I was thinking about my favorite book in the Space Trilogy by C.S. Lewis, Perelandra, and the part where the Un-Man (a human body possessed by a demon, trying to recreate the evil of the first sin while a modern man from Earth tries to somehow stop him by arguing with him) sits up with the main character all night. And when he;s alone with It, the main character thinks it might attack him or start debating him cunningly. But instead it just starts repeating his name, over and over and over, just to annoy him.
And then I was thinking about the bullets used to murder Charlie Kirk. Everyoneās talking about who murdered him and whether they got the right guy and what his motives might be, whatever. I donāt know if you read about the inscriptions somewhere: I almost wish I hadnāt. The bullets were inscribed with some internet memes.
Just crass, crude memes that online gamers use. Theyāre definitely not the kind of jokes one side or the other in politics would claim. Theyāre too stupid for that. To someone outside the group that tells those kinds of jokes over Discord voice-chat, you wouldnāt be able to explain why the memes were even funny. Theyāre nonsensical.
Thatās what was on the bullets in the gun used to kill Charlie Kirk.
Nonsense. And I donāt need to know which conspiracy theory or plain explanation of motives is closest to the truthāI think about how C.S. Lewis understood the psychology of reality and the Enemy, and I think about how the first thing God did was create order from chaos, and I know what was out to kill Charlie Kirk. Itās not ridiculous to say āour battle is not against flesh and blood.ā
The bullets had nonsense nastiness on them. Because evilās not that deep. Its consequences are so profound that evil appears deep. But itās not. Itās just chaos. Itās just disorder, dada, nonsense. What was out to get Charlie Kirk was the Enemy, the demons, the fallen elohim, whatever you want to call the āprincipalities and powers of the air.ā
And thatās why I buckle down and insist on pinning a post to this blog that says āhereās what I believe about stories.ā Because you should believe something.
You have to make distinctions. You have to tell jokes that make some semblance of senseāāfunny because itās true.ā You have to write songs that have an intended meaning. You have to speak words that mean something. You have to tell stories that have a point.
Thereās a reason itās important not to give in to the slurry-footing of āwell thatās what it means to youā or āit can mean all those thingsā or āmeaning is subjective.ā Thereās a reason itās important to say, āno, there is such a thing as an objectively GOOD or objectively BAD movie and story. There is such a thing as good and evil, such a thing as right and wrong, such a thing as true or false. There is such a thing as a good choice or a bad choice, the right choice or the wrong choice, the best effort versus anything less.ā
The reason itās important is because our GOD made distinctions. Thatās what He did, first. When He created this world, He separated things into categories, categories that can be measured, standards that can be understood, communication that can be transmitted and received. We do not live in a dada performance piece. Life has meaning, there are things that are black and white, even though there may be shades inbetween, that doesnāt do away with the black and white.
And Charlie Kirk isnāt here anymore and I just want to kick and shake and urge all of you, FIGHT. Fight it! Fight the nonsense. Fight the gibberish. Fight the bland, blank, āwhat it is to you, what it is to me,ā pbbppbbbppttt of the Enemy. The nasty vague nothingness, the chaos, the blurring of distinctions. Make the distinctions. Define the terms. Separate the categories. Clearly divide the good away from the bad. Fight to make consistent sense whenever you can and insist that everybody who engages with you do the same.
Do it in the way you live your life, in the way you have conversations, yes, but please, please, for the love of truth, do it when you talk about art. Do it when you talk about stories. Do it when you talk about movies and songs and books. Fight, fight it. Itās meticulous and tedious and thorough and all scholarly and itās not what they teach you when you go to school to study any of this stuff but fight for it anyway.
Fight! Fight! Kick and struggle! The Enemy killed him because he wouldnāt quit drawing the lines and separating truth from blah blah blah, then standing up for truth. Fight! Fight it in this stupid online sphere, too.
āFor thus says Yahweh, whoĀ created the heavens (He is the God whoĀ formed the earth and made it; He established itĀ andĀ did not create itĀ a formless place,Ā butĀ formed it to beĀ inhabited),
āI am Yahweh, andĀ there is none else.
I have not spoken in secret,
InĀ some dark land;
I did not say to theĀ seed of Jacob,
āSeek Me inĀ a formless placeā;
I, Yahweh,Ā speak righteousness,
Declaring things that are upright.ā - Isaiah 45:18-19