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ღ song rec: Rivet Gun - Mother Soki

ღ tw: mention of anxiety and depression.

ღ Chapter 4.

ღ debrief: yapping session

HI Y'ALL?

So... I'm running a Minecraft SMP for the kids in my dnd club? So here. Have some art I did!! Lore not included!!!

If y'all want extra information feel free to ask me or whatever but YEAH

Idk doodles n shit

I am in a little dilemma. I would add another scene strictly between oc (Nima) and Smoke in chap 4 which would tie things together vs opening chap 5 with said scene. that means I gotta lock in a lil more, longer chap for y’all and quicker depth but y’all gon have to be patient or.. we say nah girl fuck it and post it by yesterday.

whats it gon be, choose wisely honey

༄ I bet you five dollars Smoke would have spun him around and put him in a full Nelson- let’s not play with the big wolf. we love Zeke’s bravery tho... all he did was breathe and got sized up immediately. poor boy doesn’t even know he looking at himself in 10 years just hopefully not with vampire trauma-

In general, he’s a layered character anyway. Interior wise, he has all sorts of emotions that constantly dares to affect his decision making, judgment and opinions as someone who doesn’t have a blood family, hustles and manages other boys. It’s a struggle while exterior wise he don’t even smile cuz ain’t shit funny fr, would rather observe, avoids participating in big gatherings and activities.

as well as very protective over the few things he genuinely cares about, let me tell yall rn he’d kill for June and Fred. let’s not sit and pretend chile, Zeke just not affectionate. also doesn’t play about the only adult that acknowledged him consistently which is Nima. (can’t wait to let that dynamic play out)

fun fact/look out: the formatting of interactions between her and anyone very close to her changes to minimal spacing, same with Smoke but for now his are spaced out for a distant feel and effect. (am a whore for details, can’t help it)

༄ chapter opens with her in her darkest time. lord knows how much I edited that flashback.. anyways- a bit of parallels between her and Smoke, yes it’s intentional. everything is tbh. specific patterns and traditions active in moments of discomfort.

both bring the past into the present in subtle and major ways. her with the scarf/headwrap, him with the necklace. she not blind to certain behaviors and neither is he even with the context about each other being missing.

I don’t think he’s inquisitive about his surroundings or people unless it benefits him or threatens him but at the end of the day we all know that deep down he craves some type of connection despite fearing it and we caught him in 4K evidence that he wouldn’t be able to deny in the ending of chap 3- UH OHHH OOP.. now whoooo said thaaaat must have been the wind..

silly wind..

moving on-

༄ he needs a spa day and a good sleep at a 5 star hotel with some jazz music in the background or something cuz this slow burn.. gonna burn like a mf.

can’t tag the person for some reason but

someone pointed out him leaving and I’m thinking about it more. it’s so sad cuz he didn’t know where he would be going. he’d most likely wander around, just clueless and probably enter in some kind of severe dissociation cuz there is literally no other place on earth for him to go and that fact would hit him like a truck. he already firmly believes he shouldn’t be breathing mind you and I think he secretly don’t wanna.. that’s understandable cuz wtf was that night and it’s just him now??? how he supposed to do life without yk who like whaaat??

he heartbroken and tiiiiiireeeed pls I can’t-

Sunfield foto challenge – zomer editie 2022

Van 12 juni tot 19 juni was de Sunfield foto challenge week. De zomer editie dit keer. Ze hebben al 2x hiervoor een foto challenge gedaan, maar die was steeds in de winter. Beide keren deed ik mee. Deze keer was voor mij wel echt een grote uitdaging of te wel een echte challenge. Kwam misschien ook omdat ik alleen mn camera van mn telefoon heb gebruikt en niet mn spiegelreflex. Want denk dat ik…