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@sunsdrop made you a thing :3

Bro these pens never run out of ink🙏🙏

so this thought doesn't have much to do with the rp community, but moreso about the queer community instead, but i feel like that's also just as topical here on tumblr lol

a lot, if not most, of my friend groups have consisted of a majority of transmasc people. and i'm also transmasc myself, so that's great!! it's nice to have a community that i can relate to and connect with. i love you transmascs

but ALSO... having been around a lot of transmascs in my time, i feel like there's also a BIG misogyny problem that often goes unspoken in the transmasc community. and i get where it stems from. a lot of transmascs have a pretty complicated relationship with femininity due to how they were raised, and i feel that too. that's understandable. but guys, you've GOTTA keep that in check and work through it. you can't just go through life avoiding any and all women just bc the mere presence of a feminine person makes you uncomfortable. you just gotta grow past that at some point man. i feel this is especially common in gay/MLM transmascs, but it definitely still applies to all as well

in general, i think toxic masculinity has a pretty strong hold on a lot of transmascs, and oftentimes it manifests in ways they don't even realize. i've heard a lot of people argue that transmascs CAN'T have toxic masculinity solely because they're trans (and that's a whole OTHER can of worms i could go on about, bc i'm also a believer that toxic masculinity can affect anyone of ANY gender, not just masc-identifying people). so many people seem to think that toxic masculinity is just reserved for cis men, and that's.. just not true lol. and take it from me, i'm literally here rp'ing Johnny Bravo, the POSTER CHILD of toxic masculinity himself haha

𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝕊𝕆𝕄𝔼 ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕊𝕆ℕ unknown to him , rapunzel seemed to know almost every feasible way to stop him in his tracks . he's starting to get used to her touchiness , at least enough for it to not surprise him every time she initiated some kind of contact -- but her words were more than enough to make him visibly shut down for a moment or two -- processing those words with every fibre of his being .

𝔸ℕ 𝕌ℕ𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕊𝔼𝔻 𝕆ℝ 𝕋𝕎𝕆 spawn suddenly around them , wiggling around in a show of embarrassment , too shy to show themselves to the both of them . luckily for the princess if she had caught on to how to read them -- vanitas still hadn't . blissfully unaware of how blatantly telling having his unversed out and about reacting to the outward push of his emotions were .

𝔹𝔼ℂ𝔸𝕌𝕊𝔼 ℍ𝔼 ℂℍ𝔸ℕℕ𝔼𝕃𝔼𝔻 his feelings out of his body and into the physical world it managed to stave off the blush that was threatening to ignite bone - white cheeks . his shoulders however were still visibly stiff as he balled his hands together , clenching and unclenching his fingers in an attempt to self - soothe .