#suckitupprincess

Monday motivation at its finest... 😂 Doing squats on a @bosu_fitness ball... 🙄 Improves your balance they say.. Strengthens your core they say.. Good for your glutes and hip recovery they say.. Seriously.. 🖕🏻 I'm so badly unbalanced, it's actually comical. My entire centre of gravity is that off centred it's on another planet. My stomach muscles ache already from trying to stay put. ..and I can't properly squat as it pinches on my hip joint. #yougotthis #suckitupprincess #mondaymotivation #recovetingtriathlete #squats #fatnotfit #hipoperation #Physiotherapy #recovery #slowandsteady https://www.instagram.com/p/BqGHEEjnOsE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1c1ihvxdzryma

No excuses. Monday motivation.. I'm having the worst "endo belly" I've had in a long while.. My intolerance to people today is pretty intolerable today.. I've had the busiest, mondsyest Monday for quite some time.. I'd give anything to curl up in bed and hide from the world, yet I still (somehow) muster the energy to train. #training #motivation #focus #determination #suckitupprincess #yougotthis #dontbeshit #workout #workhard.

The highlight of my trip to Zurich... 15 min w/u on the #wattbike 2000m row 30 minutes strength 30 min w/d on the dreadmill I'm exhausted. I'm hungry. I'm a sweaty mess, but shit me.. It felt good.... #backinthegame #alloverit #training #trainhard #workout #workhardplayhard #dontbeshit #suckitupprincess #yougotthis #itsbeenawhile #trainingday #triathlete #triathlontraining #motivation (at Sihlpark Fitness & Wellness)

The need to run took over... My body however had other ideas! Recovery is killing me !!!! #suckitupprincess #needtorun #restandrelax #revovery #training #bepatient

Struggling today with my recovery... I soo badly want to get my trainers on and run but I know if I do it's only going to delay my recovery even longer.. It's times like this that I wish my body was as strong as my mind... #roadtorecovery #restandrecovery #feelingsorryformyself #needtotrain #mybodyhatesme #suckitupprincess #patienceisavirtue #yougotthis

Cleats 1 - AJ 0 At 34.. It seems I can still fall off of my bike... That's going to bruise like soft fruit and hurt like a bitch in the morning... #ouch #cycling #cyclinglife #bikeinjury #suckitupprincess #needabandaid #training #soreknee #cutsandbruises #smartslikeabitch #bruises #bikeride #thisgirlrides #yougotthis #northwave #cyclelife

Just No. I'm going to apologise profusely (in advance) if you are unfortunate enough to be subjected to my sunny disposition today.. My tolerance of the human race is non existent thanks to my uterus falling out.. Despite this I have to adult. So it's a struggle of lip gloss and smiles for me.. So please, just leave me be.. (for everyone's sake) I'm exhausted.. I'm over tired.. I'm in an incredible amount of pain.. It hurts to stand, to sit, to walk, to breathe.. I'm ready to cry.. I want my bed.. I want to hide away from the world and myself.. I'm ready to rip my uterus out with my bare hands.. I'm likely to be obnoxiously rude towards you.. I don't care for the fact I have a resting bitch face.. So stop telling me to 'smile' or 'lighten up a little' - Just fuck off I don't care for the fact I've barely spoken to you or anyone today.. Chances are I tolerate you at best and only make small talk to be polite.. I just don't have the energy to 'suck it up princess any more....... #endometriosisawarenessmonth #endosucks #silentsuffering #endo #endowarrior #suckitupprincess #lipglossandsmiles #nope #wantmybed

Sigh. Lets hope this @garmin has more life in it than my forerunner 735xt... #newwatch #garminforerunner735xt #garminhatesme #suckitupprincess #dontbeshit #soldmysoul #needsharesinwiggle #ffs #forerunner935