PEOPLE: