#submissiontraining

Obedience through trial. Discipline under pressure. Submission forged in sweat.

🖤 THE OBEDIENCE GAUNTLET

A ten-station gauntlet of pain and programming— Crawl. Climb. Hang. March. Endure. Drones move in sync. Eyes empty. Bodies shining. Each obstacle echoes with Hive mantra:

“You are not alone. You are not free. You are programmed.”

💨 GAS ZONE PURIFICATION

Golden mist fills the mid-point. Vision lost. Only breath… and the Hive signal. Some emerge stronger. Others are rebooted.

🧪 UNIFORM PRESSURE CHALLENGE

The temperature spikes. The air tightens. Only full Hive latex flows through without friction. The rest slow, slip, strip— PDU-001 watches. Evaluates. Reassigns.

🧍 DRONE VS CIVILIAN TRIAL

Civilians run beside drones. They struggle. Drones glide. At the final wall, they beg:

“Please… give me the suit.” “No reward like belonging,” whispers 001.

🔗 TETHERED SUBMISSION COURSE

Drones chained in pairs. One collar. One rhythm. One step off… and both feel the cost. Perfect alignment. Two bodies. One Hive.

🟡 GOLDEN BRO CROSSOVER: SLIPPERY FIELD

Golden Bros oil the ground with shining fluid. Drones must crawl, thrust, flex. Slipping isn’t failure. Slipping is surrender.

⬆️ FINAL STAGE: THE OBEDIENCE TOWER

The climb begins. Vertical. Relentless. At the top: the glowing visor. Drone 001 reaches it. Locks it on.

“System absorbed.” Below, the others start climbing…

🟡 You want discipline? Earn it. You want belonging? Climb. 🟡 Begin your trial. Obey. Become.

well, those of you who picked “submission” from the pool, congratulations! Goddess is going to push my feminine, submissive side and I’m (somewhat nervously) really looking forward to it. Following last month’s amazingness, she could have said I’m working on my shot put technique and I wouldn’t give it a second thought.

Goddess titillated me a little, I think this month is going to go to some slightly scary places but all I have to do is obey!

Today was all about lesbian armpit licking. Not something I’ve spent any real time with to date or ever thought was something ultra hot, but mine is not to question why.

I started to try to get “hard” inside my cage just looking at the video titles, at this point Goddess could probably tell me I’m looking at almost anything and I’d get turned on and I’m at the start of a new month full of the unknown.

The videos were hot, I always love the sheer desire in lesbian porn and I was thinking a little about submission and what it would actually be like to be a small, submissive lesbian directed to my partners armpits. The casual touching and stroking, some kisses and then the licking starts. 

It made me think of last month’s Literotica author, who wrote a lot about extreme submission. Certain steps and actions would change things in how they see you, even if it’s only subtle.

Today Goddess had me watching Lezdom videos. As she said, I was to watch them plugged and kneeling to remind me of my place. I started the first one, I almost skipped the early parts due to time pressure, but luckily I didn’t because the spanking and whipping really turned me on and then in some of the other videos, choking and slapping did too!

The f*cking was really hot but weirdly I my cage never seemed to get tight and by the end I’d left a pretty decent puddle.

I was plugged, but a few minutes into the first video, I felt it slide out. I assumed I hadn’t put it in properly and made sure the second time...and it slid out again! I hadn’t used it in a little while, so I assumed I was out of practice, not putting it in fully and misreading the signals when I thought it was, so I pushed it in and kept pushing until it felt like it wouldn’t slide out again. This turned out to be with the entirety of the plug in me and even then, after a minute of watching a video I had to kneel so that my heel was stopping it from emerging!

Today Goddess had me watching a new idol. She talked her up quite a bit to me and I was really looking forward to watching. 

When I first saw her...I wondered if I had the right woman! Smallish boobs, thickish body, not unattractive but not “porn star” pretty. If Goddess hadn’t pointed her out I wouldn’t even have noticed her.

However, when she started moving you could see she had something to her and when she started f*cking, she became one of the hottest women I think I’ve ever seen (and that’s not hyperbole!).

She’s purely a lesbian but she was unbelievably good with a strapon, Her hips were hypnotic as she thrusted into and pounded away at the body beneath her. This is where her build pays off, it lets her put something behind her thrusts and as she’s physically bigger than her partner, you get a real dominant feel from her.

I watched the videos Goddess gave me and a few more of hers and with every thrust and squeal, my desire to submit grew and I dripped a little more.

Some training sessions run broadly as expected and then some of them are the equivalent of Goddess walking up to me, slapping me full in the face and calling me a b*tch. Yesterday’s was definitely in the latter category!

Monday’s training had aroused me and turned me on, but my clit didn’t seem to respond much. This worried me a little, but I chatted with Goddess about it and she said it was fine and that she expected it at some points during the month.

Relieved, I sat down for yesterday’s training. Goddess had given me another lesbian video to watch and she talked up how hot is was. As a treat, I was also allowed to ride one of my dildos during the video.

It was a long (40+ minutes) video. The start was hot and almost out of nowhere my clit was so hard against my cage I almost couldn’t believe it. After about 5 minutes, the smaller girl was pushed up against a wall by her throat and the larger one was slapping her face quite hard, until she stopped, made her beg to continue and then told her no.

Every slap was like me hearing a door slam shut behind me. Monday hadn’t aroused me physically because there was no overt D/S to it, so there was nothing for me to identify with! It was a shock how quickly Goddess had drilled this into me and without me even realizing it at the time.

Friday was lesbian strapon day. So hot and I was allowed to use two of my toys! Goddess has been keeping quite a tight rein on my stimulation recently and been allowed to f*ck myself had me dripping from the start.

In the first video, two women walked in to the scene with huge c*cks clearly visible in their tights and my cage suddenly become so cramped! I watched for a few minutes and then when the pace picked up, I started to follow along, gently at first and working up the speed and depth.

I really loved when the women would imitate men (Goddess laughed when I told her this!) and slap their c*cks on the subs face or even when they would do c*mshots (the first one shoots out almost by accident, then they bare down and almost force out the rest).

I watched a few videos and took advantage of it been Friday by training a little longer then I usually do.

Today was lesbian bondage day and I decided to just watch one longer video. Luckily I picked a wonderful one and I would have been happy just listening to the audio! The way the domme would command and chide or goad and demean (often at the same time!) and how the sub would beg and whimper and plead and moan through a gag was really exciting and I could close my eyes and picture what was happening.

The video was really hot and covered a wide range of activities. It was good to have one video that I could just watch and lose myself in, especially because it was so long and built to a few different climaxes (figurative and literal ones!).

Today was lesbian breastfeeding (videos only unfortunately) and at the same time, Goddess had me stimulating my own breasts in a very specific fashion. 

As I mentioned a couple of days ago, I need to do an entry on my breasts (🤣🤣🤣)  but I think maybe at the weekend? For now, I’ll just say that stimulating them is hit and miss but this is an improvement from where I started (where it was 98% miss).

The whole thing was really erotic (watching a women be milked like a cow makes me so enviously horny) and when she started gently using her mouth on the other’s breasts and working up to feeding, it was so gentle and so intimate. Then seeing the nipples grow and harden and the feeding begin (sometimes sucking, sometimes squirting) made me shiver a little.

Goddess hinted at a few things today just to tantalize me, which worked pretty well!

Today was also the first time I think I really started to feel what Goddess is pushing me towards this month. I was to watch lesbian jean videos and pay attention to the jeans, how they were shown and how they were handled and it became so incredibly erotic. 

As the jeans were stroked and grabbed, my butt would shiver and tense in time with the action and the jeans themselves became what was erotic about the videos (I even fast forwarded through the parts that didn’t focus on them!).