#subhadra

I just realized something striking about the Indian epics: they only seem to recognize kidnapping as a serious form of abuse or crime when the woman is already **married**—meaning she "belongs" to another man. But when an unmarried woman is abducted, it's rarely treated as a real crime or even acknowledged as abuse. In their worldview, it appears that kidnapping violates a sort of "men's code": you don't steal a married woman because she's already claimed as someone else's property. An unmarried woman, however, has no "owner" to defend her honor or stake a claim, so her abduction isn't seen as a big deal.

Take these examples from the Mahabharata:

- Bhishma abducts Amba and her two sisters (Ambika and Ambalika) from their swayamvara to secure brides for his half-brother Vichitravirya. The two younger sisters eventually accept the marriage (to the stepbrother), and no one bats an eye. But Amba, who was in love with someone else (King Salva) and had already chosen him mentally, protests fiercely. Yet no one—not Bhishma, not the Kuru elders, not even the other kings—treats her abduction as a crime or offers her real justice. She's left to fend for herself, her suffering dismissed, and her plight fuels a lifelong vendetta that ends tragically.

- Then there's Arjuna's abduction of Subhadra. Krishna himself advises Arjuna to kidnap her because, as he puts it, Subhadra might not choose him in a swayamvara—she could pick someone else. So Arjuna forcibly takes her away during a festival outing. The Yadavas (including Balarama) get furious and want to chase after them, but not primarily out of concern for Subhadra's well-being or consent. Their outrage is mostly about the insult to their family honor and prestige—how dare someone "steal" their sister like that! 😂 Krishna has to calm them down, and the whole episode gets romanticized later as a grand love story.

It's honestly hilarious (and frustrating) how people spin the Subhadra-Arjuna episode as some sweet, consensual romance. Subhadra was given zero real choice in the matter—Krishna explicitly says she wouldn't have picked Arjuna in a self-choice ceremony, so they bypass it entirely through abduction. Fans who idolize Subhadra should actually be outraged at Krishna and Arjuna for disregarding her autonomy and right to choose her own groom. And don't get me started on Balarama and the Yadavas—they cared more about their bruised egos and "family honor" than about whether their sister was genuinely okay with being dragged off. 🤣🤣

In short, these stories reveal a deeply patriarchal lens where a woman's agency only matters if it affects a man's claim over her. Unmarried women? Fair game for heroic "abductions." Married ones? That's crossing the line. The double standard is glaring.

The text reflects a deeply patriarchal framework where a woman's "value" or protection often hinges on whether she's already "owned" by a man through marriage. Unmarried women could be abducted under the guise of rakshasa vivaha (marriage by capture), which was explicitly praised for brave Kshatriyas in certain contexts—Krishna even endorses it for Arjuna, saying forcible abduction is applauded.But once a woman is married, abducting her crosses into violating another man's property rights, triggering outrage (as with Ravana's abduction of Sita in the Ramayana, framed as the ultimate adharma).

In the examples mentioned:

Bhishma's abduction of the Kashi princesses — It's treated as a bold, heroic act to fulfill family duty. Ambika and Ambalika adapt and marry Vichitravirya, so the abduction is "justified" in outcome. Amba's refusal and prior attachment to Salva are dismissed; her trauma and quest for justice are sidelined, leading to her tragic fate. No real condemnation of the act itself.

Arjuna and Subhadra — Krishna orchestrates the abduction precisely because he doubts Subhadra would choose Arjuna in a swayamvara. The Yadavas' anger (led by Balarama) is framed around family honor and the insult of being "robbed," not Subhadra's feelings or autonomy. The text later describes (comparing ther union to Shachi with Indra or Shri with Krishna) even duryodhana was compared to indra lol, but it's after the fact—consent is retrofitted, and the episode gets heavily romanticized in modern retellings, TV serials, and fan narratives as pure love at first sight or mutual destiny. The original Vyasa text is far more pragmatic and political: it's an alliance-strengthening move between Pandavas and Yadavas.

And yes, the hypocrisy in modern adaptations is ridiculous. Endless romantic dramas glorify Arjuna-Subhadra as this swoony, consensual epic love story while portraying Draupadi's polyandrous marriage as tragic, burdensome, or miserable—often emphasizing her "suffering" under five husbands, the dice game humiliation, exile hardships, etc.

But the original Mahabharata (in sections like the Adi Parva) explicitly counters that narrative about Draupadi. After her marriage is settled, Vyasa describes her as extremely happy with the five Pandavas:

"Krishnaa [Draupadi] followed the wishes of all the five sons of Pritha, who were lions among men and immeasurable in their energy. She was extremely happy with the five valourous ones as her husbands, like Sarasvati with her elephants, and they were also delighted with her."

This simile (Sarasvati surrounded by her elephants—symbolizing abundance, harmony, and mutual joy) paints a picture of contentment and prosperity. The Pandavas abide by dharma, the family thrives, sins are absent, and happiness prevails. There's no dwelling on misery or resentment here; it's presented as a successful, dharmic arrangement that benefits everyone.

In contrast, Subhadra's happiness with Arjuna gets no mention, nor emphasized with the same detail or communal prosperity angle as Draupadi's. Subhadra's story fades into the background after Abhimanyu's birth, while Draupadi remains central through trials and triumphs.

Modern serials and fictions flip this: they amp up Arjuna-Subhadra romance (often inventing mutual pining, secret meetings, etc.) while making Draupadi's life look endlessly tragic—focusing on jealousy, inequality among co-wives, or her "sacrifice." It's selective storytelling that reinforces certain ideals (monogamous romance = ideal) while downplaying the epic's own portrayal of Draupadi's fulfillment in her unique marriage.

Droupadi had her faults, but she never once insulted Karna OR Duryodhan. Not at her swayamvar, not in Indraprastha. The dyutsabha happened over men's egos and their fights over property, not as "revenge" for droupadi insulting them.

Like, I get it, they were giving her more agency or whatever. But that kinda undermines the point of how an innocent woman who had nothing to do with any of this became collateral damage. Instead we get "well... The Kouravas were wrong, but she was casteist and arrogant ykwim?? 🤷"

No. She wasn't.

And that's not all.

Kunti and Madri had their squabbles and jealousy. Madri did admit she could never love kunti's sons they way kunti could love madri's. But the serial wanted to really drive it in that Kunti is the saint and Madri is the bitch, so they somehow went and managed to make Pandu's curse Madri's fault. The poor woman wasn't even present when the guy went and shot random deers. But nope, better make him an innocent victim who only hunted the deer cause his bitch wife threw a tantrum.

Oh, and Subhadra. This is another problem I have with the "giving women agency" take they did.

The original story went that Arjun got absolutely smitten with her and Krishna suggested taking her with him so they won't have to deal w a swayamvar. We don't actually know what subhadra thought about all this, but we do know she loves the guy.

So a truly "feminist" version would've had Arjun speak to Subhadra first and then had the two of them decide.

But what we got was poor unwilling Arjun who totally did NOT want to marry her getting coaxed into agreeing by Subhadra and Krishna. And he marries her for the super noble cause of saving her from marrying Duryodhan (never happened btw. Y did they even make that up?), NOT because he wants her.

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Did Krishna had influence in their life?

Who was Subhadra closer in Krishna's family.

Sure! <3

Subhadra is born and is named 'Chitra' (just like Balarama's birth-name is Saarana-Sankarshana) on the month Bhadra's Krishna-navami (ninth day of the 2nd/dark lunar fortnight), and she is exactly 18 years and 1 day younger than Krishna (the exact date is most probably folklore, but I still like it). She is described to have a golden-complexion (which would be called wheatish in today’s scale, situated perfectly between Balarama’s fairness and Krishna’s darkness).

She is in most versions the daughter of Rohini and the full-sister of Balarama, but some sources also place her as Devaki's daughter. She is the oldest (or one of the oldest at least) among the 2nd wave of kids that Vasudeva has.

She is practically raised by Balarama and Krishna, and eventually, thanks to her good nature, she comes to be known as Subhadra, and is nicknamed 'Bhadra' thereafter. She is also noted to be the favourite child of Vasudeva; however, he doesn’t hold much weight in the decisions of her life (that mantle is bore proudly by Balarama as the in-practice head of the family). Out of her brothers, she seems close with all of them, but she also knows them in saying that Krishna would probably give in to all her demands and Balarama would go above and beyond to protect her (in however way he feels appropriate).

Some sources also note her as a reincarnation of Yashoda's biological daughter (herself an incarnation of Yogamaya). She is also identified on-and-off with devi Durga, and Krishna's sister Ekanamsha. She is today most prominently worshipped in the Puri Jagannatha temple alongside both her brothers. During the ratha-yatra, it is believed that Arjuna himself becomes her charioteer (in contrast with Kashiram Das' story), driving her ‘darpadalana’ chariot in his form of Brihannala.

Conversely, in shaakta tradition, devi Vimala’s (also Subhadra) shaktipeetha (within the same complex) is the main temple with Jagannatha considered the bhairava of the peetha (Sati’s feet fell here).

Not much attention is given to her childhood as we the readers meet her the same time as Arjuna does, near the end of his 12-year exile from Indraprastha. After leaving Uloopi and Chitrangada to now raise their respective kids, Arjuna arrives in Prabhasa (also used to be the place where the river Saraswati used  to meet the Arabian sea). Krishna spends a few days in Prabhasa, living the same way as Arjuna was, pretending to indulge his vana-vasa, but then he practically carries him off to Raivataka, and then ships him straight off to Dwarika, where he is kept with royal honour, his tapasya, thrown happily out the window.

In this festival, Arjuna spots Subhadra and is immediately smitten by her. He stands there, mouth open like a frog, until Krishna notices this. Krishna, a little embarrassed by his personal guest’s behaviour, says, “Vanecharasya kimidam kaamena-lobhyate manah?” [How did the forest-dweller lose himself to desire?]

Krishna then notes her identity: “Mamaisha bhagini Paartha Sarana’sya sahodara” [She is my sister, Arjuna, Sarana’s uterine sibling]. Then he also offers to talk to Vasudeva on Arjuna’s behalf.

The next story I have discussed somewhat here: (x).

In Kashiram Das’ version, it is rather Subhadra who sees and falls in love with Arjuna. She confides in Satyabhama, who scolds her a lot, but eventually melts and talks to Krishna on her behalf. Krishna first laughs at the situation for a solid hour or so and then tells Satyabhama to do whatever is necessary to make this happen. Satyabhama goes and wakes up Arjuna in the middle of the night, with Subhadra trailing along. Satyabhama tries to convince Arjuna in many ways, even bringing up Draupadi’s five-husband conundrum (and that apparently, she uses black magic to control the Pandavas: this is lifted straight from Vyasa’s Satyabhama-Draupadi samvaada in Vana Parva), but Arjuna unequivocally turns them down.

Satyabhama, angry at this, brings Subhadra back and puts some ‘magical vermilion’ on her forehead, which attracts Arjuna so much that he picks Subhadra up on his lap and marries her on the spot (just a note guys, please do not drug your intended partners, magically or otherwise, it’s a stupendously bad idea). Later, when the Yadavas chase the eloping couple, Subhadra helps Arjuna tie up Daruka and then drives the chariot herself.

Dr. Bhaduri notes that Subhadra and Draupadi’s base personalities are similar (this, he considers the primary reason for Arjuna falling for her in the first place…kind of having his own, personal Draupadi that he didn’t have to share, but I personally do not like this very much, too much shadowing in my opinion). The difference lies in the fact that Subhadra, once Arjuna picks her up, pretty much surrenders and then tries her level best to make everyone’s life easier, even at times at the cost of her own independence, family dignity and one-and-only son. This we see when she agrees to go before Draupadi dressed in simple clothes (of a gopi, in practice, an attendant of Draupadi’s, not an equal). She even touches Draupadi’s feet (even though I feel Subhadra is older than Draupadi, but there’s no textual clarification on that).

Soon after this, Balarama and Krishna appear in Indraprastha with Subhadra’s dowry. Balarama performs the bride’s father’s rituals as Vasudeva doesn’t come, for whatever reason (could range from health issues to anger at Subhadra/Arjuna). Disguised as the dowry however, Krishna manages to add significantly to the army of Indraprastha.

Subhadra is not as interested or involved in the political kernings of the story that starts after her marriage. She’s happy just being a wife and a mother, and well, to each their own. She is happy, and that’s all that is important. Dr. Bhaduri describes Subhadra as ‘mugdha-madhura-lajjaaruna’ [enraptured-dulcet-bashful]. After her marriage, and before Abhimanyu’s birth (or shortly after that), she goes on a picnic on Yamuna’s banks with Krishna, Arjuna and Draupadi. Here we see, how much successful Subhadra had been in capturing the heart of not only Arjuna but also Draupadi as we watch the two co-wives enjoying the dance performances together, as they throw expensive jewellery and clothes (at one point their own as well, but that’s a different conversation) at the dancers as tips. Draupadi also has, in many occasions, confirmed that she loves Abhimanyu as much, if not even a little more than, her own children. It is hard to believe that not even a portion of that love would be directed towards Subhadra too.

When the Pandavas have to go their 13-year exile, Krishna takes Subhadra and Abhimanyu with him to Dwarika, and it’s there that she spends all those years until she is summoned to Upaplavya to the wedding of her son to Uttara.

Dr. Bhaduri notes that during the Kurukshetra war, Draupadi stayed back in Upaplavya, but Uttara and Subhadra went with the army, and stayed in a tent (Arjuna’s personal one) near the battlefield. Here, Subhadra probably went to take care of Arjuna after all these years of being apart, and Uttara probably went on a really twisted version of a honeymoon. Vyasa however, doesn’t reveal their presence until after Abhimanyu’s death where we see Subhadra’s one-and-only outburst.

After that tragedy, Arjuna did not have the courage to face her. He rather sent Krishna to break the news to her first. She doesn’t attack the Pandavas directly, like Draupadi usually does in adverse situations. Subhadra, goes on to blame herself, along the lines of, “Why did you have to die when the Pandava-Panchala-Vrishni warriors are still alive!” Then it seems like she starts hallucinating, as if Abhimanyu is alive, and again a baby, as she begs him to crawl to her. She does blame the Pandavas by name after this, and prays for a comfortable journey to and a happy lodging in heaven for her son and then soon after we see her pull herself together to an inhumane level and focus her entire energy on consoling Uttara.

Within these few hours, seeing Subhadra break down like no one had even seen her before, the Pandavas, a bit afraid, had Draupadi summoned from Upaplavya on priority to come and take control. Once Draupadi reaches the field, Krishna unceremoniously dumps Subhadra and Uttara on her and himself goes to counsel Arjuna. I feel like he too was uncomfortable watching his long-pampered little sister break down like that and not being able to correct the situation for her.

When Parikshit is born, Subhadra herself runs to her brother, begging him to save the baby, saying, “The Pandava brothers wouldn’t survive if this last hope were also to die!” Even now, when she herself has lost her son and in on the verge of losing a grandson, she thinks only of others.

In the end of the story, too we see Subhadra’s selfless nature, when Draupadi goes with the Pandavas towards the Himalayas, Subhadra stays on as the queen-regent, sharing the responsibility with Yuyutsu with Kripa’s guidance. She definitely loved Arjuna, enough so as to not want to live on without him, and yet we see her make that decision, primarily because in Krishna and Arjuna’s absence, she realizes that someone smart needs to stay here, to protect and guide and rebuild these two idiot dynasties, in Hastinapura and Mathura, at least until Uttara is old enough to take on the burden.

“Arjuna.”

The name was spoken gently, but Krishna’s voice cracked like a leaf in the wind. He knelt beside his brother, his other half- his steady hand reaching for Arjuna’s shoulder, the other resting over the blood-soaked cloth covering the boy’s face: Covering much of the brutality left by the unjust of the battle today.

But Arjuna didn’t move.

Not even a flicker of acknowledgement.

He sat there in the dust, knees drawn, back bowed, cradling his son in his arms as if he were still small- still a child with ink-dark eyes and tiny fingers that used to tug at his bowstring in play. His armor, dented and smeared with soot and gore, pressed cold against the boy’s lifeless cheek.

This was his Abhimanyu. His child. His heart’s first dream, his soul’s fiercest prayer, his son that lay unmoving in his lap.

And now they wanted to take him away. To prepare the pyre. To burn what remained.

They might as well set him on fire.

Because Arjuna knew, he knew, that whatever he was before this moment- it had died with his son.

Oh.

How could he explain it to Krishna- to his god, his breath, his dearest soul- that it wasn’t just a body in his arms, but every hope he'd held across battlefields, across exile, across aching, endless years of longing for peace?

That this boy was the proof that something good had come from his hands- not just war and ruin and killing. That this boy had been his reason to believe in a future.

And now… Now, there was no future left.

“No,” Arjuna rasped, the word so raw it sounded more like a wound than speech. “Just a little longer.” His voice shook, nearly breaking under the strain. “Please.”

For thirteen long years, he had dreamt of holding his sons. Of running his hands through their hair. Of showing them the stars he used to name with Krishna. Of teaching them to shoot and pray and love.

He had nothing left- nothing but this. This boy. This lifeless body, so small again in his arms.

He deserved this.

Even if he deserved nothing else from fate—no crown, no kingdom, no forgiveness—he deserved to hold his son for just a while longer.

Nakula stood some feet behind, unmoving. His jaw clenched, his knuckles white, and his eyes swollen. He was murmuring to the grieving Upapandavas, trying to comfort children when he, himself, was breaking. He didn’t know how to mourn this.

He didn’t know who to mourn first- his moon-faced nephew, who once giggled in his arms as he spun him through the gardens… or his sister-in-law, now a husk of herself, drained and crumbling beneath the weight of her cries, or his brother, his brilliant, unshakable brother: now hunched and hollow, clutching loss like it was the only thing keeping him from vanishing too.

Sahadeva knelt in silence, palms joined in prayer, tears slipping down his face without resistance. Of all the brothers, Sahadeva had always sensed what others didn’t speak aloud- and what he saw now in Arjuna terrified him. Because he wasn’t just watching a father grieve, he was watching his brother unravel.

No one could move him.

Not even Bhima, whose arms had once uprooted trees and torn chariots in half, could loosen Arjuna’s grip.

The mighty warrior, the Vrikodara, had tried. He had knelt beside his brother, voice thick with grief, hands gentle despite their strength.

“Arjuna, Brother, please, let him go.”

Yet Arjuna clung tighter. His arms- bloody, bruised- wrapped around Abhimanyu’s still form like a man shielding fire from the rain.

Bhima tried again, but he could not move. Because it wasn’t just muscle holding Abhimanyu’s broken body: It was grief. Grief so dense, so ancient, so fierce that even Bhima’s strength turned useless against it.

Arjuna looked up at him then- his eyes rimmed red, lashes stiff with unshed and shed tears, dust clinging to the curve of his cheek. And in them, Bhima saw something that hollowed him out completely.

A boy. Not a warrior. Not a prince. He just saw his younger brother crushed under the weight of a loss the world had no name for.

“Just for a moment, Dada,” Arjuna whispered, his voice cracked. “If I let go now…” Arjuna’s voice faltered, and the tremor in his fingers spoke what he couldn’t say. Bhima read the unsaid words in his brother’s eyes.  I’ll forget. I’ll forget how he felt.

It wasn’t just about holding Abhimanyu’s lifeless body. It was the desperate, aching need to remember: to etch the feel of his son’s broken body into his very bones.

And in that moment, Bhima realized: Arjuna wasn’t just fighting to hold onto his son. He was fighting to hold onto himself.

Bhima swallowed hard.

He had no reply. Only a tear that rolled, hot and unwanted, down his cheek and into the dust. He stood up and stepped back, shoulders shaking, fists clenched uselessly at his side.

Then, it was Yudhishthira who approached, his heart breaking into countless pieces at the sight of his younger brother, his warrior, his Phalguna, reduced to a shadow of himself.

With the gentleness of a father, Yudhishthira placed a hand on Arjuna’s shoulder, feeling the tremors that wracked his brother’s frame. His voice, usually calm and commanding, was a mere whisper now, heavy with sorrow.

“Phalgun,” Yudhishthira whispered, the name coming from him as a caress, as a gentle call to the boy Arjuna once was- so full of life, so full of promise. “My Anuj...” He paused, his chest tightening, fighting the tears that threatened to escape. “Please, let him go. We need to prepare him for the rites. You must let go, brother.”

Arjuna’s eyes remained distant, fixed on his son, his hands clutching Abhimanyu’s body as if he were afraid it would vanish, as though the very air would steal him away. His lips quivered, but no sound came.

Yudhishthira’s words were a soft echo in the storm of Arjuna’s grief. He knelt in front of him, his eyes filled with pain. "He is at peace now, Phalgun. But his soul cannot move on without this- without us giving him this final gift." The king’s voice faltered, and the man who had so often held his brothers together was now nothing more than a fragile thing, broken at the sight of his younger brother's agony.

Yudhishthira’s hand remained gently on Arjuna’s, the touch conveying all the unspoken love between them. But it was not enough. Arjuna didn’t move. His grip on Abhimanyu tightened.

Finally, it was Krishna who knelt beside him- quietly, like dusk folding itself over the ruins of a battlefield.

And in moments like this, one remembers why he is called divine- not solely for his miracles, not only for his might- but because he speaks truth even when it tears through the soul like a blade.

He placed a hand on Arjuna’s back, feeling the tremble that coursed through him, the quaking breath, the silent storm of a grief so heavy that not even gods could shoulder it.

“Arjuna,” Krishna whispered, his voice gentle- aching, threaded with centuries of love and lifetimes of brotherhood. “Our Abhimanyu… he fought like fire. He bore your name with pride. He made you proud. He made us all proud.”

Arjuna didn’t respond. His arms only curled tighter around his son’s lifeless body as if to protect him from the cold that had already taken him.

Krishna’s voice softened, but each word pressed like a blade to the soul. “Now you must do what he did. Fulfill your duty. He upheld your name, Parth. Now you must uphold his.”

He paused, then added, almost pleading, “Do not let grief cloud his honor. Let his farewell be worthy. Let your love walk with him across the fire, not cling to the ashes left behind.” Still, Arjuna didn’t look up. His cheek was pressed to Abhimanyu’s blood-matted curls. The tremble in his hands had stilled into something far worse: numbness.

“You taught him how to live, how to aim straight, how to stand tall even when the odds crushed around him.” Krishna’s voice broke slightly, despite himself. “Now teach him how to cross over. That too- is a father’s role.”

Slowly, painfully, Arjuna turned his face toward Krishna. His eyes- once bright with clarity and resolve- were red, hollow, and unfocused. The storm had passed, but it had taken everything with it.

His voice, when it came, was no more than a cracked breath, so fragile it barely reached Krishna’s ears. “My gods, Hai Prabhu,” Arjuna rasped, “I will-I will do my duty. But hai Krishna- just a moment more. Please… Please, let me stay with him… just a moment more, Madhav.”

The plea struck Krishna like no weapon ever had. The great Vishnu, the keeper of dharma, the anchor of the universe: could do nothing but close his eyes, crushed under the weight of a sorrow he could not lift.

“I know,” Krishna whispered. “I know, Parth.”

His hands, steady as they rested on Arjuna’s shoulders, now trembled as well. The bloodied cloth between them was growing colder by the minute.

“But you must let him go,” Krishna said again, voice raw. “You must walk him to the pyre. Not because you are ready but because he deserves that walk with his father.”

“I will be with you, Arjuna. Always. Your brothers are here. Your family is here. You are not alone. We still need you.” He paused, his fingers tightening slightly on Arjuna’s shoulder.

“You must let go, Parth. For the sake of his soul… and for your own.”

Arjuna’s eyes lifted to Krishna’s, and for a heartbeat, the world seemed to still. Just them. Just grief. Just love. And the impossible moment between a father’s heart and his duty.

Then, like a bursting dam,

From deep within Arjuna’s chest, there came a cry- raw, wounded, primal. A sound not meant for the world of men, a sound that shattered through the silence and scraped at the sky. His fingers, once iron-bound in grief, began to tremble. His arms, bruised and bloodstained, slowly- painfully- unwound from the broken body of his son. And into Yudhishthira’s waiting arms, the boy was passed.

The eldest Pandava held Abhimanyu as though the weight might crush him- not his body, but his soul. His knees nearly buckled, but he did not flinch. The calmest brother, the pillar of their house, stood trembling.

Yudhishthira looked down at the boy: his nephew, his brave-hearted kin, and then up at his broken brother.

His voice cracked as he whispered, “He will never be forgotten, Phalgun. Not while I breathe. Not while any of us remain. Your son will live on- in every tale sung of courage, in every heart that knows his name.”

At Arjuna’s cry- a sound so devastating it reignited the weeping of Subhadra’s wails in Draupadi’s arms- Sahadeva and Krishna moved like lightning, instinct propelling them forward. Sahadeva caught his brother’s shoulder, steadying him with arms that had never seemed more desperate, while Krishna pulled him close.

No one there, no soul present, would ever forget how Arjuna wept that day. And Arjuna himself would never remember whose arms caught him, whose embrace cradled his collapse. Because in that moment, the world became nothing but grief.

He could barely see Abhimanyu anymore- blurred behind never-ending cascading tears. Just a flicker of a face he once kissed goodnight: a boy who had once run to him, laughing in a sun-drenched courtyard.

Arjuna’s body buckled, and he fell into Krishna’s chest, breath hitching, the sobs powerful and shaking.

And Krishna- His Madhav held him like a friend, like a brother, like the god who had carried oceans and now bore the storm that was Arjuna’s grief.

The fire had not yet been lit. The pyre stood ready.

But for Arjuna, the true burning had already begun: deep inside his chest, where no flames could be seen, and none could ever be extinguished.