#sucidial

IM GONNA KILL MYSELF I SWEAR. IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT THIS TIME.

I try to make shit better and I can't stop this fuck it FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT IM GONNA DO IT I SWEAR.

Stupid ass life stupid ass shit Im fucking done. IM DONE.

ALL BECAUSE THEY DON'T. FUCKING. LISTEN.

FUCK THIS.

IM DONE TRYING!

The real kicker is that I realized there's a bridge near my house that we go on when I go to school. I know how to get there, I know that I CAN get there, and throwing myself off of it seems a whole lot less painful than slicing my wrists to ribbons.

Haii this is my intro!!!

My name is - Lania you can also call me pandora!!

Age- highschool age

extra- Im like super mentall ill and i want to have people to connect with and ugh if you dont fw suicide, self harm, and all that beautiful stuff please leave ^^ and for the sake of merlin don't tell me it gets better or don't do it this site is for me to air out my true thoughts and their not pretty

I LOVE ♡

HARRY POTTER, DRAWING, ROBLOX, CREATURES OF SONARIA, ROYAL HIGH, DANDYS WORLD, MY BESTIES, READING, MARINE SCIENCE AND WHALE SHARKSS AND JELLIES!!!

I HATE (╥﹏╥)

MY MOM( I FUCKING HATE YOU), THERAPY, MY SA BEING OVERLOOKED, MY GRADES, PEOPLE WHO R RUDE, AND THE FACT IM A PUSSY WHEN IT COMES TO SH

Just make it through today

Nonstop noise in my brain

My rope begins to sway

Balance carefully now

My highwire starts to strain

Just make it through today

Wish to escape, somehow

Don’t look at the terrain

My rope begins to sway

I cannot keep my vow

Don’t think I can refrain

Just make it through today

I’m sorry, wish I knew how

Rocking chair underlain

My rope begins to sway

My head slumps to a bow

Now prayers said in vain:

Just make it through today