#sub! soobin

one day in class you took notice to the little stickers that littered his folders and notebooks, also the plush keychain that hung from his backpack. you thought it was cute how he showed his interests in little ways like that, especially since he wasn't able to talk about them to these judgmental students in school. you never thought it was strange like the other students saw it to be. but to soobin, your wandering eyes must have felt that way. he snatched up his things with shaky hands and shoved them in his bag, his face burning red. before you could get a word out, he sped-walked out the classroom and down the hall.

you and soobin never got close, never had the chance to. aside from playing with chemicals and writing scientific equations on a piece of paper, you didn't get to talk that much. here and there you would gather a little information about him, but he would often shut himself up from going on and on about his interests or life. he kept it short, like he was drawing a line between the two of you. it pained you a bit that he felt like he had to hold himself back, you noticed the light in his eyes when you would ask him a question and the way it faded when he caught himself. his eyes shaky and gnawing on his bottom lip, changing the subject to science-related topics.

the day before soobin left, it was a friday and you managed to get a smile from him. it was a stupid joke you made while doing an experiment involving looking at germs. you mustered up the courage to lighten the tense mood since you've been working for an hour on the assignment, jabbing soobin in the side before he pressed his eyes into the scope.

"hey," he turns to you, his eyes immediately shifting when they locked with yours. he stares at a corner of your face, but you were used to it. just like you were used to the pink that spread across his face whenever you would converse with him. "why did the germ cross the microscope?"

he furrows his brow and chews on his bottom lip, "w-why?" he stutters.

you hold back a laugh as you complete the joke, "to get to the other slide." you couldn't hold back for long as you burst out with laughter at how dumb the joke was, it wasn't even that funny. yet, you couldn't help yourself. soobin's eyes widen at the sudden loud sound, his face flushing as he turns away while trying to stifle a laugh. he looks into the microscope in front of him, but you don't miss the small smile that comes onto his face. nor the little dimple that appears on his cheek.

you were the last to know about soobin and his family deciding to leave the city for one that was three hours away from yours, which meant he would be transferring high schools. you didn't have a chance to say goodbye or thank you for all his help during the class as he just stopped showing up. you were pretty worried, it wasn't like soobin to miss a day. let alone it being three in a row, your anxiety was starting to eat you up and you decided to ask the teacher about him.

"you didn't hear, soobin transferred last week. friday was his last day."

it shocked you, he never talked about leaving. granted, you weren't the closest to him but you thought with the small-talk you often made he would mention something like that. or even bring it up the day before he supposedly left, the day you saw him smile for the first time. before leaving the classroom, you took another glance at the seat next to yours that was empty with something heavy weighing on your heart.

after he moved, it took about a month before you got use to his absence. everyday you walked into class your eyes would immediately fly to the seat he once sat in. you hoped that you would find him sitting there with his disheveled black hair, his glasses that were perched on his little nose, his lips that would be pursed in concentration as he worked out a problem in his study book. you would deflate when he wasn't there, shuffling to your seat and plopping down with a sigh.

you eventually got a new lab partner, beomgyu was his name, and the two of you would come to be good friends. often finding yourself doing the same things you would with soobin, plus some. hanging out with the boy after class and talking to him about his interests. sometimes you'd find that same glint in beomgyu's eyes that you saw in soobin and get sad, shaking the feeling off with a small smile.

you would eventually forget about soobin in the following months leading up to graduation, maybe not completely though . even though you knew he wasn't there, he couldn't possibly be, your eyes still searched the sea of graduation caps hoping to find those glasses and flushed cheeks you grew fond of.

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you and beomgyu walk into your first chemistry class of the semester together, shoulder to shoulder, and laughing about some video that he sent to you this morning. the two of you ended up getting accepted into the same college after vowing to never separate post-graduation. you were happy to know one person for your first year, and even happier that it was your best friend beomgyu.

you take a seat in the third row of the classroom with a sigh, beomgyu following and plopping down next to you. you turn towards beomgyu with a blinding smile and he playfully shields his eyes, making you push him. before you could strike up a conversation about your excitement, the professor walks in along with some straggling students who didn't want to be marked late on the first day. she was a short and limber lady, with a high bun resting on her head and circular glasses that framed her face well. she looked like the kind of professor that enjoyed her job.

she shut the door behind the last student to enter, before making her way to her desk. she fumbles around with her many folders and laptop, pulling up a slide show. the room is mute of talking, the only sounds being the shuffling of students reaching into their backpacks for their computers and pencils, prepared to take any introductory notes. as she sets up, the door to the classroom creaks open and everyone's heads turn in the same direction.

a boy with wired-headphones plugged into his ears walked into the room. he was wearing a black tight-fitted shirt that hugged his sides, it was tucked into his jeans that fit his thighs perfectly, his dark hair was mussed but in a stylish way. he grimaces and his face flushes when he realizes the squeaking of the closing door was bringing unwarranted attention to him, dimples that looked a little familiar appeared on his cheeks.

"class starts at eight, young man." the professor says, grabbing the remote that controls the screen now that her slides were pulled up. he turns in her direction, popping the buds from his ears and wrapping them around his phone, his face seemed to turn even darker and he sucks in his bottom lip. you cock your head to the side, the more you stare at him and watch his actions, the more familiar the boy looks. distant memories that you can't quite catch float around in your head.

"s-sorry. it's not an excuse, but my alarm didn't go off." his voice was deep and smooth as he spoke, honesty laced in his tone as he apologized. all around you, the girls in the class started to whisper to their friends. presumably about his good looks, you would do the same with beomgyu if it weren't for you trying to wrack your brain trying to figure out why you think you've seen him before. he presses his lips together and bows his head awkwardly in apology. he starts to head for a seat, but he's stopped by the professor speaking again-

"i'll let it pass this time since it's the first day," she starts and he nods his head in acknowledgement, his grip tight on his bag-strap that was slung across his slim waist. "what's your name?" everyone tunes in, wanting to know the name of the handsome boy who would be in this class for the semester. he runs a hand through his hair, his eyes darting around the room and avoiding stares. "ah, c-choi soobin."

you freeze, your eyes widening at that name. choi soobin? like choi soobin that you went to high school with? choi soobin who suddenly upped and left one day? the same one who buried himself in over-sized clothing and his glasses that never sat on his nose right? that's the same guy who was standing in front of you, with fitted clothes, no glasses on his face, and a lot taller than what you remembered, that soobin?

your eyes follow him as he walks past you once the professor dismissed him to a seat that was a few rows behind you, you couldn't help it. you haven't heard that name in about a year and now he shows up again in the same college as you, in your science class? your eyes lock briefly when he goes by, his eyes immediately shifting away and his face going pink. you don't think he remembered you though, besides it's been a while and you also forgot about him until this moment.

all class, you could only think about the boy who you were semi-acquainted with in high school and how much he has changed. your body itched to turn around and catch a glance at him, figure out if it was actually the same boy you knew.

"you okay," beomgyu whispered to you, poking a finger into your side. you give him a nod before placing your face in your hand and gnawing on your bottom lip. you had to talk to him after class, right? you needed to know if he remembered you, thought about you even a little after he left.

you were lost in thought until the final minutes of class, the professor clapping her hands together sharply before clicking to the last slide. it was an announcement that she will be putting us in pairs, and we'll stay in that duo for the semester. you'll do labs, assignments, and presentations with your partner. it reminded you a lot of the class you took in high school.

"hopefully we're together." beomgyu whispers, crossing his fingers and you smile at him while also twining your fingers in hopes. we wait while professor starts calling out pairs, your heart beating fast. the both of you take a pause when beomgyu's name is called.

"choi beomgyu and-" he bites on his bottom lip and squeezes his eyes shut, grabbing onto your hand and holding it tightly in his. "kang taehyun." he deflates, throwing a pout at you and you caress his shoulder. he turns around and finds his partner who raised his hand. he gets up with his belongings and makes his way towards the boy and they immediately jump into conversation. you think he'll be alright and you shoot him a thumbs up when he looks your way with a soft smile.

you jump when your name is called next, snapping your head to the front of the room. hopefully whoever you get is nice and not someone who will slack off and make you do all the work, that's the last thing you want in a college-level chemistry class. "and choi soobin."

you eyes widen and your mouth drops open in shock. what are the odds that you and soobin would be in a science class together and be lab partners at that. it gave you a reason to talk to him again after some time, but you haven't thought about what you would say. how would you even bring up what you wanted to talk about?

when you turn around, soobin was already looking back at you. you couldn't quite read his facial expression, he looked a little surprised but also intrigued. he would shift his eyes away though, clearing his throat and rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. you gathered your belongings and headed up the stairs to his row and taking the seat next to his.

you look at him from the corner of your eye, too scared to turn and look at him and just fidgeted with the pencil in your hand instead. you let the professor finish putting people in pairs, she tells the class to exchange info with your lab partners and get to know them as our first lab will be on thursday. there's about fifteen minutes of class left and she dismisses us to be able to converse.

slowly, you turn your head towards him. "hey,"

soobin jumps and rubs his hands anxiously over his thighs. he looks over at you and bows his head, before turning away again. he squeezes his eyes shut and says something under his breath you can't catch.

"uh, so… we should probably exchange numbers like the professor suggested since we're going to be together for a whole semester. and we might have to keep in contact with eachoth-" you started to ramble before soobin suddenly cut you off.

"did we go to high school together?" he asks, turning towards you. he quickly catches himself, his face burning and his eyes shifting away from your stare that felt too intense. he looks down at his lap, at his fumbling hands that were there. "ah sorry- i mean…m-more specifically did we have a science class together?" he mutters the last part.

you freeze, so he did remember you…"uh, yeah. we were lab partners back in high school." you answer his question while nodding your head.

there was the tiniest smile that came to his face, crooked and cute. "i thought so…" he mumbled more to himself. his hand comes up to his nose like he was going to push up his glasses, but his hand curls into a fist when he realizes they weren't there.

"what happened to your glasses?" you blurt out without thinking. soobin's drops his hand onto the table and his face turns a pretty shade of pink.

"my-my glasses? i, um stopped wearing them awhile ago. i wear con-contacts now." his hand scratches the back of his neck as he speaks and he clears his throat often the more he talks, like he was thinking of the next words to say as he said it.

"mmm," you hum in understatement. before you could ask another question, about why he left so suddenly without saying anything, it was the end of class. the professor would announce that while also telling us to pick up our homework for the day. a worksheet to get to know all about your lab partner, like we were in kindergarten again.

soobin packs up his belongings and you can't help but to notice the keychain that hung from his backpack, the same one from when we were in high school. you smile to yourself and soobin gets up, a quick and jerky movement that startles you a little.

"i-i'm gonna go now," he stiffly says, sliding behind you and starting for the stairs that leads to the door. you bite your lip, quickly getting up and packing your stuff to follow him. you can't let him get away that easily, not when you got the chance to finally see him again.

"wait-" you say, catching his hand that was on his phone and ready to unravel his headphones. he flinches away, snatching his hand back and leaving yours hanging mid-air. when you look at him, he was blushing, his eyes looking everywhere but at yours and his cheeks were puffed out.

"sorry i- i was just wondering if you wanted to get started on the homework?" you ask him, dropping your hand and clutching onto your tote bag. soobin taps the screen of his phone with his thumb to check the time.

he opens his mouth to speak but gets interrupted by someone slinging their arm over your shoulder and ruffling your hair. you knew it was beomgyu cause he was the only person that did that to you, the little punk.

"shall we grab some lunch, i'm starving~" he asks, pinching your cheek. he stops when he realizes that soobin is standing there, looking between the two of you with wide eyes. he particularly focused on beomgyu's arm that was around you, which striked you as odd.

beomgyu nods at him before shoving a hand out in front of soobin, "hi, i'm beomgyu! you must be soobin and this losers lab partner." you roll your eyes, shoving his arm off of you and making him pout. soobin tentatively takes his hand, shaking it almost robotically before letting go.

"so," beomgyu turns to you, bringing his face completely in your view. you notice the way soobin turns his head away, his face burning. "are we getting lunch or not?"

you lean back and gesture towards soobin, "actually, i was going to get started on the homework assignment with soobin." you smile at beomgyu who drops his obnoxiously and his eyes flicker towards the boy that was standing there shuffling on his feet. he looks back at you, wiggling his eyebrows.

you never talked to beomgyu about soobin, never felt a reason to. it felt better to keep those little memories you had to yourself, instead of loading all you grievance on someone you just met. so, to him it probably looked like you were looking for a hook-up.

"oh, that's cool! i'll just get lunch with taehyun and catch up with you later?" he taps your shoulder and gives you a shit-eating grin that makes you roll your eyes even harder than the first time. he skips away, smirking at you as he heads out the door to track down his new friend.

soobin looks at you, not for too long of course, before staring down to his feet or the ground beneath them you weren't too sure. he drums his fingers against his bookbag strap, the silence stretching on.

"uh, sorry about that…do you have any time to do the assignment right now?" you ask him.

soobin's head pops up and he seems to perk up a bit at the idea of you still wanting to hang out with him, "yeah down- i'm down!"

"we can go to my dorm, it's only a five minute walk from here. if that's okay with you of course!" you offer, pointing in the direction of your room. soobin blushes furiously, but nods his head in agreement. you smile, waving your hand and motioning for him to follow you.

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"me and beomgyu share this place, but he shouldn't be back for awhile. but you already knew that…"

soobin shucks off his shoes before looking around. it was a cozy and small dorm room that he can tell is properly lived in. plushies littered the couch, there were two mugs on the coffee table in front of it, he placed his shoes next to the others that were by the door. it smelt good too, like cinnamon and something else he couldn't name.

you watch as soobin scans the place, his head turning until it lands on you. he gets startled as if he forget that it was your place and that you were actually in it. you don't fight the giggle that bubbles up and comes out.

"we can go to my room, it's more comfortable." you smile at him and make your way down the hall and to the right where your room was, opposite of beomgyu's who was on the left. he follows you into the room and jumps when you shut the door.

you gesture towards the bed, "have a seat." he nods and rummages through his bag for the assignment, a clipboard, and a pencil to write with. he settles on the bed, but he doesn't move. he looks almost frozen as he sits there and you smile fondly at how shy he can truly be.

you sit next to him, climbing onto the bed and crossing your legs with the paper in your lap. soobin mirrors you, being sure to put a little bit of distance between the two of you as he does.

"i-i'm ready when you are." he says, scrunching his nose and pushing up imaginary glasses. your eyes linger on him a little longer than you intended, soobin's eyes shifting and his cheeks turning rosy as he clears his throat.

"right- um, first question is…what's your favorite thing to do?" you look up from the sheet for him to answer first.

"i would say m-my favorite thing to do is read or watch tv, it's what i do the most." he shrugs his shoulders while you write down his response.

"and what do you like to read and watch?"

"nothing much, just…what everyone else reads and watches." he answers, his hands fidgeting around his pencil.

"and what is everyone reading and watching?" you tease. soobin stutters over his words, his tongue felt tied as he tried to come up with a lie and think about what trending shows he's heard others talking about.

"i'm messing with you," you laugh, placing a comforting hand on his thigh. he tenses under you and you pull away, he immediately relaxes when you do. "but i did notice the jujutsu kaisen figure on your bag, do you like that show? it's anime, right?" soobin's eyes are wide when he looks at you, his mouth moving like a fish.

"you know about jujutsu kaisen? have you ever watched the show?" he sounded excited that someone recognized the figure, as if it wasn't one of the most popular ones out now. he had that same shine in his eyes that he did back in high school when he would talk about things like this.

you felt a little bad when you had to admit the truth though, "i've never watched it, but beomgyu always talks about it!" you try to make the situation a little better and give him a topic to bring up with beomgyu whenever he sees them again, maybe they can become friends too.

"oh…" he deflates, tapping his pencil against his paper.

"we could always watch it together, since we're going to be around each other the whole semester." you suggest to him.

"really? you would watch?"

"yeah," you answer honestly and watch with fondness as soobin smiles, sucking his lips into his mouth in an attempt to hide it. it reminds you of the day before he left, the same day you finally saw him smile.

you can't hold back when you ask, "how come you didn't tell me that you were moving?" soobin pauses, his head slowly lifting up to gauge your facial expressions and feeling the shift in the mood. "i mean, i know we weren't super close but we were science partners and i was a little hurt when i had to find out from the teacher that you left." your voice gets soft to show that you weren't angry at him, just curious.

"i-" soobin's hand comes out to comfort you, but he stops himself and drops it onto the bed and grips onto the comforter instead. "i wanted to say goodbye… i didn't even know we were moving until i got home that day." he mumbles with a small head shake.

"everything was already packed and they were loading up the u-haul truck. i hardly even had time to process it all and once i did i was in a new city surrounded by a bunch of new people. b-but believe me when i say i wanted to say goodbye at least…" and you do believe him. he sounded too sincere and his eyes reminded you of a sad puppy, his lower lip jutting out into a pout as he spoke.

he almost looked he wanted to cry and you couldn't have that, not over something so small. you were just curious as to why you never saw him again, you didn't mean to upset him in the process. you don't remember how or when but when you snap out of your thoughts, you're close to soobin. super close, with your hand pressed against the side of his warm face.

he was blinking at you wildly, his fingers gripped tight into your covers. you gasp, your eyes widening as you steal your hand away and pulling back. "sorry, i don't know why i just did that…"

"you-" soobin presses his lips together, furrowing his brows.

"i…?"

"you whis-whispered something,"

"what did i whisper?" you nervously ask.

he clears his throat, "you said that you missed me…"

you were taken aback, you didn't remember saying that but soobin said you did and he didn't have a reason to lie. did you miss him? when he left, you did think about him a lot. even after meeting beomgyu and graduating, there was little moments when he would pop into your mind and you would wonder how he was doing. if he was doing the same, thinking about you at that very moment.

you look at the boy who was so different from what you remembered. his muscular and toned body that was visible through his shirt, his legs that were a lot longer than before and encompassed by his jeans, his slender hand that held his pencil, his big and curious eyes that were no longer framed with glasses, his pretty and pink lips that were pouted so cutely. you wanted to lean in and kiss them-

your lips touch in a chaste kiss that lasts a second. when you pull back, soobin's eyes were squeezed shut and his lips were still protruded. you giggle, hiding your smile behind your hand and soobin's eyes crack open. he was blushing furiously and he had a sheepish look on his face.

"it's true, i did miss you…" you admit to him. you shove the classwork aside and crawl towards him. soobin's breath hitches when you start to come closer, his legs involuntary parting and allowing you to fill the spot between them.

you bring your faces close enough so that your breathes mingle between the little space there was. you slowly bring your hand up to his face again, your thumb rubbing under his eye. soobin's breath gets shaky as he lets your explore his face, gnawing on his bottom lip in nervousness.

you let your finger trace the bridge of his nose where his glasses used to be, "do you still keep your glasses around?" soobin brain was malfunctioning and he couldn't speak so he simply nods his head and points a trembling finger at his backpack that was on the floor. with a smile you hop off the bed to grab his glasses that were in a cute case before repositioning yourself to where you were.

you raise the glasses up to his face and gently slide them over his ears and up his nose. they were the same ones he had back then, except now they fit his adult features. they looked perfect on him, against the pink of his cheeks.

"so handsome," you mutter while continuing your evaluation of his face. letting your fingers trace the bow of his upper lip, soobin's stuttering breath making them moist. you look him in the eyes, "can i kiss you, properly?"

soobin swallows, his eyes sliding to the wall behind you. "i-i don't know how… i've never kissed somebody before." he whispers.

you were slightly taken aback, "really?" it was a little hard to believe that someone that looked like this has never kissed anyone. he shakes his head slowly, his nervous eyes finding their way back to yours. it was cute, the contrast between his striking visuals and his timid actions. and the fact that you were the first person to kiss him, be close to him like this, defile him was kind of turning you on.

with a gentle touch, you tap his lips. "just keep these open and follow my lead, hm?" soobin nods again, licking his lips and parting them, shutting his eyes as you move in close to him. you tilt your head to slot them together with his and soobin's fingers grip onto the blanket.

you take it slow and let soobin get the feel of making out, he's clumsy at the start of course. he can't quite find the right rhythm and sometimes he'll press too hard. he pulled back a little at one point and whispered against your mouth, "is that right?" you would grab him by the chin gently and hum in agreement before pulling him in again.

this time soobin melts into the kiss, finding the pacing easier this time as you capture his lips. wrapping an arm around his neck to keep him in place, sliding your fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck and making soobin shiver. his whole body squirms as your nails scratch his scalp gently, a tiny whimper slipping into the kiss.

the sound sent tingles through your body and you wanted- no needed to hear it again. you grip the hairs and tug them just a little, just enough to tilt his back and deepen the kiss.

"ngh," soobin moans into your mouth, his pretty lips opening wider. you place a hand on his chest, pushing him back onto his elbows. you slip your tongue into his mouth and soobin allowed you to explore his mouth, moving your tongue against his. he finds himself liking the way it feels, his body heating up, his pulse racing, and there was another sensation happening…between his legs.

he can feel the way your hand slides down his chest and tense tummy, heading right for the spot that was throbbing. his breath hitching when your hand ghosts over his crotch, your hand warm against the prominent bulge. his hips twitch up into your hand and he moans at the contact, the friction was delicious and he wanted to chase it.

it wasn't until you started rubbing at the same time as he grinds into against your hand. he found that the longer you did it, the better it felt and there was something coiling in his belly that made his breathing uneven and his body tingle. it scared him a little and he would pull away from the kiss, pushing your hand off of him, "wa-waitwaitwait-" he voice was breathy and his face was flushed, lips red and swollen.

"what's wrong?" you ask with concern, your hand that was just making him feel good was now rubbing his shoulder in comfort. soobin's skin was tingling with every graze, but it was bearable and not as intense as whatever just happened.

he ducks his head in embarrassment, his voice low when he speaks. "i-it's just that was my first time feeling something… like that."

"did you not like it? we can stop if you don't wan-"

"no!" he shouts, his head popping up and his eyes wild. "n-no it's not that i didn't like it…in fact i think i liked it too much. there was this feeling, right here." he points at his lower abdomen, right above his cock that was still hard and twitching in the constraints of his jeans.

"it was really intense and overwhelming, it scared me a little. it was too much, too fast," his speech is fast, his face burning all the while. you giggle a little and let your hand drop back down to his hard-on. soobin jerks, his legs twitching at your sides and lets out a breathy moan as his eyes flutter.

"what you were experiencing was getting close to having an orgasm. you've never touched yourself before?"

soobin's body felt like it was on fire, "no, never…"

"well," you lean into his neck, letting your breath ghost against the sensitive skin. soobin swallows when you trail your lips along the side. "would you like me to be the first to touch you there?" he moans while nodding his head, giving you the consent you needed to hear.

you unbuckle the belt that was around his slim waist, unzipping the zipper and sliding your hand into his pants. soobin watches with heady eyes, blinking slowly as if he didn't want to miss anything. you pull his cock from his pants, the tip was glistening with precum and you press a finger into the pool. you bring your finger to your mouth, lapping at the liquid.

"w-what are you doing, why would you eat…that?" soobin stammers, but his eyes were glossy as he watched you lick up his precum. it made his cock twitch between the two of you.

"it's sweet," you simply reply. "wanna try some?"

soobin tentatively nods, one small motion of his head and you kiss him. immediately, you push your tongue into his mouth while wrapping your hand around him and lubing him up with his own precum.

"uhn," soobin moans, his hips slowly raising up into your fist and his hand comes up to squeeze your arm tightly. it feels so good, he feels so good that he can't even keep up with the kiss. his mouth going slack as he continously moans and whines.

the air between the two of you is humid, soobin's glasses sliding down the bridge of his nose from the sweat building there. his hazy eyes looking at you through his almost fogged lenses, letting out an assortment of needy sounds.

you start to jerk him earnestly, letting your hand go up and down his cock at a quick and steady pace. drinking up all of the whimpers and pants that soobin feeds you. he leaks profusely over your first, a tell-tale sign that this was in fact his first time being touched.

soobin couldn't think, his brain was clouded and his skin was prickling with pleasure. he couldn't control his hips that kept thrusting up, chasing after that intoxicating feeling of your hand on him.

"i-" he gasps when he feels that coil in his tummy again, coming at him quicker than the first time. he doesn't think he can stop it this time though, his body tensing as the pleasure ramps up and his orgasm builds.

"you?"

"i don't think i can hold back -" he choked on his words, shaking his head. his eyes were shiny like he could cry at an moment from feeling so good. you let your hand graze his tip briefly and that seems to be soobin's breaking point.

"i'm- i'm gonna cum," he breaths, his eyes rolling back and his hips kicking upwards in one final thrust. his body twitches, a long and high-pitched moan of your name flowing from his mouth as he comes in your hand.

he tosses his head back, his one hand that was in the sheets so tight that his knuckles were white and his other hand that was on your shoulder was shaking. he felt like he could see white as he came, he felt light and dizzy as multiple spurts of warm cum landed on his shirt and jeans.

you stroke him while he comes down, his breathing heavy and his bottom lip was now sucked into his mouth as he tried to regulate himself. "wow," you smirk, admiring the amount of cum that landed on his clothes. soobin gets shy, his face burning as he turns his head away.

"i'm sorry - i didn't mean to cum so quickly…" he apologizes.

"you don't have to apologize for that." you reassure him, sticking a hand into his mussed hair before reaching down to push his glasses back up his nose and making him crinkle it cutely.

"it-it's embarrassing… cumming just from you touching me." he mumbles, his eyes downcast in shame.

"not embarrassing at all, it's hot." you lift his head up and make sure he's looking into your eyes, letting him know you were telling the truth. he swallows, his throat bobbing and he nods his head.

you laugh, letting his face go and grabbing some tissues from the bedside table. "but if you came that fast just from a handjob, i don't think you would've fared if we went all the way."

soobin's eyes go wide, whimpering when the soft tissue touches his sensitive cock. "i-i… i could've lasted longer!" he counters, a little frown on his face as he said it. you tuck him back into his boxers and zip his pants up.

"really?" you raise an eyebrow, tossing the dirty tissue aside and climbing into his lap. you settle down, pressed directly against soobin's sore cock and moving your hips a little. soobin moans, his hands coming to your waist while nodding his head.

"well, we have a whole semester to figure that out now don't we?" you smirk, as you hop of his lap and start to head out of the room. soobin watches with a furious blush on his face as you go.

"w-wait, my pants!" he calls out, leaping off the bed to remind you off his cum-stained pants he was wearing. he pauses though, looking down and groaning. he was rock hard again. "dammit," he mumbles while shoving a hand between his legs.

how was he supposed to survive chemistry like this?

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you should be ashamed of what you’re about to do, for what you’ve been doing. throwing away the condoms and riling up your poor little boyfriend all day so that when you tell him not to cum, you know you’re setting him up for failure. his desperate cries of “please please please” doing nothing as you grind down on his pulsating cock. 

“come on, angel. you can do better than this, can’t you?” you ask softly, raking your nails over his chest and hard nipples. he writhes underneath you at the touch, letting out weak noises as he shuts his eyes in a desperate attempt to concentrate. it prevents him from seeing your smug expression at his struggle, sighing contentedly as you grind your clit down into his pelvis. 

“can’t,” he pants, bunny lips red and slick from all the foreplay and subconscious biting he does while trying to quiet himself down. “please, I really don’t think I can,” soobin whimpers, opening his glossy eyes to look up at you. you groan at the sight, the blonde so pretty and pathetic underneath you that it makes him cry out when you roughly grind your hips down again. 

“you’re gonna cum already?” you ask, watching as he quickly nods, lashes fluttering when you don’t even stop your pace to talk to him. “but I’m not gonna cum yet,” you sigh, rotating your hips in a slow circle. you reach a hand down to card through soobin’s hair, pushing the sweaty bangs on his forehead out of the way. “you have to get punished if you don’t do what I tell you, you know this,” you patronize, grabbing a fistful of the strands so that you can lightly shake his head side to side. 

he whines at both your words and the slightly disorienting feeling, desperate to please but so desperate for release after what you’ve already put him through. he recognizes the word punishment, and if he wasn’t crying already, he’s sure he would’ve teared up because he’s trying so hard to be good. it feels so unfair, and he doesn’t even know that it’s because you made sure it would be unfair for him. 

knowing that he’s being set up for failure makes something inside you bask at the control. it’s bad that you’re lying to him; it’s even worse that you’re making such a big decision without even considering what he wants, but isn’t it for the better? he’s been growing so much as an idol, more and more of your shared time spent on rescheduled dates and rushed intimacy. 

you know he’s been stressed; you can help with that. but you also know that lately he’s been growing less and less confident that he’ll be able to still be the love of your life, along with being a successful idol. 

you’d never make soobin choose between you and his dream. instead, you decided to make sure that he wouldn’t be able to choose. your sweet boyfriend, sweet soobin who would probably condemn himself to the furthest circle of hell before he abandoned his girlfriend and child. sweet soobin, who wouldn’t think of leaving you or your kid because he’s just too good of a person to do it. 

it just makes sense; it was the only other option besides forcing soobin to quit his true passion (which probably wouldn’t work in the first place), and you just didn’t have the heart to do it. besides, even if being pregnant would be a less than wonderful experience, you’d be able to do it if it were for soobin. you’d go through the weeks with only facetime calls and the texted ‘i love you’s for him and your future child. 

imagining your baby with soobin’s bright eyes and adorable dimples makes your heart fond. knowing that he'd be forced to forever come back home to you makes you determined. 

“don’t want a punishment, wanna be good,” soobin whimpers out from beneath you, causing you to sigh in mock pity. you let both your hands fall to hold his face, his cheeks wet with both dried and fresh tears. he’s always been a pretty crier. 

“bad boys have to get their punishment,” you explain softly, not being able to stop the small smile on your lips when soobin only responds with a high-pitched and needy whine. “even if they’re trying to be good,” you hum, letting your hands trail down his neck as you continue the moment of your hips. “surely you’re not trying to get out of your punishment,” you suggest, adding a tiny mocking gasp to your words. 

quickly, the blonde shakes his head. “n-no, would never!” he exclaims, eyes squeezed shut as your nails rake down his shoulders and slip to his collarbones. “wanna be good, wanna be really—” the words get caught in his throat the moment your hands trail down from the dip of his collarbones to his perky nipples. 

the reaction is immediate. a sob of anguish is ripped from his throat, his back unintentionally arching as his hips thrust up to meet yours. "no, no, no, please,” he tries to plead, head thrown back, and the hands that somehow found themselves on your waist leave a bruising grip. you ignore his cries, rolling his sensitive nipples under the pads of your thumbs. 

“if I didn’t know any better, i’d think you were about to cum, angel,” you say casually, only receiving a choked noise from soobin as he thrashes underneath you. it’s amusing, the way you bounce on top of him as a result of his desperate attempts to escape. he's so fucked-out that he doesn’t even realize that he’s working against his own interests, slamming harder and deeper into your warm cunt every time you come back down. 

“[your name], please, i can’t—i can’t!” he doesn’t even manage to finish forming his words before he’s shaking underneath you, the hands on your waist holding you down firmly as he thrusts up one last time. a chorus of moans and whimpers make their way to your ears as you watch Soobin’s face. his eyes are shut tight, a few stray tears making their way past his pretty lashes from the force. 

you feel him shoot warm ropes of cum inside you. it’s messy and gross, and it’s just the way you wanted it as you stop your ministrations on his nipples. tutting and shaking your head, you bring a hand up to tap his cheek. 

soobin opens his eyes at the cue, his pathetic gaze pleading and apologetic as he stares at your faux frown. your brows furrow as you look down at him, sighing dramatically as you pull back to sit down properly on his now-softening cock. “look what you did…” you scold, already feeling the way his cum is trickling out of you to form a disgusting mix of fluids at the base of where the two of you meet. 

“i’m sorry,” soobin chokes out, lips trembling as you smooth your fingers over adam’s apple. 

“i know,” you respond simply, placing your hands back on his tits. He shudders as you resume playing with his nipples, letting out a whimper when you start to ride him without warning. his hands fall from your waist, and soobin’s embarrassed to think about how the way you’re using him like your own personal fuck toy is making his sensitive dick harden all over again. 

“tell me what you’re thinking,” you breathe, soft pants leaving your lips as you adjust your pace to finally chase after your own orgasm rather than soobin’s. a strangled noise builds up in soobin’s throat at the sight of your tits bouncing, and the hand that you end up placing on his thigh for a better angle heats up his skin. 

“sensitive,” he manages to say after a few moments, struggling to process the pleasure that leaves his spine tingling. his dick is hard again, struggling to keep up with how your pussy swallows him, uncaring of what he’s feeling as you grind your clit onto him for the friction. “m’ not gonna last,” he tries to warn you, voice climbing into a higher pitch when you abandon the bouncing to roll your hips back and forth. 

“that’s okay, baby,” you reassure him, grabbing his hands and moving them so that his palms are full of your breasts. “you’re not supposed to,” you simper, groaning in satisfaction when Soobin obeys your silent demands and starts to play with your nipples. he swallows thickly, dick twitching inside of you as the flesh of your breast spills out between his fingers. 

“i don’t wanna get punished,” he insists, thumbing over your nipples despite his conviction. you smile at his words, cooing softly as you place your palms back on his toned stomach. your shadow looms over him, and like this you’re given a clear view as to how soobin’s gaze seems transfixed on your breasts, the pervert.

“baby, your punishment’s already begun,” you inform him, voice sweet despite your intentions of milking him dry. this information finally snaps soobin out of his daze, brown eyes catching yours with an almost comical look of shock and dismay. 

“but–”

“mm-mm, no buts,” you chastise, placing a hand over your boyfriend’s mouth to halt his complaints. “you get what you deserve, you take what I give you,” you remind him coldly. you can feel the way Soobin chokes on a tiny sob underneath your palm, his saliva slicking up your hand and no doubt making a mess out of his mouth as he struggles not to buck up into the overstimulating pleasure of your warm cunt. 

“that’s it,” you praise as he goes pliant and silent underneath you, minus the whines and groans that get muffled. “you’re gonna let me milk your pretty little cock, since apparently all you’re good for is cumming inside and making a mess,” you tell him, removing your hand from his mouth and wiping the mess of saliva on the bed sheets next to you. 

“not all I’m good for,” he whines in protest, making you hiss in pain when he accidentally squeezes your breasts too hard. 

“yeah? what else are you good for?” you ask tauntingly, raking your nails down the expanse of his stomach and enjoying the small mewl that slips past his lips at the pain. “good at looking pretty and fucked out? good at laying down and letting me have my way with you?” you list off, endeared by the small glare soobin manages to give you through his teary eyes. 

“all you have to be good at right now is taking your punishment and making me feel good. is that too much to ask for?” you huff, leaning down to brush your lips against his cute ones. 

“is that too much, angel?” You ask, hands reaching up to hold on to his shoulders. 

“no,” he groans in response, leaning up to capture your lips with his in a way that distracts you with fondness. normally a sweet kisser, soobin is messy. his saliva wets your lips as he barely manages to keep the two of you together, some of his own drool making its way down his chin. it’s adorably pathetic, the way it takes so much effort just to kiss you while you fuck him dumb. 

“i'm already close again,” he whines pitifully into your mouth. 

you don’t respond, sliding one of your hands back down to meanly grab one of his nipples and twist, and it’s all it takes before soobin cums with a cry. his hands fall off your chest, one grasping desperately at the pillow under his head while the other twists in your sheets. he’s hiccuping through each breath, and all you can think about is how you’d do anything to keep him all to yourself forever. 

you hum in appreciation as you watch him—the way his eyes screw close and his nose scrunches as his back arches off the bed. his cum is still warm inside of you, and you wait for his body to stop shuddering and drop back down before you grip his shoulders and start to chase your own release. 

soobin gasps in sensitivity at the movement, warm hands flying up to grab at your waist in a futile attempt to slow you down. 

“wait, ’m sensitive, [your name] please, it hurts,” he cries, and it's all in vain as you do your best to milk him for a third. 

you ride him with just a bit more desperation than usual. it’s already been too many weeks since you’ve been off birth control. you don’t even realize how hard you’re staring at soobin, as if you’re trying to memorize every detail of his face in the case that all your efforts go out the window and this is the last time you see him. that’s until another tear slips out of soobin’s eye, and you know that you’d never let that happen, idol career be damned. 

cooing, you lean down and lick the tear off his cheek, your pretty little boyfriend whining at the wet sensation. “i thought i put your hands somewhere,” you comment offhandedly, watching soobin’s eyes flutter in confusion before his brain catches up to your intentions. with a small groan, soobin’s hands are back on your tits, and you laugh at the way his cock twitches in your cunt. 

“think you can you give me one more?” you ask sweetly condescendingly, placing a wet kiss on the same cheek you’ve already defiled. soobin can only pout, giving you a quivering nod as his thumb covers your nipple, eyes fixated on it.

determinedly, you pick up your pace on soobin’s cock. he’s semi-hard, but he’s whimpering and whining and he’s twitching from overstimulation, despite the fact that he still makes a valiant effort to get hard again. his stamina was pretty decent, but you’re set on milking a third out of him. 

“just—just go a little slower, please,” he begs, limbs growing heavy and he’s struggling to keep a solid grip on your tit as you bounce. 

“if you have the mouth to complain, you might as well suck on them,” you scowl, grabbing a fistful of blonde hair just to hear soobin’s gasp when you yank his head up. 

“can’t be a good little breeding bitch when all you do is complain instead of cum,” you add on, soobin whimpering at the harsh words. his lips are in a wobbly frown, and with much effort he lifts himself high enough to sloppily take your nipple into his mouth. he desperately kneads the other with his hand, and you let yourself moan at the disgusting visual of soobin’s drool running down his chin and onto your chest. 

“so messy,” you comment, using both of your hands to keep soobin’s head up to your chest as you ride him. sometimes you pull the strands of his hair to see him jerk, guiding him to your other nipple as your thighs burn and your speed begins to slow. 

he’s hard inside of you, and there’s an embarrassing amount of cum frothing at the entrance of your cunt. there’s fluids all over soobin’s cock and pelvis, and you can’t help the way you drag your clit through the wet filth as you slow your hips into a grind. 

“angel,” you gasp, pulling Soobin off your nipple with a loud ‘pop’ so that he can look at you with his fucked-out gaze. he hums in acknowledgement, going pliant in your hold once your hands slide down to cup his face in both palms. 

"help me cum,” you demand, and soobin only needs a few seconds before he’s wordlessly dragging a thumb over your clit as you pick up your pace. you lean down to kiss him, taking a lip between your teeth and tugging as his eyes threaten to flutter shut once more. 

and it only takes a few more moments with the dizzying drag of soobin’s thumb over your puffy clit before you’re moaning into his mouth and riding through your orgasm. soobin answers you with his own soft moan, the noise breaking into a weak sob as your pussy clenches down on him. he cums inside of you for the third time with a weak pulse of his cock, giving you one more peck on the lips before he falls back onto the sheets tiredly. 

you huff in amusement as you straddle him, catching your breath before you roll over to drop down next to him and let him slip out of you. there’s a wet squelch that follows, but you’re too busy trying to catch your breath before a cuddly soobin quickly begins to latch onto your side. your heart aches at the affection, and you turn to face him so that he can bury his face under your chin. his hair tickles your nose.

“good job, baby. took your punishment so well,” you praise softly, running your fingers through his hair to try and soothe the way you kept tugging on it earlier. soobin hums in contentment, an arm wrapping over your waist to tug you closer. 

“you called me your breeding bitch,” he pouts into your shoulder, making you chuckle. 

“you like it. maybe you’ll even get me pregnant,” you joke, dead serious. soobin snorts at the implication, still unaware of the fact that you two are actually trying with every time you fuck him into the mattress.

“maybe. we’d have cute kids,” he shrugs, and you hold onto him just a bit tighter. 

“you think so?”

“'course,” Soobin yawns. “can’t go wrong with my genes,” he brags cheekily, and you give him a light smack on the shoulder that he whines about. 

when you actually tell him around 4 weeks later that you’re pregnant, soobin swears that the world around him goes completely quiet. then he’s a stuttering, disbelieved, and stressed-out mess over the phone. 

“what do you mean you're pregnant? i thought you were on birth control?” and you lie easily, telling him that this must’ve been one of those rare cases where the medication didn't work. 

then there’s a long pause, and you’re worried that soobin might actually make you march up to a clinic and correct this mess of a situation before you’re met with the telltale hiccup of soobin’s ugly cry. you immediately hush him and reassure him that it’s alright, that everything will be fine. 

soobin feels terrible; he feels so guilty that he hadn’t been mindful enough about cleaning up and showering after sex. he feels like he’s ruined your youth and that he’s burdened you with a child, even though the two of you aren’t even married yet. you tell him it’s ok, that you don’t blame him and that you’re willing to make this work. soobin promises to come see you as soon as he can and promises to faceTtme the moment he gets off work to properly talk about all that’s going to happen. he’s calmed down with your words and reassurance, but you can tell he’s still frazzled.

Today both you and soobin decided to spend time together at the beach.

Warm gentle waves of body heat were felt as soobin snuggled himself closer into you even though he was significantly more bigger then you he’d always snuggle up to when he felt cold or wanted to be closer to you.

Although you loved soobin snuggling into you, you couldn’t help but be extremely flustered.

You kept replaying what he asked you to do him earlier this week

“Mommy I want you to fuck me like with your…strap”

Soobin was a virgin which you have no problem with him being one, it’s just the thought he wants you take his first sexual encounter with a strap.

“Y/n? Did you hear what I said?” You quickly snapped out of your thoughts and looked up at Soobin confused “no sorry soobs can you repeat what you just said?”

The boy pouted “I’m ready to go home, it’s starting to get more cold” you nodded along with him, picking up all your belongings, then heading to your car to leave the beach.

The car ride back home was a comfortable silence,you were busy driving while soobin was playing around with his fingers staring out the car window.

Upon getting out of the car and finally making your way inside your shared apartment, you couldn’t help but feel a sense of mellow, being somewhere that brings you comfort.

But as soon as soobin got inside he walked up behind you, tugging you to face him

When you looked up into his doe eyes, they were filled with nothing but pure lust, his face was flushed with hints of pink, he then pulled you in to kiss youWhen your lips meet his you could feel how needy he was, you placed you hands on his cheeks to deepen the kiss.

His lips were so soft and plump.

He groaned when you slowly kissed down his face to where his neck begins “mhm y/n~ please fuck me” he said out to you, upon hearing those words you let go of his face to look back at his to see if he was actually serious, which he was.

“Are you absolutely 100% sure soobin? I don’t want you to feel rush about this-” he cut you off with another feverish kiss which you stopped, wanting to hear him say he’s sure with his voice not lips

“Soobin I asked you a question and need the answer, are you sure about this?” You asked him again more serious then before.

“Yes y/n, I’m 100% sure that I want you to fuck me” he whined out to you.After hearing his words of confirmation, you hastily pulled him to you shared bedroom and told him to strip for you while you get what you needed for him.

After retrieving what you needed for the night you were met with what you consider the most delicious beautiful view you ever seen.

Soobin was sitting in the center of your bed with his legs spread out for you, like an invitation for you to come over to, his cock was happily standing hard for you, precum was already coated around his cock, he looked so shy yet so hot at the same time.

God this man is gonna kill you one of these days you thought. You crawled onto the bed, softly pushing his back to lay flat against the bed as you now straddled over his thighs.

“Is my bunny ready for me?” You asked as you trailed your fingers down his chest over to the base of his cock.

“Y-yes mommy” you then moved you fingers to wrap around cock as you slowly moved in a steady pace for him. Once he laid his head back against the bed and his back started to curve from all the simulation you were giving him, you then slowly started to lick his cock.

“Ngh mommy I’m s-so close” You then replaced you tongue with your mouth, once you did so his hips started to stutter up and thrust into your mouthWith one last big thrust he came in your mouth

“Good bunny~” you kissed him harsh, mixing cum with saliva between both you.

You moved from you current position, leaning over to your nightstand, grabbing your lube and strap.

Once you grabbed both of them and went back to where you previously were, you looked back at soobin to see him nod up at you as a way of sureness for you to continue.

You gave your hands a generous amount of lube, then slowly started thrusting one finger into soobin’s tight hole.

He gasped at the new feeling, you leaned up to where his chest was to leave little kisses on his nipples.

You were kissing and biting here and there all around his chest as you waited for him to get used to one finger in his ass.

“Ngh you can move now y/n..please” he whimpered out the last part.

you as you nodded, now setting a more faster pace then before, slowly and gradually increasing your speed, which sent the boy into a frenzy. You looked up to see, his face completely fucked out, mouth open as airy gasps and moans came out, tears prickled down his eyes, nipples fully erect from all the teasing you had done earlier to them, he looked so beautiful you thought.

After some time you slowly added another finger then when you ultimately got the third, you paused all your movements.

He whined from the loss of contact, you then lifted one of his legs around your shoulder and slowly entered inside of him, earning little hisses and whines from the sensation he was feeling. Once you finally bottomed out in him, you stilled any movements to give soobin some time to adjust to the new feeling. Tears were down his face from the hints of pain he was feeling, You caressed his face softly as you looked into his big teary eyes.

So pretty you thought.

“mmm y/n y-you can start moving- I can take it” he said as he held on to your hand as a sign of reassurance that he was ready.

“My good boy is gonna take everything right?” You said as you slowly started to thrust into him. All you got in response were whines from him.

Needy high pitched moans, skin slapping against each other, little babbles of ‘I love you so much’(s) we’re all that could be heard from your room.

You slowly took your hand that was being held my soobin to slowly trailed over to where is cock was and slowly jerked him off as you still fucking his ass, which sent his body to start trembling, his moans were much louder then before, which was somehow possible, more tears outlined his face.

“God you’re so pretty when you cry like that for me baby~”

“Y-yes mommy~” He whined as he started to come closer and closer to hitting his high

You moved your other hand to lightly smack his ass which in favor sent soobin over the edge, his whole body tensed up to a halt, a small gasp turned into one of the most drawn out moans you’ve ever heard, his cocked released white ropes of cum onto your hand, you slowly stroked his dick to ride out his high After riding his high you slowly pulled out from inside him.

You gently got off the bed to go warm up a bath for both you and soobin, you made sure to put his favorite bath salts and soaps to make sure your bunny could relax after all his body went through.

Upon returning to your room you saw that soobin had gotten up well tried to get up he was a wobbling mess to say the least which had you giggling at your boyfriend

“H-hey it’s not funny!” He pouted once he heard you giggling at him. “I’m sorry soobin I just can’t help it~” you teased. “You’re the one that did this-”

You interrupted “hm well who was the one begging me to fuck them all last week you wouldn’t shut up about it” you stated as you walked over to him, once you were face to face with him, you slid your hands to cup his face “look at me bunny” he looked down into your eyes.

You gently pulled him in for a kiss “cmon now bunny, I set up a nice bath for the both of us” you moved his arm to hold onto you for support as you walked him over to your bathroom.

Once he was at settled in the bath you entered behind him, he quickly attached himself to hug you

“I love you y/n” he said before closing his eyes.

END

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Ahhh okay sorry for the long ass delay on this!! I know this isn’t an excuse but I got unmotivated and then when I was finally ready to finish this I had gotten the big CO v!d so yeah 🤓 BUT IM HERE AGAIN OKAY!!! I hope y’all enjoyed this, it was honestly kinda hard writing this one bc I wanted it to be GOOD and I’m happy with how it turned out🥴

Before I say bye, I would like to add I’m starting school in 2 days so expect me to not post all the time!!

Bye everyone!💗

Take care and drink water🫶🏼

I do apologize if the ending is bad </3 I’m trying to work on how to better end things so once again sorry!!!

you kiss him there gently and whisper, "how was work?" against his skin. he shivers when you breath tickles his neck. a sigh comes out as his eyes flutter a little because of your hands that start to roam his body, running them along his sides slowly.

"it-it was fine," he breathes out. he licks his lips with a swallow before continuing on about his day. "i had to train a new coworker today." his spine bows as you slide your hands under his shirt and graze his warm skin, brushing past a pert nipple. soobin can't hold back the moan that bubbles up and slips past his lips, eyes falling completely shut.

you hum as you nip up his neck and make tingles go down his spine. "and how was that?" soobin choked on his words, finding it hard to respond with you touching all over him. he could feel his cock jump in his work pants and goosebumps spread through him when you lick the vein on his neck.

"good, she caught on pretty well to the rules and what not." he managed to get out and you pause, pulling your hands and mouth away from him. soobin pried his eyes open and twisted his body in your direction, you were sat back on your legs with a tiny frown on your face.

"she?" you ask, looking down at the bed-sheets.

soobin cocked his head to the side and knitted his brows together before hesitantly replying, "yeah… she."

you could feel your eyes narrowing and your lips press into a thin line as soobin confirms that you didn't mishear what he said. your fist clench in your lap, your nails digging into the palm of your hand.

"she was actually a real help today." he continues as if to mock you and he eyes your reactions. he flits them between your fists and your jaw that was tightly clenched. "is there something wrong with that?"

you took a deep breath, containing yourself before lifting your head up to look at him. your met with soobin's oblivious face, his eyes wide and innocent compared to his words. his lips were in a small pout as he searched your face for answers. you could tell he had no clue what you were upset about and that only frustrated you further.

"no, nothing's wrong with that." you sigh, turning your head to the side. this was always the case with soobin, he was too kind for his on good. yet you felt silly for being so insecure, you were sure that it was nothing else besides a coworker training a new-comer. but you just couldn't shake that feeling off…

"well, it's obviously something. you're practically seething…" he fully turns to face you, sitting in front of you on the bed. he angles his face into your view and you shut your eyes, blocking him from your sight. soobin pouts deeper, reaching a hand out and shaking your shoulder. "are you actually not going to tell me what's wrong?"

when he's met with silence he starts again, "did i do something wrong?" he watches as you puff your cheeks and continue to ignore him. he wracks his brain through the short conversation now that his brain was clearer and hopes to find where it went wrong.

he smirks when he makes an observation, gently shoving your shoulder. "hey, are you jealous?" he asks and laughs when you crack your eyes open to glare at him. his smile that greets you only makes you angrier, how could he be so happy when you were visibly upset.

"i'm not jealous…" you mumble, crossing your arms in front of your chest. soobin laughs harder, his eyes crinkling and his dimples making an appearance. did he show her that part of him too while he trained her?

"come on, there's no reason for you to be jealous. she's just a coworker." he tries to reassure between his chuckles, resting a hand on your thigh and squeezing it. you smack his hand away and hop off the bed, soobin's eyes and body follow as you move.

"is this a joke to you?" your serious tone make soobin sober up, his laughter dying down, but his smile remains as he reads your emotions.

"w-well no, i just don't understand the problem." he admits.

"of course you don't, you never do." you huff with an eye roll, starting to pace back and forth in front of the bed.

he scoffs at that and his voice raises just a tad, "then explain it to me." he breathing starts to pick up as the anger gets to him. he hated when you would get so cryptic when it came to these things and it drives him nuts.

you whirl around and walk up to where he sat, standing in between his legs. soobin ignores the way that his breath hitches when he has tilt his head back to look up at you.

"you still wouldn't get it, i've it explained multiple times. you never get it!" you exasperate, your hand landing on his shoulder and gripping onto it tightly to contain yourself.

soobin feels the skin under your hand prickle and the feeling spreads through his body and down to his cock. he doesn't understand why and his face burns a little in embarrassment, ashamed that he was getting turned on while arguing. to distract himself he does the only thing he could think of-

"then make me get it!!" he spits out louder than he intended, his anger pushing through the strange arousal he just felt. his eyes were wide when he realized his mistake, he really didn't mean to shout, but by then it was too late. he didn't have a chance to get out his apologies.

your hand flew into his hair, sliding into the strands before tugging. you pull his head back, so his neck is craning up at you. soobin moaned loudly, he wasn't even aware he could moan in such a way. it was high-pitched and almost whiny, his lips parting and eyes flitting.

your eyes lock for a moment, your breaths tangling together as you both pant in anger. his eyes drop to your mouth once, breaking the tension. you smash your mouth against his into a heavy kiss. it wasn't like the usual kisses that you shared, it had more emotion behind it and soobin could feel himself melt into it, his body going lax as you take control of it. you waste no time prying his mouth open, slipping your tongue into his mouth and exploring every corner.

shocks are sent to his cock that was semi-hard as you don't let him lean back for air. you only tug him closer by his hair, and earn a sweet whine that flows into your mouth. you climb into his lap, his hands wrapping around your waist as your other hand gently wraps around his throat.

soobin gasps when you squeeze just a tad, leaning back to look at him. his disheveled blonde hair, face flushed, eyes glossy as he looked at you, mouth parted and searching for yours again. you've never seen him look so submissive, almost pathetic…sure he's usually like this and likes when you take control but this was different.

"i think you enjoy making me jealous," you accuse him, and he dumbly shakes his head. his fingers grip your shirt tightly as he blinks up at you slowly. he looked like was waiting for something. "do you like making me jealous?"

soobin moans while shaking his head again a little faster, his hips raising up against you. his eyes trail to your lips and he leans in, whining you as pull away when they almost touch. he couldn't contain his heart that was racing and his cock that was throbbing in his pants.

"why must you be so nice to everybody?" you mumble to yourself before pressing your lips to his again, you didn't even know soobin was listening. your hips start to drag against his as you sloppily kiss and swap saliva.

"i'm yours," he whispers when you pull back.

you slide your hand down from his neck and to his chest, pushing him down against the bed with a choked moan in surprise. he can't explain the reason that made his dick jump and doesn't have time to think on it as you unzip his pants a reach a hand into his boxers.

there's precum covering the tip as you pull his dick from his work pants. you were shocked at how much there was as you circled his tip with your thumb before spreading it down his length. you take him into your hand, squeezing tightly and start to jerk him at a quick pace that soobin can't keep up with.

your other hand slides up his shirt, his body writhing under you as you run your fingertips up until you reach his chest. you pinch a nipple between your fingers, something soobin has always been a fan of. soobin arches off the bed and into the touch with a high-pitched moan as you pinch harder, his hands fisting the sheets under him.

soobin felt dizzy, lightheaded almost. the slight pain from your hand on his chest and the pleasure coming from his dick were fighting for control and he didn't know which to lean into. it was both too much and not enough at the same time.

deep down there was a part of him that liked when you were a little rough with him. sometimes he would say the things he knew would push you just right and make you put your hands on him and he would revel in it. he would turn it into a personal game that he would play. he didn't know that it ran this deep though, that he could get this much pleasure from it.

"so pretty," you murmured, abandoning his chest and squeezing his cheeks and making you look at him with his eyes that were half-lidded. you push your thumb against his plump lips and soobin moaned against it, his tongue poking out to lick it.

"please," he croaked, voice muffled behind your finger as he pushed his chest out.

your card your fingers through his hair gently, massaging his scalp before gripping it and tugging his head back. soobin whines, his cock twitching in your hand and his eyes rolling back in pleasure.

"please what?"

he needily whimpers, his face burning as he replies. "please touch my chest again."

you oblige with a hum, letting go of his hair and paying attention to his chest. softly dragging your fingers over it and then suddenly pinching them. soobin could feel his entire body quiver and the familiar bubbling in his stomach, too quick for him to stop it.

"ngh," soobin moans, his orgasm crashing into him without warning. warm cum spurts from his cock and hits his chest as he thrusts up into your hand.

before he has a chance to relax, you start to relentlessly stroke him. he shouts as your hands send him into overstimulation and you relish in the feeling of making him squirm beneath you. his weak and shaky hands fly to yours and try to, not really, pry them off his cock.

he can't get any words out, the only sounds coming out were choked moans and whimpers as you don't stop moving your hand up and down. it hurts, but it hurts so good, it's the only reason he hasn't outright told you stop. he enjoys it. it's everything he's wanted and he didn't even know it until now.

he's so gone that he didn't notice when you stopped touching him and started to strip out of your pajamas. you climbed back into his lap and hovered over his cock. he looks down and watches you tease the tip, sliding it between your folds. his hips involuntarily pushing up, wanting to be inside you couldn't find the words to express that to you.

"keep still," you command him as you hold his hips down. he whines but nods his head doesn't attempt to move again, he didn't want this to end. he would listen to every word you said if it meant he could keep feeling this floatiness he was experiencing.

he loudly gasps when you slide down onto him in one quick motion, all the way to the hilt. his eyes roll back and he bites down on his lip hard.

you tsk, "you're gonna hurt yourself doing that." pressing your thumb on his bottom lip and prying his mouth open. you stick your finger into his mouth and soobin leaps into action before you say anything, sucking and moaning around it.

he stares at you as he does, hoping his eyes convey what he wants to say. he fucking loves this, how rough your being with him, treating him like a toy. he wanted to tell you but his brain was foggy and his mouth isn't working the way he wants, he just wants to keep feeling good.

"you know, you're so fucking hot like this…" you purr, removing your finger from soobin's mouth, much to his distaste. you caress his flushed face and pat his cheek, rubbing under his eye. he moans when you do, and you pause.

"oh?" you do it again, with a little more force and soobin keens. a broken whimper comes out and his cock twitches inside of you. you laugh and soobin whines in embarrassment, his hands coming up to cover his face.

you grab him by the wrist, and pin them above his head. soobin's eyelids go heavy as you grip onto his skin, somewhere in the back of his mind he hopes it leaves a mark so he can remember this.

"be a good boy and don't move them, hm?" he nods, watching your movements as you lean back, dragging your hands down his body. you make sure to press a nipple on the way, soobin arching into the touch with a hiss. you rest your hands on his stomach before you start to bounce on his cock.

soobin's eyes go cross-eyed as you relentlessly use him, swiveling your hips without mercy. he lets out continuous gasps and moans but his hands never stray from their position. he just holds them clenched tight, fingernails digging into his palms. he's a complete puddle under you, his brain is sludge as he revels in the pleasure.

"is it good binnie," you coo at him. "am i being a real help like she was, hm?" you repeat his words back to him.

"'s good, it's so good-" is all he manages to get out, his words slurring together as his mouth hangs open on his sounds.

you lean down, crashing your lips against his for a heated kiss. "open," you mumble. and he obediently listens, sticking out his tongue as you grab his jaw. you spit into his mouth and he watches the string land on his tongue with a moan. he eagerly swallows it while staring at you lovingly when you let him go, hitting his cheek lightly in praise. he could've cum at that moment if he had permission to.

you fuck him unforgivingly, grinding your hips down in a way that's pleasurable for the both of you. soobin slowly thrusting upwards to meet your hips, forgetting all about your demand as he chases his release that was building up quickly.

"cum, please - ngh can i cum~" he cries, his eyes wet with the threat of tears from how fucking good he felt. god he was so close, but he wanted to be good - he can be good.

you giggle, reaching into his hair and tugging it again. soobin hisses in pain but his cock throbs at the same time. "already?" you tease. he nods with a pouty whine, looking up at you with his shiny eyes.

"i'm going to countdown from five, okay?" he nods again, blinking hazily and a tear runs down his face. he looks so pretty when he's fucked out like this. "be a good boy and hold it until then." soobin brightens up, his face practically glowing at the praise. he nods eagerly, his body vibrating beneath you as he anticipates his orgasm.

"five,"

you claw your fingers up his sides.

"four,"

you run them over his nipples, soobin squeaks.

"three,"

you drag them up to his neck, soobin tilts his head back to allow your more access. slowly, you apply pressure and he lets out a soft gasp and moan.

"two,"

soobin mumbles something you couldn't catch. you ask him to repeat himself and he gets shy before he says, "hit me again, please…" you laugh, making him turn red but who are you deny this beautiful boy that was taking everything you gave so well.

"one," at the same time, you slap his face with some force behind it. soobin feels like he's losing his mind when his orgasm hits him. his whole body convulses as the stinging in his cheek intensifies, his dick twitching endlessly as he fills you with cum.

his mind goes blank as he feels so fucking good, his body tingles and he feels lighter than he ever has. his eyes fluttering and he doesn't even try to contain his sounds. a mixture of moans and cries, the tears finally sliding down his face.

"good boy, such a good boy," you mumble praises as he rides through it, stroking his sore scalp gently and peppering tiny kisses all over his flushed face.

he breathes heavily as he finally calms down, his arms stiff from holding above his head for so long. he slowly moves them to wrap around your waist with a dopey smile. with the little strength he had in his weak arms, he pulls you down on top of him. he nuzzles into your neck, with a content sigh.

you still had lots to talk about but for now he wanted to bask in this euphoric feeling of being so close to you, your body on his. it was heavenly.

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yeonjun scowled, raising his hand in a threatening manner but didn’t harm the boy. he just rolled his eyes and sighed, “what's your idea of 'fun'?”

beomgyu pushed himself off the counter and smiled, his eyes locking onto an abandoned bottle next to the stove. he grabbed it and headed towards the living room, motioning for us to join him as he goes. he claims his spot on the floor in front of the couch.

with weary glances towards each other, you reluctantly shrug and go along with beomgyu's shenanigans. you locked eyes with soobin last, he was huddled by the fridge across from you, his bottle of soju almost gone. he blushes profusely when you make eye contact with him and shoot a small smile at him. he hurriedly follows behind taehyun who walked between the two of you, breaking the moment.

everyone gathers to sit in a circle, soobin timidly takes a spot between you and beomgyu. you could feel soobin’s eyes on you so you turn to say something, but he quickly looks away with dusty pink cheeks. you don't question it, you don't even get the time to as beomgyu begins talking.

“so,” beomgyu starts with a clap, he then holds up the empty bottle of soju. “we’ll spin the bottle and whoever it lands on blah blah blah, we all know how truth or dare works, right?”

kai jokingly raises his hand, “i don’t…” but quickly drops it with a laugh when beomgyu shoots daggers at him. he places the bottle on the floor and points at himself.

“i’ll spin first.” he twists the bottle and you all watch as it goes around twice before landing on you. everyone turns in your direction and you smile.

“truth or dare?” beomgyu asks.

you quickly reply, “truth.”

beomgyu puts on an exaggerated thinking face, tapping a finger against his mouth as he formulates a question. “mm, how many people have you kissed?”

the whole circle erupts in “ooohs”, except for soobin who slowly drew his legs up to his chest, arms wrapped around them as he stares at you. he waits expectantly for an answer, eyes wide and nibbling on his bottom lip.

“only two,” you say confidently and look at soobin. you don't know why that was your first instinct, but you couldn't bother to wonder when he reacted so cutely. he quietly gasped, pushing his head into his knees, hiding his face. he mumbles something that you couldn’t quite hear, the furrow to his brow adorable.

you reach in to spin the bottle, this time it lands on beomgyu, funnily enough, and he chooses dare. you dared him to chug an entire bottle of soju, and he did in record speed. he hiccups as he yells, “my turn again!” this time it lands on soobin.

“soobin soobin soobin,” beomgyu says, eyeing soobin with squinted eyes. “truth or dare?”

“t-truth…” he pretty much whispers, his fingers drumming against himself. he was scared admittedly, beomgyu was always up to something. beomgyu smiles, a knowing one before he asks his question.

“when was the last time you masturbated?” beomgyu asks and makes everyone laugh. it was like a joke that you weren't in on, confusion apparent on your face. soobin flusters, stammering and fumbling over his words as he shifts, crossing his legs in front of him and he flails his hands.

“i-i don’t wanna answer that…” his eyes cut to yours before he quickly looks away, blushing furiously now.

“come on soobin, it’s a simple question.” taehyun teases, he was sat across from soobin and he reached over to hit him on his leg. soobin shakes his head and wishes that he could get out this, what felt like to him, interrogation.

it wasn’t until you placed a hand on his thigh and squeezed it, you were going to tell him that he didn't have to answer and it was just a game. soobin tensed under you and his eyes widened before he blurted out, “y-yesterday.” slapping his hands to his face as he said it and everyone erupts into laughter. you didn’t though, instead you softly smiled and rubbed along his thigh.

“ya soobin, i didn’t know you were so naughty-” kai teases.

“did you have someone in mind?” beomgyu pushes further, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. soobin looks at him, eyes going wider and shaking his head wildly, causing another eruption of giggles from the others.

“t-that’s two questions,” he argues and takes the initiative by grabbing the bottle and spinning it, it lands on yeonjun. he picks truth, and like the sweet boy he is, soobin simply asks him what his biggest pet peeve was.

yeonjun rolled his eyes and called soobin a buzzkill before saying, “people who chimp out while playing truth or dare.” and grabs the bottle for the next round.

as the game continues, you noticed that whenever beomgyu got the bottle he would ask more provocative questions than the rest of the group. especially towards soobin, who now sat cross-legged with his hands in his lap. his face was red from alcohol and the excessive amounts of blushing he's been doing all night. his neck, exposed by the loose shirt he wore, had a layer of sweat on it and glistened in the light of the living room. his hair attractively messy, eyes crinkled in the corners, and smile wide as he laughed at something taehyun did.

it's not like you haven't noticed soobin before. you knew he was handsome, you always thought he was ever since you became friends. but looking at him now, you can't help but want to grab him by the face and kiss him, mess up his hair that looked too perfect and make his eyes crinkle with another kind of feeling…it must be the alcohol making you think this way.

you're brought back to reality by taehyun, who spins the bottle and it lands on soobin. he sighs, all laughter gone from his face as he tilts his head back and waits for another absurd question that would no doubt make him nervous.

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soobin was having a hard time right now. between this stupid game that he swears beomgyu only wanted to play to torture him and the way he's trying to ignore how you have been staring at him all night, he's struggling. he's trying his best to not to make eye contact as you bore holes into the side of his head. he didn't understand why you were staring at him so intensely, but he wished you would stop.

not because he didn't like it, but because he loved it. a lot.

it's not a hidden fact, at least to the guys, that he has a crush on you. they have known since the beginning, claiming that he always get googly eyes when you're around, which he didn't believe at all.he wasn't that weak, was he? but it got so bad that taehyun, yeonjun, beomgyu, and kai came up to him one day and simply asked the big question, "you have a crush on her, don't you?"

he couldn't even deny it if he wanted to. his face instantly turning pink as he turned his head, the rest of them laughing in his face, he didn't even have to say anything for them to know the answer. and since that day, they have made it their duty to tease and make fun of him for his crush, this game of truth or dare being no exception.

so getting this much attention from you, even if it was just staring, was making him delusional. he couldn't stop himself from getting just a little bit flustered.

when beomgyu asked him, "what's your biggest turn on?" he had to bite his lip to hold back what he wanted to say, which was when you looked at him, touched him, spoke to him… he could feel his pants getting a little tight at his thoughts and he had to place his hands in his lap to cover his growing hard-on.

he would take the safe route and just say, "kissing." looking at you, eyes drifting to your parted lips. it was a vague enough answer to get past the group and makes beomgyu hum. he would quickly look away from your mouth, embarrassed that he was getting turned-on just from his active imagination. maybe it was the alcohol…

soobin would then spin the bottle and have it land on kai, who chooses dare and he makes him grab him a water bottle from the kitchen. kai huffs, but a dare is a dare and he does it. it was really for soobin to wet his dry throat and cool down his heating body, pressing the cold drink against his skin.

when soobin gets another turn, after beomgyu admits that he has in fact accidentally sent a nude to someone and yeonjun gets dared to serenade the person to his left, which was kai, he's tense when he gets asked:

"soobin, is there anybody that you've thought about kissing?" he fights the urge to look at you, your eyes already on him. he swallows and his hands fidget where they rest in his lap. he doesn't have to answer who the person is, just if he has ever thought about it.

so he nods, face on fire and he slaps the cold bottle to his face and hopes it will bring the color down that he knows rose on his cheeks.

the boys all share a collective look, one that soobin isn't sure what it means but he gets nervous. his eyes flittering between their faces as they come to some sort of agreement. when soobin reaches for the bottle to spin, beomgyu grabs it before he could wrap his fingers around it.

"i want to spin again, just because it's fun!" he says, making soobin raise an eyebrow but he shrugs it off, thinking it's just beomgyu being drunk and lets him take his spin.

it felt almost calculated as he spun it, the bottle only turning once before it comes to a stop in front of you. he notices beomgyu crossing his fingers in hopes of something, when he asks if you would pick truth or dare. and he whispers a "yes" when you reply dare.

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you were a little taken aback at first, that was the last thing you were expecting beomgyu to say. your mouth dropped open in shock and your head immediately looked over to soobin whose expression matched yours.

"i dare you to kiss soobin." he had said with a smirk on his face.

"ya, b-beomgyu!" he shouts, looking at him with his jaw tense and a question in his eyes that you couldn't comprehend. beomgyu only smiles and leans over to pat soobin on the shoulder. you were honestly a little offended at soobin's reaction.

"okay," you say and soobin's head snaps towards you, his mouth opening and closing and eyes flittering as he tries to come up with words to say. "unless you don't want to, i won't make you do it."

"no, i-!" he starts, jumping in his spot and turning his body towards you before he lowers his voice, taehyun snickering at his outburst. "i-i just wasn't expecting him to say that…" he whispers this time, bowing his head to hide his embarrassment.

you turn your body to face him and reach a hand out, hooking a finger under his chin and lifting his head so he is looking at you. soobin's breath hitches and his cheeks felt like they were on fire. your eyes drift down to his pink lips that were parted, soobin's soft breathing could be felt on your fingers. everyone's eyes were on you, you could feel it, but you couldn't look away from soobin who looked absolutely fuckable right now.

soobin swallows when you lean in, mouths inches apart, his eyes squeezing tightly shut as he waits for you to make the next move. his heart is hammering in his chest, his whole body felt hot and his hands are shoved into his lap where his dick twitches. is he dreaming?

when your lips touch, tingles go down soobin's spine and it makes his back arch into the kiss. he pliantly opens his mouth and tilts his head, allowing your mouths to slide together. his lips were plush and soft against yours. you wanted to taste them.

tentatively, as to not scare soobin, you allow your tongue to trace along his bottom lip. when he quietly moans at the lick, you take the opportunity to shove your tongue into his mouth. the kiss was getting heated and quickly, as a sudden rush of need spreads through you.

you bring your other hand around soobin's neck and slot your fingers into his nape, not allowing him to push away from you.

and soobin is absolutely gone. he felt weak, his body like jello as he lets you attack his mouth, licking around and swirling your tongue with his. his hard-on in his jeans was almost painful as it pushed against the zipper. it was taking everything in him not to grind up into the palm of his hand. it wasn't until he let out a tiny whimper when you bit his lip gently that someone decided to say anything.

beomgyu cleared his throat, making soobin startle with his eyes flying open. when he comes back to reality, rapidly blinking his eyes and looking around, he's mortified when he remembers that he was a party, playing truth or dare…and he moaned, like an idiot, in front of his friends.

you let him go, removing your hands from his hair and face and awkwardly laugh. beomgyu and the others either had a blush on their face or where looking with mouths agape.

"hey, so i just remembered we had another exam to study for and i think we should go and get some rest so we can do that tomorrow," beomgyu explains as he stands up and gestures to the others with his eyes, eyes darting from them to the door. you miss the way kai, taehyun, and yeonjun all nod at him as they also start to get up.

"wait-so suddenly?" you ask, getting up and walking to beomgyu.

"uhh, yeah! we totally forgot about it and don't wanna fail, you know?" he scratches the back of his neck as he speaks, avoiding eye contact with you. all you could do was nod, since you understood, you also had exams to study for.

they all make their way to the door and put their shoes on, soobin trails slowly behind them. you stop him before he could bend down to put his on, placing a hand on his arm. "you're leaving too?" you look at him with faux sadness on your face.

soobin flusters, his face once again going pink as he pauses, his eyes sliding over to his friends who were all shaking their head in unison. beomgyu making an 'x' with his arms in exaggeration.

"i-i don't have to, i'm not in that class with them…" he says.

you reach up and brush some hair that had fallen into his dark brown eyes, making soobin's heart race and his legs feel like jello, "i don't want you to go." you almost whisper and soobin bites his lip to hold back a whine that was crawling up his throat.

"okay, we're gonna head out now! see you guys later!" yeonjun says before speeding off, the others close behind as they make way to their respective cars. you can hear some claps and snickering as you close the door and turn back to soobin.

he was rocking on his heels, fiddling with his fingers. he cheeks were puffed out and his eyes dart everywhere around the room. you saunter towards him, getting close enough to where your bodies were pressed together and he had no choice but to acknowledge your presence. he angles his hips back a bit as he felt his dick throb at the feeling of your breasts pushing against him.

he was taller than you when standing so you had to tilt your head back when you asked, "shall we continue where we left off, i was really enjoying that kiss…" softly smiling and sliding your fingers up his arm, leaving a trail a goosebumps behind.

soobin couldn't believe this was happening, it was all he has ever longed for. he never thought he would get to this point. he was content with being a hopeless loser, never confessing as he was too shy to speak about his feelings. there was no words in his brain, he couldn't think with you this close to him. he instead would nod, his breath stutters as he did so.

wrapping your arms around his neck, you rise up on your tippy toes to be able to reach his mouth. your lips finding each other easily, kissing like you never even stopped.

it didn't take long for tongues to be swapped and the wet sounds of your lips smacking against eachother become almost obscene in the quiet house. soobin's hands eventually find your waist and every now and then his fingers would tangle in the fabric of your shirt, when he felt a little too dizzy.

he would bring you almost impossibly closer, hips against hips… his hard-on rubbing against you as he gently rolls them forward with a breathy moan into your mouth.

"soobin," you whisper to him, breaking the kiss. soobin was breathless as he hopelessly chased after you, eyebrows furrowed as he stares at you. his cheeks were flushed and lips swollen, he looked so pretty. "do you want to take this to my room?" you ask, bringing your hand around to trace your thumb along his bottom lip, soobin's tongue sneakily licking your finger as he nods.

no time was wasted as you take him by the hand and walk him down the hall to your bedroom. you were glad that you decided to clean the space earlier this week, you weren't expecting company in here. you especially weren't expecting the company to be your long-time friend.

he follows your footsteps, stumbling a little in excitement. he can hardly contain himself. his heart was beating wildly and his dick painfully hard.

once in the room, you whirl soobin around and gently push him onto the bed, he lands with a grunt. you climb and hover over him, sliding your hands up his body as you make your way up to find his mouth again. as you clash lips, you bring a hand down to place it over his bulge. soobin's hips twitch into your touch, his breath getting caught in his throat as you run your fingers along his prominent length.

with the same hand you unzip his jeans and before you make the next move you ask soobin, "is this okay?"

his eyes were glazed over and he slowly blinked, shaking his head and saying, "you have no idea how long i've been wanting this." you don't quite understand what he means, but he gave you the consent you needed to continue. you were a little too impatient so you pull soobin's dick from the pocket of his boxers, instead of completely stripping him, and start to stroke him slowly, spreading the pooling precum down his length.

"fuck," soobin hisses, thrusting his hips up into your hand to get more friction. his hands flying to rest on your waist, his hold on your tight. he tilts his head back, his eyes fluttering from the pleasure.

just watching him makes the ache between your legs intense, it was becoming hard to ignore and soobin looked so good under you that you wanted more…

you stop touching him, earning a whine from the boy, but you ignore him as you strip out of your bottoms. soobin watches with wide eyes, his cheeks getting darker as you take off your pants. you would've laughed at how his dick twitched at the sight of you if you weren't trying to be on top of it.

once off, you climb back over him and hover just above his tip. soobin lets out a needy moan when his tip drags along the wetness of you, grinding up against you.

"ready?" you ask, aligning him with you. he eagerly nods, his hands on your hips and he was almost tempted to push you down himself, but he could be patient. he didn't want to ruin a moment he thought he would never get. bit by bit you sink onto his dick. he loudly gasps when he first enters, eyes rolling back at how warm and tight you felt around him.

it's everything he's been wanting since he first met you and he… he was about to blow it! as soon as you reached the base of his cock, ready to move he could feel his orgasm fast approaching. if you move so suddenly, too quickly, he'll…

"wait!" he shouts, his grip on your hips almost bruising as he taps his fingers against your skin and wiggling his toes as a distraction so he wouldn't completely ruin the moment.

you look at him and then at his hands, puzzled. you tilt your head, asking what's wrong with a slight movement of your hips that makes soobin whine. he doesn't speak right away, he takes a second to calm his breathing down. he cracks his eyes open when he thinks he's chilled out enough, but it's quickly lost when he catches sight of you on him, looking down at him with that worried expression that for some reason turned him on and made him aware that his dick was currently deep inside you.

"just… give me a second." he quietly says, slipping his eyes back shut.

you catch on as you feel him continuously twitch inside of you. you have to hold back a laugh as the realization hits you. "are you…close to cumming already?" you tease him, a little laugh escaping. soobin lets out a sound between a groan in embarrassment and a moan of pleasure as your laughing caused you to move slightly.

you get close to his face and poke him on the cheek, right where his dimple would be. he opens an eye and gets startled by how close you were. you laugh, smiling widely and soobin has to turn away, biting his lip and praying that he wouldn't cum.

"so, what did you mean earlier?"

"hm?" he hums.

"when you said 'you have no idea how long you've been wanting this'?" you quote him and watch as soobin's face gets visibly pink. he brings his hands up to cover his face, orgasm forgotten as he gets shy. you move his hands from his face, grabbing them by his wrists and holding them above his head.

he mumbles at first, turning his face into the pillow and letting his voice get muffled through the fluffy material.

"what was that?"

he huffs, squeezing his shut once again. "i said, i may have had a crush on you…for a while now." he whispers the last part.

you were taken aback. soobin had a crush on you? how did you not find out about it, how did you not notice, how did the others not tell you they are terrible at holding secrets?! you think back to when you first met soobin and how he would act towards you leading up to this moment and gasp. even tonight, during the party, the way gets timid around you, always following you or stealing glances in your direction. but that would also mean…

"so when beomgyu asked who you thought about when ma-"

soobin cuts you off, "when i masturbated, yes it was you…" he confesses.

your heartbeat picked up and you felt tingles spread down to your toes. soobin worried his bottom lip as he tried to read your reaction. were you upset or angry with him? he wishes he could hide or runaway right now, but he can't when he's trapped under you and his hands were still pinned above his head.

he starts to get worried and goes to say something, an apology first. but gets shocked when you lean down to kiss him once again. even if his lips hurt from all the kissing, he wouldn't complain. a loud moan gets poured into your mouth when you start to move, raising your hips and slamming them back down onto soobin. you start to move in a constant rhythm, each roll of your hips driving both you and him crazy.

"s-so good, it's so good…" he constantly moans out, his own hips starting to move upwards and meeting yours. his hard thrusts punch out tiny moans from you that only spur him on.

you let go of his wrists and place them on his shoulders from stability as you fuck him, his hands flying to caress your sides and breasts. the combination of soobin thrusting into you, reaching the deepest parts of you and his hands rubbing along your body brings you close to your orgasm.

you look down at soobin, he looked so lewd. all messy and losing himself under just from some riding, it was huge turn. "you're making me feel so good, soobin," you moan into his ear.

soobin could feel himself getting closer and quickly, his thrusts getting sloppier and his moans sounding more desperate. "fuck, 'm gonna cum…" he brokenly moans.

his eyes don't leave you, watching every expression that passes across your face. he doesn't want to miss any part of this, focused on making you feel as good as you were making him feel.

"me too, you're fucking me so good." you moan out, kissing him once again and letting him take control, pounding into you quicker and harder. it only took one particularly hard thrusts for you to cum and the sound of you loudly moaning makes soobin reach his orgasm, his breath hitting your face aggressively. his hips twitch as he fills you with ropes of cum, his legs shaky underneath you.

"holy shit…" he sighs as he comes down from his high, still thrusting weakly into you even though he was sensitive. he didn't want it to end, it felt so good.

you breathily laugh, catching your breath while massaging soobin's shoulders. you peck his face, making him smile and so you leave a kiss on his dimples. god, how you loved his dimples.

you pause and lean back to stare at him. soobin mouths 'what' still smiling.

"i like you too." you say what soobin couldn't, brushing soobin's hair back gently as you say it. soobin's eyes brighten up and his smile grows wider at your words, his dick twitching while still inside you. "maybe i always have…" you add.

soobin brings you down into a hug, pressing your body tightly against his in a tight embrace. you both laugh and then freeze when the movement brings you both back to the position you were currently in.

you look at each other.

"want to go again?" he asks with a smirk, rocking his hips up into you.

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soobin doesn't know when he became so much bigger than you. when the two of you first started dating a couple of years ago, he was hardly taller than you. your shoulders were mere inches apart. but, suddenly without him noticing things started to change. you would often have to rise on your tippy-toes to reach his mouth or tilt your head back a little bit further to make eye contact with him.

it wasn't until one day when you were on top of him, his cock deep inside of you as you swiveled your hips. soobin's large hands would come out to land on your waist, nearly engulfing it. the comparison drove him crazy, it made him cum quicker than he had intended. and when you would ask what happened, he would get shy and hide under the safety of your shared blanket while panting heavily.

since then, whenever the two of you would do things like this it's all soobin can focus on. how he was so tall, yet can be broken down into a whimpering mess by someone who was smaller than him. you grab him by the chin and bring his face towards yours, pulling him in closer. soobin swallows, his eyes flitting around your face as he nibbles on his bottom lip.

"does it make you nervous when i stare?" you ask him, pressing your thumb onto his lip and popping it from between his teeth. soobin flushes deeper, shaking his head while blinking slowly. "you keep turning away from me." you fake pout, sticking out your bottom lip to exaggerate.

soobin open his mouth to speak, but gets distracted by your surging forward and kissing him. you waste no time in shoving your tongue into his mouth, swirling it around with his and soobin can't hold back his moans. his eyes falling shut and his hand finding solace on your hip.

his skin prickles at how his fingers span along the curve, his cock twitching between the two of you. he uses his other hand to squeeze himself before he came like a loser just from touching your soft skin. when you pull back, soobin is left chasing after your lips with ragged breaths. he cracks his eyes open and finds you giggling, which makes him blush.

"hands off." you command him and soobin immediately takes his hand off of his cock, placing them at his sides. he gets excited, his fingers twitching in the sheets and his legs quiver just the slightest bit.

soobin gasps when you take him into your hands, wrapping both of your fists around his already throbbing cock. his head falls back against the headboard and his hips rock up into your grip with a breathy groan. you hum at the same time, starting to stroke him with your hands.

"look soobin," you call out to him. soobin lifts his head a tad and lowers his eyes, his toes curling at the scene. "two hands and they hardly cover your cock." you smile. soobin moans and closes his eyes but it was too late. the image of your dainty hands barely being able to wrap around him was already burned into his head.

"you're so big," you mutter, making soobin whine. your surprised when his hips kick up at the sentence, his cock spurting out fresh precum that you spread down his length. you raise an eyebrow in confusion, wondering what about what you said made him react in such a way. "you like when i tell you how big you are?" you ask.

soobin gasps, not expecting your voice to be so close as you whispered into his ear. he shivers, his ears burning as he timidly nods his head. "i-yes i like it." he admits. you don't even have to tell him, just seeing the difference between you and him did enough, but hearing it was another layer that he didn't know he needed.

"yeah?" you smirk, suddenly removing your hands off of his cock and stripping out of your damp panties before moving so that you were sitting on soobin. soobin blinks at you with wide eyes, his chest heaving as your tiny frame hovered upon his larger one. how large his cock looked.

he hisses when you start to slide down on him, moaning as his cock stretches you out. his lolling back so the he is able to look up at you, the angle making his heart thrum in his chest rapidly. he swallows when he finds you staring down at him, a smirk playing on your lips.

"not so big and tall now, hm?" you purr, leaning in over him. tracing your finger along his pretty face features along his face. his saliva-slick lips part on a moan at your words while shaking his head.

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you wonder how long he has been sitting there as you catch your breath, clutching your chest. you swallow before speaking, "you scared the shit out of soobin, what are you doing in here?" it wasn't uncommon for your friend of many years to be in your room of the dorm the two of you shared, but it was strange that he was sitting in the dark.

he turns towards you slowly and lifts his head. you pause when you take in his appearance, he looked visibly upset. his eyes were red and his bottom lip was quivering, you could also see that there were tear tracks that stained his cheeks as if he already cried. his nose was raw like he been rubbing it and his shoulders slumped inward.

"i…" he starts, sucking in his bottom lip to stop himself from sobbing again. "i'm sorry, i just…wanted to wait here for you to come home." he finishes, turning his face away from you with a sniffle.

you make your way towards him, sitting next to him on the bed and instinctively rub circles into the small of his back. "you don't have to apologize." you smile even though he can't see it. you watch as he brings his sleeve to his face and notice that it comes back wet with fresh tears. "may i ask if something happened, are you okay?" you gently ask.

"not really…" he mumbles.

"do you want to talk about it, you don't have to if you don't want to." and it was true, you only wanted to be a source of comfort for the clearly upset boy and if he didn't want to say anything, you weren't going to make him. he would likely end up telling you on his own time anyway.

he timidly nods before speaking. "you remember that girl i was talking to…" he begins, his voice small. you nod your head and he continues. "well, i met up with her today just for her to tell me that i wasn't her type."

your hand pauses on his back with a frown creeping onto your face, causing soobin to turn towards you his eyes wide and glistening. "w-was that too weird to tell you?" he says, preparing to apologize and get up to leave. he was already embarrassed and wanted to spare himself from being even more so.

"no! no, i was just caught of guard is all." you reply, continuing to soothe him with your hand. soobin nods and looks away from you again, snuffling. you frown deepened as you thought about what he just told you. how couldn't they find soobin attractive, have they seen him? of course, there's subjective beauty and all that but…

"i'm sure you're plenty of other people's type." you respond, hoping that it would provide some comfort. it seemed to only make the matter worse though as soobin leans forward and places his face in his hands while shaking his head. you raise your eyebrows in shock at the sudden movement, your hand pausing in the air where soobin's back just was.

"yeah but, she said told me that i wasn't pretty." he says, his voice trembling and muffled behind his palms.

well that's bullshit. and pretty rude for someone to say to someone, let alone to the person you know might have feelings for you. a part of you was happy that they revealed their true self, but upset that it was at the cost of your best friends feelings. soobin is gorgeous, the most beautiful person you know and you make sure to voice that to him.

"hey," you say, pulling him up and making him face you. he had a pout on his face and fresh tears building up in his eyes. you brows twitch and you rub your thumb under his eye, you can't let soobin go around being mopey cause some idiot doesn't think he's pretty. "you're like the prettiest person i've ever seen, honest."

soobin blinks with a small scoff and that makes you upset. you're not sure why you were upset that soobin didn't think so, but it was a little unnerving to say the least.

"i'm being serious, you're so…" you cup his soft cheek with your hand and soobin leans into the touch, looking up at you through his wet lashes. your breath catches and your eyes drift down to his mouth, leaning forward just a tiny bit. soobin's eyelids flutter as he also starts to lean in, before catching himself and pulling back with a sheepish look on his face.

"it's okay," you whisper, taking off his hood and wrapping your hand around the back of his head. you slide your fingers into the hairs at the nape of his neck and bring him in closer. "is this okay with you?" you ask, lips inches apart and soobin blinks at you while his face quickly turns pink.

he nods and licks his dry bottom lip, "why are you doing this?" he asks, and he sounded genuinely curious as to why you were touching him so tenderly and wanting to kiss him like he wasn't the definition of beauty personified. you always thought so, stealing glances at him ever since you've known him. you never wanted to cross the line though, push the boundaries that you felt the two of you were confined in, just friends.

you shrug and answer honestly, "i don't like when you're sad and i don't like seeing you cry. plus i like being this close to you." soobin blinks rapidly at your words, his fingers fidgeting in his lap.

"well, 'm not sad…" he mumbles with a sniffle that contradicts his words and you hold back a giggle. "i'm just not pretty according to her."

you grunt, "she's a fucking dumb ass."

"maybe they're right," he looks down with a hollow smile playing on his lips and you drop your hand with a sigh.

"she's not," you insist and soobin's eyes trail back up to your face. "you're the definition of pretty, everything about you is pretty. you've got - you're just - " you huff in frustration, heat rising up your face and soobin's eyes widen in slight amusement.

his eyebrows crease when he speaks, "are you okay? i think you're more upset than me about this." his laughs comes out dry.

you roll your eyes at him and grab his hands, caressing the back of it with your thumb. "maybe i am, i just need you to know how pretty you are. you have to know, okay?"

"okay, but…" he starts, his voice trailing off. it's hardly a whisper when he starts his next sentence. "will you tell me what about me is pretty?" he looks at you with his wide eyes, his bottom lip jutting out cutely. he looked so pure and innocent.

"i think everything about you is pretty," you say, removing your hand from his to bring it back to his face. your fingers gently trace his lips and soobin twitches. "your smile."

"i don't think my smile i-"

"i wasn't done talking." you admonish.

soobin obediently shuts his mouth, swallowing hard. there's a new light shining in his eyes when you say that, they look glazed-over. the corners of his mouth twitch as he blinks at you slowly and you notice the way his breathing gets heavier.

"your lips…" you bite yours as your press your thumb against soobin's, tugging on it. soobin can feel his eyelids getting heavy as he pants against your finger. "you have the prettiest lips, so full and always slick since your always licking them."

"you must spend a lot of time thinking about my lips," he replies, his voice airy when he speaks.

"how couldn't i," soobin can't hold back the tiny moan that came out of his mouth at the admission. "you have a very distracting mouth."

"i've distracted you?" he asks, as if he doesn't know the effect he has on you right now. as he leans towards you and into your space, you can feel a rush of heat run through your body. you nod your head while caressing all over his face.

"i really want to kiss you right now…" you whisper, your breath fanning across his face and making him shiver. his eyes flicker to your mouth before making eye contact again. "really bad, i really want to make you feel good and show you just how pretty you are to me." you can't control the words that flow out of your mouth not that you started talking, soobin didn't mind though. he liked the rush of warmth that spread through his body and down to his cock as you admit how you feel about him.

"how?" soobin voice comes out soft as he moves further onto the bed, turning to face you. you do the same and push him back onto the soft comforter, hovering over him so close that your bodies are inches apart. his heart feels like it's about to beat out of his body, his chest rising and falling faster than it ever has in his entire life.

"soobin," you splay your hand against his tummy, right above the waistband of his pajama pants. soobin's sharply inhales when your hand slides under it and you place your hand on his prominent bulge. "is this because of me?"

soobin feels like his face on fire, turning his head to the side to try to hide from you. "yeah, i-i'm sorry…"

"you apologize a lot." you shake your head, your fingers wrapping around his length through his boxers. soobin bites back a moan as your warm hand engulfs him.

"do you always get this hard when someone touches you?" you ask him.

"n-no," he stutters over his words, his face getting pinker and his hands twitching at their sides. "i guess i'm just really attracted to you." he breathes.

"yeah?" he nods, his tongue sliding across his bottom lip. his cock was starting to ache as it strained against his boxers, the anticipation that was running through his body almost getting too much. he was so turned that it was a little hard for him to think right now.

"what do you wanna do… to me?" soobin tentatively asks, his words coming out slow as to not ruin the moment. god, he really didn't want this to end.

you smile, a teasing one that makes soobin's breath catch. "what do i wanna do to you," it was getting hot as the two of you panted heavily between each other, your hand itching to do anything to him but not wanting to scare him. your fears parallel to soobin's own. "a lot. i wanna taste you. i wanna touch you all over. i wanna make you-"

you're cut off by soobin surging forward, your train of thought lost. he wraps both of his arms around your neck and pulls you down onto him, smashing your lips together. it's heated and a little salty from the tears that have dried against his. soobin whines, his mouth parting further and allowing the kiss to get deeper.

"fuck," he sighs against your mouth. you remove your hand from his pants and grab onto his slim waist, slotting a leg between his thighs. soobin gasps, his hips instinctively grinding up against you with a whimper.

you catch the sound, kissing him again. you slip your tongue into his mouth and he reciprocates, dancing his tongue around with yours. his shaky hands finding your waist as he ruts against your leg desperately. as much as you want to make him cum like this, you would rather take advantage of this moment and touch him as much as you can now that you had him.

you lean back, breaking the kiss and soobin pouts which makes you laugh. you run your hands down his body as you sit up and take in soobin's debauched appearance. he already looked fucked out, his hair disheveled from the pillow underneath his head, his face rosy and his lips plump from all the kissing.

"you still with me?" you teasingly ask him.

soobin nods his head rapidly, his sweater-pawed hands coming up to cover his face. there's a question in your eyes that you wanted to ask and you decide to before doing anything else. "hey, before we do anything else i have to ask… are you okay with this? i-i mean i know we just kissed and all, but i need to be sure. i don't want you to feel li-"

soobin giggles behind his hands, "do you think i would be this hard if i didn't want to do this?" he asks, gesturing to his hard-on and that makes you smile and your worries fade away at his reassuring words. you don't waste anytime once you get his consent. you remove soobin's pajama pants and then his boxers.

soobin hums, relieved that his cock is freed from their constraints. you press your hands against his supple thighs and run them along the soft skin. you slide down until you're in front of his cock. it was much bigger than you imagined, not that you fantasized about your best friends dick often. it was thick and heavy, flush from his arousal.

you wrap your hand around it and soobin moans, his cock jerking in your hand and you look up to watch soobin's expression. his eyes were fluttering and his head was tilting back, his pink lips parted on a drawn-out moan. you start to stroke him, tantalizingly slow and teasing.

"mmph,"

you lean forward, sticking out your tongue to lick the bead of precum that starts to drip down his cock. you run your tongue leisurely over the head, lapping at the slit while jerking the rest of him with your hand. soobin is so pretty, makes such pretty sounds as you work him.

"please," soobin breaths, sliding a hand into your hair and tugging the strands a bit. he pulls your head back and looks you in the eye, you stare back into his glossy wide ones. "please stop teasing me."

"okay," you comply with a smile, lapping up more precum before popping his head into your mouth. soobin sucks in a breath, his back rising off the bad as you suck on it. you trace your tongue along the vein on the underside of his cock and you can hear a cacophony of stuttery moans as you sink further onto him, the grip in your hair getting tighter.

you quite enjoy the feel of soobin's cock in your mouth. his reactions to you are so hot and the way he leaks into your mouth turns you on more than it should. you moan, bobbing your head along his cock. it might be a little sloppy, but soobin doesn't care as he thrusts his hips up into your mouth gingerly.

"waitwaitwait-" soobin chants, suddenly pulling you off his cock. you hum around his tip and raise an eyebrow at him. he was chewing on his bottom lip and avoiding eye contact with you, he seemed to be finding the right words to say. "i…it's just-"

"mhmm," you encourage him to keep talking, your tongue still licking at his head and your hand touching the rest of his cock which distracts him, allowing his words to flow out of his mouth a little easier.

"it's just that, i was wondering if you would maybe…fuck me?" he sighs, his words a little whiny as you stroked him. you couldn't hold back the laugh that bubbled out of your throat, which makes soobin's face fall. he avoids eye contact with you, his face hot with embarrassment.

"sorry, i wasn't laughing at you i promise. i was laughing because, isn't it obvious that i want to fuck you?" you let the honesty pour out of your mouth and soobin's face softens as you looks you in the eye. he leans in to kiss you again, a heated make out session that lasts for a while. until soobin can't contain himself and needs more.

he pulls back and removes his hoodie that was making him hot, leaving him naked and vulnerable in front of you. "a-are you going to take anything off?" he asks. you smile with a nod, removing everything but your oversized t-shirt and then moving to straddle his waist.

you run your hands over soobin's exposed chest and pull out tremor from him when your fingernails graze past his nipples softly. his breathing speeds up the longer you caress his body, his cock twitching against your cunt.

"have you ever… thought about me like this before?" you ask, skimming your fingertips along his sides and making him writhe underneath you.

soobin licks his bottom lip, gasping when you move your hips and his cock catches on your hole. "i mean… maybe one time." he admits sheepishly. you couldn't fight the grin that was making it's way onto your face and soobin blushes.

"yeah?"

"yeah- it was on a day you came back from dance practice," soobin says and you attempt to wrack your memory, but you were in dance pretty often. "it was a rainy day, you probably didn't check the forecast or something. he sucks in a breath when your fingers wander around his hips- " anyways, you had on some short-shorts and a-" he blushes violently now. "a white tank top."

"and what about my tank top?"

"it was just- it was all soaked from the rain and i could… i could see a lot, okay?" he admits, his words coming out rushed.

"and?"

"and i maybe jerked off later to the thought of it." soobin snaps, shy. he pushes your shoulder lightly and you laugh, cooing at him and peppering little kisses along his face. soobin looked so cute all huffy and pouting, it was really doing something for you. you push back against him, letting his cock slide in between your folds and it's so sticky from the amount of precum.

you take his hand in yours and rest it on your stomach, "do you wanna touch them?" you ask. soobin's eyes widen and his brain might have short-circuited a little. he nods his head slowly and watches as you slide his hand under your shirt and up your sides until he reaches your breasts. he moans when they touch, his fingers lightly holding onto the flesh.

"so soft…" he says under his breath as he touches them, his cock pulsing. your skin starts to feel hot as he touches you, little moans slipping past out your mouth as you grind against his cock.

"you sure you want to do this?" you ask for reassurance once last time before the two of you cross the line you were always scared to. his other hand comes up to hold onto your waist, his fingers flexing against it.

"please," soobin keens. it sends a tingle down your spine. you let your hands drag down his torso as you admire his pretty body while rubbing against his cock. "please hurry before i cum like this."

you giggle with a wink towards him, "maybe next time you can cum like this." you reach between the two of you to smear the precum that gathered along the length of his cock, lubing him up with his own liquid. you hold him and align him with your entrance, teasing him by rubbing against it, his lips opening on a pretty 'o' at the wetness. you slide down onto his slowly until your flush against each other.

"holy shit," soobin feels like he could see stars. he feels good, like really really good as your tight cunt sucks him in so nicely. it's hot and dizzying, it's so good. you start to move, raising your hips and dropping them in steady movements. soobin feels like he can cum at any second, the loud and squelching sounds only make it worse. "it feels really fucking good." he mumbles.

"mm, i know baby. are you going to be able to last, hm?" you purr at him.

soobin chokes when he thrusts his hips up to meet yours, skin slapping against skin. "i-i don't know i don't know, i just feel really fucking good." he repeats. you lean forward a little, your hands coming out to run your fingers through his hair and pushing back the sweaty strands.

"you look really good too, so pretty." you rest your palm against his cheek and he turns his head to kiss your palm softly while nodding in agreement. when he turns back towards you his eyes look a little wet. like he was about to start crying again. you brush your thumb under it, hoping to catch any tears that may fall.

soobin plants his feet for a better angle on the bed, fucking up into you as you bring your hips down and swivel them against him. it was a slow pace at first, and it drove soobin crazy. he was hardly hanging on, his eyes closing shut at some point and his hold on you almost bruising.

"harder, please. more," soobin pleads and the both of you start to move faster, and he chants your name over and over, it's the only thing he can say right now. it gets louder each time. you couldn't take your eyes off of him, he looked so good getting fucked, from his disheveled hair to his flushed face and sweaty body, he was so sexy.

"you look so sexy like this," you mutter your thoughts aloud. your hand coming to press flat against his chest. you take the pads of your fingers and circle over his pert nipples, before dragging them down his sides and back up along his sensitive neck.

he feels like he is about to cum, excited and desperate as if he's never fucked someone before. he wantonly moans with each push in. "oh my god-" he gasps, his breath catching in his throat.

"c-cumming," he announces. his body trembling as he shoots deep inside of you with one final thrust. you can feel each spurt of hot cum and each throb of his cock as he empties himself. little whimpers and whines continuously sliding past his lips as he cums.

the feeling of him cumming inside of you bring you to your orgasm, a quick shout of his name coming out as your legs tremble from the intense orgasm. soobin groans under you from the overstimulation of you squeezing around his cock, his fingers tapping against your sides and his toes curling.

he pants when he comes down and laughs as he says, "fuck..." he reaches a hand up to brush back his hair.

"so?" you ask, smiling at him.

"so what?"

"do you believe me now when i say you're pretty." he pretends to think about it, pursing his lips and tapping his finger against his mouth.

"i'll be honest- until you said something, i totally forgot the whole reason why i was sad in the first place." it makes you laugh and he laughs with you as you lay down on top of him, resting your head on his sweaty chest.

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