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Part 1 Of "Red Room Toy Collection" | Master-List Link

Toy: Icecubes

Synopsis: Sidney makes a bet with a stranger she's just met, and her fate with him lies in two cards and their outcome.

Word Count: 3.1k

!Trigger Warnings! - mentions of gambling. alcohol consumption. au (alternate universe) needy bucky. specific female oc. icecubes are the "toy" in this one. p in v sex. dirty talk. oral (M receiving) creepy ass old men. (not buck obvi) breeding kink if you squint.

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Red Room - Bryce Savage

1:35 ───ㅇ─────3:47

The sounds of slot machines echo throughout the dark building. Lights illuminate both disappointed and excited faces. The smell of alcohol on practically everyone. 

She notices.

Sid- Scarlet -Davenport was a sight for sore eyes, especially when she walked into one of Vegas’s most popular casinos, wearing a glittering red dress with matching red pumps. She was the devil in disguise, and yet an angel if you got to know her.

She was known around Blackwell Casino for being a money maker, a constant visitor, and the jack of all trades. This time, Sid had caught her eye on something different. 

Something unique. 

A man dressed in all black leather, gloves covering his hands as he waits by a card table, eyes focused on the dealer's hands. Sid smiles, adjusts her shimmering dress, and weaves through the crowds of people. 

Music drowns on as she arrives at the man's table, clearly seeing he’s about to start a game of Black Jack with 5 other men. 

This table needs one more person to start a round. Count her in.

The dealer shuffles cards distinctively, not paying attention as he works them between his skilled hands, whistling along with the beat of drums. Sid finds an empty spot, next to the man that caught her attention and does the same to the dealer. 

She clears her throat, feeling 6 pairs of eyes land on her. 5 of them go to her body, as expected, but the man with smooth brown hair and piercing blue eyes keeps his head up, looking at Sid with an earnest smile. 

A gentleman. How exquisite. 

“Ms. Davenport, Welcome To Blackwell.” The dealer stumbles a little bit, tripping over his words, but Sid only smiles her charming grin, flashing sparkly white teeth. 

“A pleasure, Deal me in, will you?” 

A card falls out of the man's hand, and he clears his throat, clearly embarrassed. “Yes, Of course.” Sid finds her seat, resting on the backless stool, the commotion of other players drowning out as she smiles at the man next to her. Their eyes meet, and her heart flutters. She can feel it. An instant connection. A voice pulls her out of his intense gaze as she tries hard to hide her gasp. “Scarlet Davenport. Well, I’ll be damned.”

“Please, just Sid.” Sid forces a smile at the balding man, trying hard to maintain her composure as his eyes slip down to the dip in her dress.

“Shall we start, Scarlet?” The dealer interrupts, noting her clear discomfort. 

“We shall.” She places her bag down next to her, watching the dealer's skilled hands as he rounds the table, giving each player two cards. Sid places a hand over hers, feeling the shiny material she’s felt oh so many times before. 

“Wait, Scarlet, you're used to high-stakes games right?” 

Sid tilts her head at another brown-haired man, fairly good-looking, dressed in a suit and tie.  “I am.” She replies. 

The man pats the blue-eyed one on the back, smiling a wide grin. “It’s my pal Bucky’s birthday this evening, whatcha’ say with up the stakes?”

Bucky. 

Her eyes find Bucky’s, seeing the embarrassment already clouding his cheeks. “Come on, Steve. Knock it off.” Bucky grits out. She tries hard to hide her smile, the dealer's expectant eyes waiting for the game to begin. 

Sid thinks for all but two seconds before replying, “Sure, why not.” Bucky’s eyes shoot up, locking with hers. 

“Got to treat the birthday boy, right?” She adds in a playful tone, looking at Steve. 

“Tell you what, If you win, Bucky will supply you with drinks all night. If Bucky wins, why don’t you let him take you to one of those red rooms?” 

“Steve!” Bucky shoots up from his stool, anger coursing in his voice. 

Sid only laughs, grabbing at Bucky’s leather jacket. “It’s okay, I’m up for it, if you are?” She raises her brows, trying very hard to ignore the electricity shooting up her veins at where her fingers meet his clothed bicep. His muscles flex as he shoots his friend a glare. 

“Okay.” 

Let the games begin.

♢

The game starts with the dealer flipping over a singular card, now laying face up, it displays the six of diamonds, he flips over his next card, showing 10 of hearts. 

16 in total. 

The balding man flips over his cards, showing an ace of hearts and a ten of spades. 

11 in total. 

Sid can feel the anticipation building in her stomach, just like every time she plays. The feeling of winning or losing, a balanced scale, willing to tip in your favor or against your favor at any moment. 

The bald man sighs as the dealer takes his original bet, stacking it with his other chips in the dealer tray. A dark man is next, he flips both his cards. 

Six of clubs and four of spades. 

10 in total. 

The man loses his bet, huffing as he takes another sip of whatever liquor he’s consuming. Sid grips her cards, already knowing her hand. The next four men lose all their bets as Sid watches their money being taken. Some have only bet ten dollars or less. Either way, pity did not make it into Sid’s heart. 

Although the game was about all seven players against the dealer, Sid knew what game she was really playing. The game between her and Bucky. 

Her own bet. 

Bucky flips over his first card and time seems to slow as his fingers land on the table, the card stock displaying a seven of clubs. Everyone's breath slows as they watch Bucky’s gloved hands, his eyes zeroing in on his next card. 

Another flip displays the ten of clubs. 

17 in total. 

Bucky beat the dealer by one point. He smiles, his eyes lighting up as he is returned double his original bet. 

Sid already knew she was going to lose this game, everyone's eyes moved from Bucky to her as she clutched the cards in her hands, being careful to obscure her numbers. 

Sid slams down her cards, laying them face down as she displays a disappointed look.  “Only 3, you win, birthday boy.” Sid gives her chips to the dealer, sliding the cards to him. The men do the same, laughing as the cards collide and the man scoops them up. 

“What are you staring at her like a doe in headlights for? Don’t back down from your bet.” Steve the suit and tie guy murmurs, pushing Bucky off the stool. 

He stumbles before catching himself, throwing a glare his way. Sid picks up her purse, angling her eyes at Bucky. 

“Shall we?” 

Bucky only gulps. 

♢

Blackwell Casinos' red rooms were exquisite. Expensive leather couches, private places, and specialized services. Sid had been asked to the red room before but she’s always denied the offer.

Until now. 

The bouncer sees her approach and right away unhooks the stanchion, the muscular man eyes Bucky, but Sid nods, signaling to the man that he’s with her. He nods, letting Bucky through the red ropes. 

The pair come out of the red curtain blocking the visible entrance, the music is less existent in these rooms, and the sounds of moans and groans are more prominent. Sid smiles, hooking her arm through Bucky’s. 

“Afternoon, Ms. Davenport. Finally coming to the red rooms?” Sid smiles at Toby, the casino manager, and a great friend. 

She rolls her eyes, bringing Bucky up to the front desk, black and white marble illuminating the red led’s of the room. Women in barely any clothing carry platters of champagne to the tables. “I lost a bet, don’t be cocky.”

“Sidney Scarlet Davenport, lost a bet? To whom?” Toby’s eyes already find the man responsible, his eyes dilate just a bit. 

“Bucky Barnes, it’s an honor.” 

Sid’s eyebrows furrowed, feeling as if she’s heard the name before while watching Toby’s palm slide into Bucky’s, greeting him with a firm handshake. 

“Always,”  Bucky replies, flashing a smile. Toby retracts, fixing the lapels of his suit. 

“The red room on the left is open, free of charge.” 

“You treat your guest well, Tobias.” Sid mocks Tobias' wink, his eyes switching to Bucky for just a split second. 

Toby smiles, leading them away from the marbled desk into one of the many private red rooms, a black door concealing anybody's view from the activities happening inside.

 “A little too well”. He winks and echos a smile, letting the pair take in the room. The room is paired with a large leather couch, wrapping around the entire wall. A black marble table, and red led lights. 

Simplistic, but so many possibilities. 

“Anything I can request for either of you?” Toby crosses the floor, placing one hand on the door handle, Sid places her purse down on the glass table top.

“Champagne and ice cubes. Lots of ice cubes.” She adds turning around, sucking her bottom lip between her teeth, already anticipating what’s to come. 

Tobias smiles one last time before participating in a mock bow “Your wish is my command.”. Laughing before shutting the door and exiting the room. 

♢

A bowl of ice cubes and two tall glasses of champagne layout on the table. Sid licks her lips, thanking the server as she locks the door behind her. Bucky looks at his companion, seeing her curves basked in the red hue of the room. 

And Sid looked at the man sitting on one end of the leather couches. She dips her hand in the bucket of water and ice, pulling out one of the many odd-shaped cubes. 

Her eyes stay on Bucky’s as she plops the frozen water into her mouth, swirling it around on her tongue. The act isn't meant to be teasing, but Sid can see him grow hard in his pants. 

“Take off your clothing, Bucky.” She orders and he does so without a hesitant hand, his pants fall to the floor as he pushes them somewhere in the darkness of the shadows. His jacket, he doesn't take off. 

Sid quirks her eyebrow, stalking to where he stands, grabbing at the leather. Again, that same bolt of electricity shoots through her. Bucky notices the friction too by the way he shifts and clears his throat. 

“Ok, playing hard to get?” Sid smirks as she keeps the ice cube under her tongue, holding it in place as she kicks off her heels, the fabric of her dress falling to the floor. 

She’s in nothing but red panties, and oh how Bucky can’t keep his eyes off of her. Her breasts are pliant and perky as she backs Bucky into the leather couches, climbing on top of him. 

He palms her ass instantly, looking up at the woman straddled against his hips. Sid can feel his cock pressing into her, its length larger than she’s ever taken before. 

And she has yet to see it.

Sid brings her plump lips to Bucky’s eager ones, sliding her cold tongue into his mouth. Bucky’s own tongue battles with hers, tasting each other as she fights the ice cube to stay in place. 

“You're eager, Barnes.” She rocks on his cock once, smiling to herself as his fingers go to her hips, halting her movements. His gloves and fingers against her bare skin made her melt, although Sid couldn’t help wanting more. 

She needed more. 

With one fell swoop, Bucky’s jacket fell to the floor, along with his T-shirt. Sid stepped away from him to admire his abdominal muscles, his hard abs as he looked up at her wide-eyed. 

Her eyes fell to his left arm, his flesh replaced with a type of metal. She can tell Bucky’s trying hard to hide his embarrassment, curling his fist, avoiding her gaze. 

“Don’t hide from me, birthday boy.” Bucky smiles up at her, his gaze running over her body basked in red light, the sound of sensual music distant. 

Sidney grabs another ice cube, the previous one having melted in her mouth. She puts the pointed end in her mouth while leaving the slate sent outwards. Bucky watches as she walks over to him, and leans down, the cold sensation hitting his neck. 

Sid trails the cube down his collarbone, mimicking the feeling of frozen kisses. Bucky grips the leather of the couch, feeling the icy cold mixed with her hot mouth. It was as if the angel and the devil collided and met with permanent bliss. The cube left trails of cold water dripping down his stomach, Sid dipping down with her tongue to lap it up, her breasts hitting his abdominal muscles. 

Bucky groans as the cube coats his pecs, cold pleasure shooting up his spine. The man shifts, his caged cock pressing into Sid’s bare stomach. 

“You're hard, baby. You want more tongue or more mouth?.” Sidney teases the man, watching him bend and break, shiver, and groan as the ice meets his skin and her warm tongue licks it up. 

Bucky moans as her fingers travel to the waistline of his boxers, teasing him with both the cube and her fingers. “As long as it’s you, doll” 

“Correct answer.” Bucky bucks his hips as her fingers dip into his boxers, wrapping around his cock, and allowing it to spring free. His eyes are locked with hers as she licks her lips, palming his erection. 

“You're big, baby. You think it’ll fit?” Sid pumps his cock once, allowing pre-cum to coat his skin, Bucky groans, forcing himself into her hand, 

“Jesus, doll. I hope so.”

“Yeah, so do I, ‘would love to have this big cock in my tight cunt.” Bucky’s eyes never leave hers as her cold mouth meets his belly button, her fingers working his cock.

Her other hand reaches behind her to the bucket of ice, taking another piece. This time Sid uses her fingers, running the block up his cock, coating one of his veins. Bucky groans, his metal fingers grabbing at one of her breasts, fondling its peak. She licked away the cold water with her tongue, gathering his arousal. 

Sid does the same for each protruding vein, teasing it with cold water before relieving it with her tongue, water, and fire collide. Bucky squirms, the sight of this beautiful woman on her knees for him, teasing him, playing with him, was enough to make him cum right then and there. 

Sid licks a few more broad stripes before inching him into her throat. Bucky’s fingers find her hair, gently tucking himself into the strands, letting her do all the work. Never forcing it. 

He thrust into her throat, feeling it contract as saliva gathers at the corner of her mouth. His metal fingers wipe it away, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Sidney bats her eyelashes, feeling the way his cock filled her throat, as she too was getting very slick with arousal.

“Fuck, doll. You're so pretty like that, taking my cock.” 

Oh. So Bucky could talk dirty.

“God, I'm cumming, Sid.”

A few more thrust has Bucky panting, feeling her tongue hit his cock each time he moves in and out, his groans over the loud music and the loud ring of his ears when he releases down her throat. 

Sid could almost cry, she’s never felt pleasure out of someone else's enjoyment. A first time for everything, she supposed.

Sid stands from her kneeling position, swallowing Bucky’s release as she straddles his lap. Bucky’s fingers position themselves at her hips, her wet folds laying right over his cock. 

“What do you want me to do? You won the bet.” Sid teases him, batting her eyelashes, trailer her cold fingers over her body, teasing her breast, her thighs, her panties waistline as Bucky watches it all, growing even harder than before. 

If that was even possible. 

“I need you to ride me, doll. I need to see that pussy take every inch.” 

Sid groans, lifting up to move her panties aside, wrapping her fingers around his cock, “I was thinking the same outcome.” She replies before pushing down, taking him to the hilt in the first push. 

It was painful, excruciatingly so as Bucky twitched inside of her, nudging inside of a crevice she never knew existed. “Fuck, doll. You're tight.” Bucky’s fingers wrap around her back, keeping her to him as she adjusted to his girthy cock. 

Her knees dig into the leather of the red room couches, the smell of champagne on both of their breaths, as she pulls up once, allowing Bucky to slip out, before thrusting back in. They both buck, skin meeting skin as the ecstasy courses through their bodies. 

Bucky guides her movement, groaning as her cunt clamps down, sucking him into her. “You like that, baby? Like seeing my hungry pussy take your big cock?” 

“Fuck yes, doll. ‘Could watch you ride me all day.” Their lips meet in a passionate kiss as Bucky takes over, thrusting into her slightly, slowly, sensually. Bucky’s metal hand runs over her neck, her collar bone, to her spade tattoo, tracing the ink splotch with skilled fingers. 

Sid’s orgasm was cresting, bubbling deep inside her stomach as she bucked her hips in tune with Bucky’s thrust, his metal hand playing with her body, while the other kept her hips in place, guiding each thrust, each buck, each groan. 

“Gonna cum, Buck. Be a good boy and come with me, yea?” Bucky twitched inside her, hearing the praise from Sid’s lips was like an angel guiding you off the battlefield. 

“Anything, doll.” Their lips stayed together, kissing and sucking as their thrust sped up, their movements never slowing as the music played over their moans, as each other's hands caress hot, sweaty bodies. 

“Good boy, keep fucking into me just like that-” An explicit moan exits her mouth, as Bucky finds her lips again, hot and needy for her touch, her taste, her smell. 

“Fuck, Sid-” Bucky pauses, slowing his thrust just a little,  “Ca-Can I come inside you?” 

“Yes, baby. I need to feel you come, fill me up like a good boy.” 

“Yes ma’am.” Two more broken thrusts had Bucky’s fingers digging into her hips as he pushed all the way into her, watching as Sid took every inch of his throbbing cock. 

“Fuck!” Sid’s thighs shook as she receded into the blanket of ecstasy, her orgasm coating her veins as Bucky’s own release coated her walls. They both fall into a kiss and wouldn’t let go until the tides had cleared. 

♢

The two lay side by side, curled up in each other's arms, panting. Big smiles coated their faces. 

“Wow.” Bucky laughs, running his metal fingers up and down Sidney’s bare shoulder. 

“Yeah, wow.” They lock eyes again, their lips crashing together as they continue to intoxicate themselves with each other's scent. She’s never felt this happy, this alive in so long. Bucky places a kiss on top of her forehead, tucking himself into the crook of his shoulder. Then she knew it was worth it. 

Did Sid lose the game intentionally? 

Yes. 

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Who is the most affectionate? imma be honest, i dont see a lot of affection in this ship period unless light’s gettin’ something out of it

Big spoon/Little spoon? light’s the big spoon

Most common argument? light’s ‘day job’, maybe

Favorite non-sexual activity? cassie thrashes him in mario kart just to feel better about the whole situation

Who is most likely to carry the other? light, probably. to the bedroom. for rough sex.

Who worries the most? cassie. i mean is this even a question? light’s arrogant to the point of insanity.

Who tops? light. bc i know my meimei and she doesnt have a dominant bone in her body

Who initiates kisses? cassie

Who wakes up first? light. definitely light.

U F UC K ER

Who is the most affectionate? SAKURA kakashi doesnt know how to emotion outwardly anymore

Big spoon/Little spoon? kakashi is big spoon

Most common argument? ‘KAKASHI TELL THE DOGS TO GET OFF THE BED’

Favorite non-sexual activity? reading. reading reading reading.

Who is most likely to carry the other? sakura gets frustrated w/ kakashi and just. hauls him over her shoulder and walks off while others stare and blink at them. kakashi waves at them. it’s very awkward for everyone involved.

Who worries the most? kakashi

Who tops? they probably trade off.

Who initiates kisses? sakura

Who wakes up first? kakashi

I use them irl, but it’s kind of difficult to answer this because it really depends on a few things: a) where you live, b) the people you’re around, and c) the amount of trans people there.The people in my trans group use xe/xyr, although some use they/them (which is my secondary/auxiliary set). I’ve had good reactions from people, neutral reactions, and bad reactions. Most of them are good/neutral. I’ve never had someone get angry with me about them yet, but chances are it’s mostly because I live in a pretty decent area with a large trans community and also because I’m avoidant so I don’t really confront people about pronoun usage or talk to them much at all.

I’ve had a few people that did avoid using pronouns altogether, but eventually it turned out that they just weren’t aware of how those pronouns work. I’ve had a few people get on me about using ‘made up pronouns’, and because I didn’t really have the energy to get into all pronouns being made up, I just pointed out that xe/xyr has been around since the 60s and it got them to shut up. I don’t really bother telling people like medical providers and such my pronouns, it’s too much hassle and I’d rather be in and out without much fuss. I haven’t tried asking professors to use my pronouns because I’ve been out of school since slightly before I was out, but if you want I can update you on that in the coming fall. :0

Like I said though, this depends a LOT on those earlier factors, because these are just my experiences and my experience comes from having 20+ people coming to weekly nonbinary groups and a separate group for trans PoC, and a generally fairly good area when it comes to MOGAI people. Just remember though that pronouns are for you. Even if people don’t use them, that doesn’t mean they’re not your pronouns.

2/2 any reasons i might be feeling this way? i came out as genderfluid to some of my closest friends and they were totally chill about it, even put up with my experimentation with pronouns (thought i could tell my best friend eventually got tired of it), but i dont really know how to communicate that id rather just be 'non-binary' instead of 'genderfluid', because i feel like its just be making a big deal out of words rather than my gender. i have no idea whats going on anymore. how do gender.

This is totally normal! To a degree they are just words, and it’s us who have to work with them and give them meaning. If you want to ID as nonbinary go right ahead! We won’t tell you what to do . If you're worried about the people you associate with being "annoyed" or not taking you seriously, (this is going to be hard to take in) this is 100% out of your control. There's simply no way to control people's opinions of you, but you have everything in your power to love yourself, be who/what you want to be, and show that to the world.

In short, just tell them that genderfluid doesn't fit right, and that you would rather ID as nonbinary. No one is perfect, and identities change. If they love and respect you, this change should be of no issue. If it is an issue, you're gonna have to pick your battles. I've found honesty either makes or breaks a friendship, but the plus side is you really shouldn't be hanging out with someone that can't handle your honesty.

omg i meant to answer this ages ago

i hope you don't mind me publishing this so i can keep it forever