Tags: Meet Ugly, Steve and Dustin are brothers, pre-relationship
Written for the STWG daily drabble prompt: not a meet cute but a meet ugly
This is not at all how Steve pictured his Saturday going. He could be anywhere, instead, heās standing in a comic book shop, fighting over a toy with another grown man who looks like heās going to beat Steve over the head with it.
āLet go!ā the guy yells, trying to tug the action figure out of Steveās hands
āNo, you let go!ā Steve yells back, yanking it back. He has to give the guy props, though. Heās just as relentless as Steve is.
The guy sputters, an attractive shade of pink coloring his cheeks as his curly hair falls in his face. Wait, what? āFuck off, why are you even here? Donāt you belong in a gym or something?ā
Steve scoffs, still yanking. āDoes it matter why Iām here? Just let go already!ā
Dustin had been asking for this action figure for months now, talking about it and showing Steve newspaper clippings and TV commercials. Steve, being the good big brother he is, promised their mom that he would do his best to get it for him for his upcoming birthday. Heād be damned if he was going to let some punk, albeit a very attractive punk, take it away from him. Why did they only put three out on the shelf anyway?
They play tug of war for another few minutes, until the bewildered clerk, who had been watching their exchange, finally butts in and says, āUh, I think I might have another one in the back? Can you wait here?ā
They both nod, neither of them letting go of the toy. āI wish he would have said that in the first place,ā Steve grouses, watching the clerk disappear behind a door. āWhy they only put out a couple of copies of a toy I will never understand.ā
Itās Hot Guyās turn to sputter. āToy? TOY? This, sir, is the limited edition statue of Kas the Betrayer that Wizard of the Coast put out to celebrate the anniversary of his DnD release! Not that you would care about any of that, you troglodyte.ā
Steve has no idea what any of that means. āOh, so thatās why Dustin wanted it. Makes sense now. He loves that guy.ā
āWait, itās not for you?ā
āUh, no? Itās for my kid brotherās birthday. He loves that Dorks and Dragons game and he ran a Kas⦠uh⦠campaign? Last year? It was his first time. Kas is kind of a big deal to him.ā
The other guy starts to look a little contemplative, but thatās when the clerk appears with another, much less rankled looking box. Steve immediately lets the one in his hands go and takes that one instead. āThanks, man. I appreciate it.ā
The clerk shrugs and heads back behind the counter. Meanwhile, Hot Guy tugs his hair in front of his face. āUh, look. Iām sorry I said such shitty things over a toy. Itās just, Kas is kind of a big deal to me too. You could have just said.ā
Steve waves him off. āNo worries, I get it. But now we both have one.ā He pauses and considers a second. Itās worth a shot. āYou could make it up to me over lunch in the food court.ā
Hot Guyās eyes go wide. āAre you serious?ā
Okay, wow. āWell, I was, but you can just say no, you donāt have to-ā
āNo, no, no!ā Hot Guy says, waving his arms around, nearly dropping the box he fought so hard for. āNo, Iād like that. Eddie,ā he says, holding out a hand. That pretty pink flush is back. Steve kind of wants to see how far it goes down.
āSteve. Now letās go, before any more wayward nerds decide they want to fight us over these.ā
Eddie, dork that he is, bows and motions towards the cash register, āBy your leave, my prince.ā
Steve rolls his eyes. He always did like the nerdy ones.
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āWhereās my Hellfire shirt?ā Eddie shouts from the bedroom, clearly starting to panic. Theyāre already late, and Steve glances down from his cup of coffee to take in the black and red splashed across his chest. Heās been wearing it all morning, but apparently Eddie hasnāt been paying any attention.Ā
āEds,ā Steve calls, walking down the hall. āEddie.āĀ
Heās crouched like a goblin on the floor by the closet, digging through piles of clothes frantically. āI canāt find it anywhere!ā
āEddie, look at me.ā
āI donāt have time, Steve! Fuckingā help me look!āĀ
āEds.āĀ
āWhat?!ā
āLook up.āĀ
Eddie glances at Steveās face, then drops his eyes to his torso. āAre you kidding me? Why didnāt you say anything!āĀ
āI didnāt know you were looking for it.āĀ
Eddie stands and huffs, then stalks over to Steveās drawer and pulls out a polo. āWell, you steal my shit, I steal yours.āĀ
āYou know the kids are going to make fun of you, right?ā Steve points out, watching Eddieās hair poof out through the neck-hole as he tugs it over his head.Ā
Eddie flips him the bird as he throws his battle vest over the polo, a bizarre contrast he doesnāt seem to notice.
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Death had visited Hawkins many times in the last few years, far too many times for their liking if they were being honest.
The twisted and unnatural things that had gone on within that small town were against Nature and Death was a part of Nature.
The cycle of the world was just one great big event of Life and Death but there had been so much here.
They remembered coming for Barbara Holland and though it might have seemed unfair, it was her time. Death didnāt take anyone before their time but at the very least they tried to bring her some peace, letting her see the stars one last time from underneath the water of the pool and letting the stars see her right back, twinkling above her as the water held her close.
Bobās passage was less gentle. Stuck inside where nature couldnāt reach, torn and shredded and in agony, but still, Death tried to make his passing less terrifying, softly caressing his face and enveloping him in their dark wings quickly, not wanting him to be in pain any longer than he needed to be.
The others after that were more difficult.
A great big mess of people in a damp basement who did not deserve to go the way they did, disintegrating into a sludge of bodies, only to be puppeteered by a vile excuse for a human, then killed again. Nature had been forced to twist away from that one.
Death couldnāt do anything for them, no matter how they tried, there were just too many and too quickly, but still they hugged them all close and brought them to their passing.
It was times like those when Death wondered if their quiet, curious fascination with human life was something that was even worth continuing.
Humanity had such a talent for killing each other en masse and Death would be forced to observe, along with the grass and the trees and the clouds and the wind.
But humanity kept pulling their focus back. There was such a capacity for them to love each other too, even though sometimes they were hated for it.Ā
For the simple act of love.
Death watched as the two boys, children themselves really, though forced to become so much older, parted with a kiss at the Quarry, forced into a clandestine meeting after they had saved the world because of other peopleās hate.
The wind tried to push them away, urging them to run, to move faster, to push themselves out of the series of events barrelling towards them but the boys just laughed, brushing hair from each otherās face before leaning in again.
The Quarry echoed up towards them, hoping to spook them into jumping into their own cars and peeling out of there at high speed, but the boys didnāt notice, too wrapped up in each other.
The evening sky watched on in silence, unable to do anything about the incoming storm and the small group gathering on the other side of town, ignorant and fearful and wanting to hurt in return.
Death had visited Eddie Munson before, just once. Not to take him, but to help him hold on. It wasnāt his time to die, no matter what others in the town thought.Ā
The boy was loud and brash and passionate, bursting at the seams with life and energy and light and Death didnāt want to see that pass unnecessarily. They refused to take him before they were due to.
They had leaned down, brushing a light kiss against his lips and had stepped back as his friends and one boy in particular threw themselves down next to him.
Steve Harrington had received multiple visits from Death over the years.Ā
Their first meeting had come on the tail end of a vicious beating and a plate over the head. The ground below him had shuddered with the impact and while the children around him screamed and he lay unconscious on the floor, Death had flapped their wings and flared that dying spark of life back up into a flame.
Barely a year later they had gone underground and brushed their fingers through his hair, while a girl spat in another manās face. They could feel the earth around them try to reach out to support, but being held back by metal walls and a sickening aura from another world.
Then again only a day later while the sky and the sunlight and the pollen could only watch through the windows, Death took his hand, pulling life back into him from his slumped position on the couch heād been sleeping on, still in his uniform.
The next time was more difficult. Trapped in another world that Death couldnāt reach, if Steve died there, then heād be there forever. But the boy had just managed to make it back to the other side, cradling Eddieās body close.
It wasnāt until he stepped back outside the hospital, all of his responsibilities temporarily being watched over by nurses and doctors and he had screamed, harsh and loud and bloody into the night. He collapsed, the dirt below trying to cushion him from hurting himself more than he already had been.
Death had stayed with him until someone found him, keeping him warm in their arms, but never closing their wings, not all the way.Ā
It wasnāt his time.
They watched as both boys came together, feeling young again, even though they had to hide. But they found happiness in each other, even if others could only look on in confusion or anger, threatened by what they refused to understand.
The group across town began to move, intent on driving him out of town for good this time, believing him to be a stain on their pristine lawns.
It was ridiculous and Death could do nothing to stop it.
They watched as Steve buzzed around his empty home, getting dinner prepared for himself, full of light and love.
When the group arrived, they didnāt announce their presence with a polite knock on the door but with a rock through the window, followed quickly by glass and gasoline and fire.
With the window broken, wind could now enter but it stayed away, not wanting to fan the flames as Steve gripped his bat, slowly and carefully walking back towards his patio door.
There were only six of them, but six against one were still terrible odds, no matter the creatures Steve had fought in the past.
His walkie was out of reach, sitting innocently in the kitchen along with the landline and his dinner burning on the stove, too far out of reach.
There was a scramble of movement as they broke through the windows, through the front door.Ā
Jasonās parents, Andy Johnson, that dog walker, Steveās own neighbours and Chrissy Cunningham's younger brother were amongst the crowd and wasn't that the most devastating thing?Ā
Whipped up into a frenzy of hate and fear at barely twelve years old, by those supposed to look out for him, believing they were teaching him to take care of his town, handing the future to him.
Because of course they chose Steve to hunt.
He was one of them. He should be one of them. He was the one their daughters should be bringing home, the one they should be shaking hands with in church or sharing beers with.
Eddie was already an outsider. He wasn't a reflection of them. He didn't hold a mirror up, showing how much they could change, how far they could fall, how empty all of them were inside.
But these were the people Steve used to associate with. They saw him as more of a blight on the town than any of the other outsiders because he used to be them and if he could fall, then they must be able to too, right?
So they had to tear and scratch and burn to convince themselves that no, he was, is in fact wrong. He had always been that way. He was never right, not like them. No, they could never fall the way he did.
He was a disease and so they had to cut the disease out, had to eradicate any trace in case the infection spread.
As much as everyone pretended the religious fervour had died down, the town had only just gotten a taste.
It had whet their appetite for mob mentality and they were thirsty for more, feeling they were morally full to the brim but were in fact starved of compassion, blind to anything outside of their own comfort.
They claimed to be loving, to be healing, to be all welcoming with plastic smiles and greedy eyes but they would run anyone over who stepped a foot out of line.Ā
And unfortunately, Steve stepped out of line. He broke the mould and they believed they had to punish him for it.
The patio door crashed open and Steve was running out towards the woods before they could find him, his old home billowing thick black smoke at his back.
Death knew his parents wouldn't care. The insurance pay out from the fire would be more than enough to soften the blow, cosy in their new home in New York City.Ā
They would never publicly acknowledge what happened here but privately they would thank their neighbours for their crusade.
The grass could feel the thud, thud, thud of fearful running footsteps. Broken twigs and slippery leaves caught him unawares and were apologetic but powerless to do anything about it as shouts full of hate and the frenetic energy of bloodlust followed him into the woods.
The trees that surround them, that had shielded Steve and the chasing group alike whenever they needed it, could feel when he was disarmed and the bat was thrown to the side, the bloodsoaked nails digging into the earth as it fell.
None of them were brave enough to use such a deadly weapon against him, fearing too much the consequences of being the one to pick it up and undoubtedly have the responsibility of killing him, and Steve was not enough of a coward to use the bat against the group.
Strikes landed against the trees, from fists that missed him and from impacts travelling through Steveās body and into the wood, cracking their bark and flaking it off. The earth soaked up the blood that was spilled heavy and hot but too metallic for nutrition.Ā
Adrenaline came fast and hard but left just as quickly and when the group looked at what they had done, the haze of anger and righteous indignation no longer thick enough to colour their perception of their actions, they took a step back, each of them sickened somewhere deep inside by what they had done but none of them were bold enough to admit it to the other.
Steve was still full of the need to keep living so he took an opportunity where he saw it, forcing his broken body to run again in a slightly delirious way, making it back to his car.Ā
The group didnāt follow immediately but it wouldnāt take long for them to realise that Steve knew each and every one of them and that maybe allowing him to get away alive might no longer have been an option.
Death could see Steve peel out of his driveway, his car always at the front of the house and ready to go after years of dealing with the end of the world.Ā
Across town, Eddie was practising a new piece on his guitar, full of joyful energy and barely able to contain his excitement when he got it right, almost jumping for joy and eager to tell Steve the next time he saw him.
Robin was in her room, pouring over books on cryptography, a fascination for her that began in the back room of an ice-cream parlour and hasnāt left her since. She had come to terms with the fact that this might be what she wanted to do with the rest of her life, but she would have to travel far to be able to study it, unsure of how to bring it up to her soulmate because she wanted him to come with her and to bring along his new love as well.
But still it would be a big change.
A big conversation.
The kids sat in the basement of the Wheeler home, giving Will back his DM seat, just between them. It was an apology for all that they had discounted his passions before, just like Steve had advised them to do and the bond between all of them glowed ever brighter.
The blinking stars watched as the car veered, swaying dangerously at speed from one side of the road to the other.
The crunch of metal and the impact splintered some of the thinner trees, leaves and branches falling onto the scene below, one sputtering headlight pointing out into the forest, a lighthouse in the night.
Somewhere in town a walkie crackled to life.
The skies opened up and the rain did what it could to help, washing the blood away and Death descended.
Steve blinked his eyes open.
āHello.ā
Death was unable to respond for a moment, but eventually replied, āHello.ā
āIāve seen you before.ā
āToo many times.ā
Death crouched low, one wing extended over them, to keep the rain off his face.
āAm I coming with you? Thereās so much left I need to do.ā
Death heard it all before. People begged for more time, offering a card game for their soul, but Death doesnāt trade in souls. That was not their business.Ā
They would always promise Death other lives, other deaths in place of their own, money, power, glory, kingdoms, countries if they would just let them live a little while longer.
It never worked and Death never bargains.
Their time was their time and nothing on earth would ever be able to change that.
Death was nothing if not fair.
But even so, Steve didnāt beg. He didnāt try to bargain or trick. He was just asking. He wanted to know what to expect.
āNo.ā They answered. āNot yet.ā
Death got down to their knees, hovering over him, close enough to throw him into shadow.
āBut eventually?ā
They nodded. āEveryone comes with me eventually.ā
They lowered themselves down, pressing their lips softly against Steveās as his eyes slipped closed again.Ā
āBut not you. Not today.ā
On the road just behind them, a deer jumped out, bounding across the black expanse, spooked by a branch a nearby tree dropped, sacrificed just in time.
Tires screeched to a halt.Ā
The wind had been at their back the entire time.Ā
Birds are sent flapping frantically into the sky as the screams of Steveās friends and love rip through the air.
Death watched from above as they did everything in their power to get him out, get him to safety.
When he was eventually taken to a larger hospital in the city Steve was watched over at every available second by a slowly revolving door of people who would not leave him, even if Death themselves asked them to.
Steve never stepped foot back in Hawkins again after he crashed just beyond the āNow Leaving Hawkinsā sign, but he was not without his people.
The family that Steve had built up around him were merciless in their judgement of the town. Those who were able to, leave immediately. Eddie and Wayne only enter Hawkins again to gather up their most prized of prized possessions, happy to never ever look back on it, no matter what might crawl out of the ground.
Robin and her parents, who had come to see Steve as a second son, followed not long after.
Some of the kids' parents were more ready to leave than others, but eventually they all did, all of them disturbed and terrified and angry.
Every single one of Steveās family was happy to leave the town to rot without them, there was nothing left for them there anymore.
They all follow him.Ā
Every single one.Ā
And he is once again surrounded.
Everyone he had ever helped, ever loved, ever stood in front of them and Death for.
They all surround him and they are all there, many, many years later when Death comes for him for the last time. His family was waiting on either side of the veil for him, old and grey and wrinkled.
But they were all there for him.Ā
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Based off of Take Me To Church
All my love to @hbyrde36, my friend and beta for screaming with me over this.
Written for the @strangerthingswritersguild Hozier Project
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Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
WC limit: 3000 | Song prompt: From Eden by Hozier
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Steve and Eddie had been best friends since The Beginning.Ā
From the moment angels were blinked into existence, in a flurry of wide powerful wings and otherworldly beauty, they were inseparable, happy, right up until God made something new.Ā
Humans.
Curious creatures with souls and hearts capable of a full spectrum of emotions, given the one thing angels had been denied.Ā
Free will.Ā
Eddie hated them. Part of their job as angels was to watch over these new creations, but the more they watched, the more withdrawn Eddie became.Ā
He claimed God favored them, these beings who hardly knew of divine existence and whose lifespans were so short they barely mattered in the grand scheme of things. Steve disagreed, arguing that God didnāt play favorites, and surely, even if They did, the angels whoād been gifted with power and immortality were the preferred children.Ā
They debated about itā a lot, until friendly arguments turned into shouting matches.Ā
Was this anger?
This unpleasant thing that served no purpose except to make Eddie fly away from him in a huff. Was it sorrow that made his friendās eyes shimmer, his lips turn down in that awful way?Ā
Eddie was changing, and Steve didnāt know what to do. He much preferred the days when they could laugh and smile together. It always left him feeling warm inside.
āYou envy them.ā Steve accused one day when Eddie was especially prickly. āWhy? Is it not enough to be as you are and live here in Heaven with God? With me?ā
āNo! Itās not enough!āĀ
Eddieās hands wound into his own hair and pulled, as if heād tear it out from the root. āWhy do they get the freedom to form such relationships? Why do they get to have it, and I donāt?!ā
Steve tilted his head, perplexed. āTo have what?ā
āLove!ā
āBut, you do.ā Steve said, still not understanding. āGod loves us, and we love Them.ā
Eddie sighed mournfully, all the fight draining out of him at once. āItās not their love I ache for, Steve.ā
It was no surprise when Eddie sided with Lucifer in the war and consequently fell from Heaven. Steve was there when it happened, forced to bear witness to the first and greatest loss heād ever known.Ā
He was⦠sad, when Eddie was gone.Ā
Steve tried to pretend otherwise, but whenever he was alone and he thought of how he would never see his friend again, his eyes leaked and he would feel a terrible pain in his chest.Ā
Was he broken?Ā
He hadnāt thought angels were capable of such sentiments, but that couldnāt be true. Eddieād had these things, feelings. They were what led him on his doomed path.
It was possible, it just wasnāt allowed.
He did his best to go on as before. It was difficult, nearly impossible sometimes, but it all became easier when a new flock of angels was made to replace their numbers, and Robin came barreling into his life.Ā
Part of him wanted to resist, to keep the space next to him forever empty, preserving the memory of whoād been there before, but heād been alone for so long.Ā
Robin grew on him, and they quickly became close. While she could never replace Eddie, their friendship went a long way in filling the hole losing him had left behind.Ā
They complimented each other well. Where Steve was quiet and contemplative these days, Robin talked almost constantly. Not one to sit in silence, she always preferred to fill it.Ā
Just like Eddie.Ā
They were quite alike actually, Eddie and Robin. Steve couldn't help thinking that if theyād ever met they wouldāve become fast friends, or killed one another.Ā
Things were ok for a while, Steve managed, until he was sent to Earth for the first time. He begged Robin to come along, nervous to walk amongst the humans when heād only ever watched from afar, but she wasnāt allowed.Ā
Guardian angel for a day. An easy job, mostly watching and waiting, ensuring his charge remained safe. In all likelihood, he wouldnāt even be needed.Ā
The human in question was a kind older man, who ran a small coffee counter in a park, in a city Steve couldn't remember the name of. He ordered a drink and took a seat, doing his best to go unnoticed.
He observed much over the course of the day. Joyous reunions and somber goodbyes. First kisses and last kisses, and not one but two chance meetings where sparks flew. It was a magical thing to see someone find their soulmate.Ā
Steve returned to Heaven with a heavy heart.Ā
It'd been a very long time since their last conversation, but he could still hear Eddieās voice⦠how resigned it had sounded, how devastated, when heād looked at him and said āItās not their love I ache for.āĀ
Finally, he got it. Eddie had loved him.Ā
Steve loved Eddie too, though he hadnāt realized it back then, so caught up in what they were supposed to be. Heād witnessed it up close now, love. Recognized it and the power it held, even as it made the wielder feel powerless.Ā
It was agony.Ā
Unable to hold it in anymore, he told Robin.Ā
It was probably the most words heād ever said to her at once. He didnāt mention Eddieās name, or admit whether the object of his desire was angel or otherwise. He didnāt want to rebel, but he couldnāt continue on as if nothing had changed. Couldnāt live the lie anymore. He was supposed to love only God, and it simply wasnāt true.Ā
Robin said he should talk to God, convinced that They had grown softer since the fall. Steve wasnāt so sure about that but he trusted her, and had little choice.
Thankfully, sheād been right. God was understanding, in Their way, and not wishing to see Steve so unhappy decided to gift himā a chance.Ā Ā Ā
He didnāt know what it meant, and that was as ominous as it was thrilling. It had felt a little too easy, in the end. All he knew was he was bound for earth, and as he prepared for the journey he could only wonder what the catch would be.
Steve woke up feeling like heād been having the strangest dream. He couldn't recall the details apart from a beautiful boyās face framed in soft dark curls, but wasnāt that always the way?Ā
He hopped out of bed with a spring in his step. It was a big day, the grand opening of his and Robinās new coffee shop and he couldn't wait to greet their first customers.
Eddie cut ties with Lucifer shortly after the fall, uninterested in trading one leader demanding blind faith and allegiance for another.Ā
He was still a demon, technically, as were all who fell, but although he hated humans, he had no desire to harm them.Ā
He wasnāt evil, he was angry.Ā
At them, at God, even Steve, but mostly at himself.Ā
Heād let his feelings overtake his sense, and in his effort to fight for more heād somehow wound up with less, only managing to get himself banishedā sent as far away from the one he loved as it was possible to be.Ā
Eddie didnāt spend much time on Earth, still too bitter. He wasnāt exactly welcome in Hell either, but over the years had found his fair share of quiet corners to inhabit.Ā
He kept in touch with some others whoād also refused to follow Lucifer as he made the transition from fallen angel to Devil. Gareth, Jeff, and Grant. They became friends, of a sort. Kept an eye on eachother, gave warnings of trouble on the horizon, and a heads up about other interesting goings-on.
Which was how Eddie found out about the first time Steve set foot on earth.Ā
Heād gotten rip-roaring drunk once, on a rare night where all the boys were together in one place, and spilled his guts about Steve.They teased him a little, but only in good fun. Theyād had their own motivations for taking up the cause and agreed love was as good a reason as any.
When Gareth came by to say an angel had been spotted in Central Park who bared a striking resemblance to his Steve, Eddie panicked. Heād been existing as if heād never see the angel again, because heād honestly thought he wouldnāt, and spent many long years pushing it all down, pretending he didnāt care anymore because it was the only way he could function.
Suddenly it all came rushing back to the surface, his heart becoming a gaping wound, open to the world all over again.Ā
He wanted to go to him, of course he did, but itād been eons since they last spoke. Would Steve want to see him? Would he care? Even if he did, what would it matter?Ā
It would change nothing.
Deciding it would be more painful to see him now and lose him all over again than to never see him at all, Eddie buried his head in the sand. By the time it hit him that regardless of the pain heād regret not going forever, it was too late. Steve was gone, nothing but an empty cup of coffee on a table to prove heād been there at all.Ā
When fate conspired only days later to give Eddie a second chance, he knew he couldnāt waste it.
Heād gotten an address from Jeff and had to huff a laugh when he spotted the place. A cute little indie coffee shop. Was Steve the fucking coffee fairy now or something?
The front of the cafe was a wall of windows, and Eddieās heart skipped a beat as he spotted Steve through the glass. He froze with his hand on the door, unsure if he was ready to face whatever was about to happen.Ā
Steve stood behind the counter next to a girl with a mischievous smile, laughing raucously at something sheād said. His eyes shone bright, and he was as beautiful as Eddie rememberedā though he did miss the way his wings had framed his body. A pity angels weren't allowed to use them down here.Ā
Just when Eddie was building his resolve to finally go inside, Steve turned and their eyes met. The angelās smile fell, mouth twisting into a curious expression, a wrinkle forming between his brows.Ā
Heād been prepared for a number of reactions, for Steve to be happy to see him, or angry and hating him, but he was wholly unprepared for Steve to look at him like thatā as if he didnāt know him at all.
Eddie fled.
He didnāt run far, taking refuge in an alleyway across from the shop, well-versed in hiding in the shadows by now.Ā
He watched for days, unable to leave while Steve was near, but just as unable to approach him again.
In the evenings he would follow Steve home, never knowing where the girl went. Robin, as her name tag said. One second she'd be there and the next, poof, but Steve always walked to a small apartment where heād spend the night hours alone before leaving again early the next morning.
What was he doing?
Who was his charge?Ā
Eddie had assumed it was Robin but the more he observed the more convinced he became that she was an angel too.Ā
None of it made sense.Ā
It all came to a head one night when he was lurking in his spot waiting for Steve to walk by, and found himself getting bodily thrown into a brick wall. A figure stepped into him, her small hand strong and firm around his throat, skin glowing ever-so-slightly with heavenly power.
Eddie raised his hands in the universal gesture for, I come in peace, and finally Robin let him go.
āWhat do you want, Demon?ā
āI prefer Eddie, actually.ā
She smirked, raising a single eyebrow. āEddie the demon? What, you didn't want to come up with some fancy new name like all your buddies?ā
They werenāt his buddies, not the demons she was referring too anyway, but she wasn't likely to believe that.
āNever been one for conformity, I guess.ā Eddie grinned, stifling a laugh.
Understatement.
āSeriously, why are you watching him? What are you planning?ā
āNothing, just⦠looking in on an old friend. I swear.ā
āSure, you and Steve used to be friends. Iām supposed to believe you're not here to ruin his chance, attacking an old ally turned enemy now that heās vulnerable?ā
āWhat do you mean?ā
She narrowed her eyes, considering him carefully.
āYou actually donāt know, do you?ā She backed away, looking him up and down. āYou came to the door that first day, but never came inside. Why?ā
āThe way he looked, I⦠donāt think he remembered me.ā
She snorted a laugh.Ā
Which Eddie did not appreciate. āJeez, way to kick a guy when heās down.ā
āSorry.ā She said, not sorry at all. āLook, itās nothing personal. He doesnāt remember anything. Heās human now.ā
āWhat?! Why?ā
Robin shrugged. āHe wanted more. He loved another before God and They took mercy on him, sent him here for a chance at a different life.ā
āWho?ā Eddie gasped, reeling.
āWho, what?ā
āWho did he love enough to leave Heaven for?ā
āWhat do you care?!ā She sneered, throwing her hands up. āYāknow what? Donāt answer that, It doesnāt matter. Not even I know who it is, and I'm his best friend.ā
Best friend.
Eddie deflated. Had Steve replaced him so easily?
Robin plowed ahead, either unknowing or uncaring of the pain she was inflicting. āI know your kind. Youāre bad news. If you really were friends before, if you ever cared about him, youāll leave him alone.ā
Eddie tried to go back to his life, such as it was. He wandered the underworld aimlessly, plagued by thoughts of Steve.
Was it Eddie⦠that he loved?
Was he okay? Was he happy? Was he safe? He was so vulnerable nowā to sickness, and injury. Shit, humans dropped dead from heart attacks all the time!
Eddie could deal with it before, knowing he was out there somewhere, even if they couldnāt be together. But now⦠now Steve would grow old and die one day, and he couldnāt take that.
The idea of living forever in a world where Steve no longer existed was intolerable.
He went to Lucifer.
It was a long shot, he knew. Heād abandoned his de facto leader long ago, but back in the war Lucifer had been fond of him and Eddie hoped against hope that their history would help his case now.Ā
The former angel all but laughed in his face. He held no such power, not that he would ever grant Eddieās wish if he did.Ā
āWhat a waste that would be,ā the Devil had said, still holding out hope that someday Eddie would break and join him.Ā
Desperate, he returned to the coffee shop, taking up his old post, and waited for Robin to confront him.
As she stalked angrily into the alley, he hurried to explain.Ā
āI know what youāre going to say, but hear me out. I love him, Robin, always have. Thatās why I fell. I was outraged at being denied this thing that humans were given freely to take for granted.āĀ
She pursed her lips.Ā
āYou donāt believe me.ā
Robin sighed heavily. āI canāt believe I'm saying this, but I do, actually.ā
āReally?ā
She pulled a scrap of paper from her pocket and handed it to him.
Eddie unfolded it with shaking hands, a perfect sketch of his face.
āI found this, along with several others. Apparently heās been drawing them for weeks. Somehow, deep down, he remembers you.ā
Tears poured down his face as he continued to stare at the proof of Steveās feelings for him.
āWhy did you come back here?ā She asked.
āTo beg you to take a request to God, plead my case⦠please.āĀ
āWhat for?ā
āTo make me human too.ā
āAre you sure? If They agree to it youāll be just like him, vulnerable, with no memory of who you were.ā
āI know. Iāll just have to trust that weāll find each other again.ā
Eddie woke up feeling like heād been having the strangest dream. He didnāt have time to dwell on it though, rent was due soon and he still hadnāt found a job.
He set out for the corner store to pick up a newspaper and found himself drawn to an adorable little coffee shop along the way with a help wanted sign out front. He knew the prices at a place like that were well out of his budget, but one look at the beautiful man behind the counter was enough to have him thinkingā screw the budget.Ā
Besides, it couldnāt hurt to put in an application, even if he had no experience as a barista.
The man looked up as Eddie entered the empty shop, and their eyes met. There was something familiar about him. The man paled, eyes going wide. It was a curious reaction, but Steve, as his nametag read, shook it off quickly and forced a smile.Ā
āGood Morning, what can I get you?ā
Gorgeous and the voice of an angel? Eddie was half in love already.Ā
He ordered the cheapest thing on the menu, a drip coffee, which Steve poured with shaking hands, cursing as a little of the hot liquid sloshed over the cupās side, burning him.Ā
āYou okay?ā
Steve turned, offering his first real smile, laughing at himself as he shook his head.
Without a word he reached into his apron pocket and pulled out a small sketchbook, sliding it across the counter. āThis is going to sound crazy, but I think I've been dreaming about you.ā
Steve showed him then, page after page filled with drawings of Eddie's face.Ā
Eddieās stomach flipped, suddenly realizing why Steve had looked so familiar. āI think I've been dreaming about you, too.ā
As always, all my love and thanks to @penny00dreadful beloved friend and beta.
Also to @hitlikehammers and @theheadlessphilosopher for listening to me talk about this and reading it through as I attempted to parse this down from 3400 words to it's current form.
Some tags of those I recall expressing interest or i think might like this? (sorry if i miss anyone or if you didn't want to be tagged!): @griefabyss69 @pearynice @eriquin @cranberrymoons @momotonescreaming @kikidoesfanfic @brbsoulnomming @estrellami-1 @manda-panda-monium @hellion-child @dreamwatch @mentallyundone @finntheehumaneater @goodolefashionedloverboi @vegasol
written partly for the STWG discord prompt: "Starry Night" and partly to celebrate the wonderful @thefreakandthehair birthday. I tried to bring some sports into for you Lex!
wc: 1312 |Ā rated: T
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Eddieās been standing outside the locker room for forty-five minutes when he starts to get worried. Heās no stranger to waiting, knows Steve likes to take his time after a big game showering, celebrating, and decompressing. Itās why he sent Robin and Chrissy on ahead of them. But Tommy left fifteen minutes ago, Coach a few minutes after and thereās still no sign of his boyfriend in all his winning glory.
Stubbing out his cigarette under the toe of his boot, he pushes off from the cement wall and begins his search. The locker room doors are already locked. He saw Coach Hopper lock them himself so thereās no point in looking there. Instead, he follows the pathway Steveās been taking for four years nearly every Friday night, chasing the bright lights until he turns onto Hawkins Highās Football Field.
The scoreboard has been turned off, but the bright lights are still on illuminating the field. There in the middle, on the fifty-yard line is Steve. Heās still in his pads and jersey, knees drawn up to his chest as he clings to the helmet in his hands. His trademark Harrington Hair is flat, sticking to his forehead with a mix of sweat and the Gatorade the team spilled over him when he threw the final pass winning them the championship.
Eddie doesnāt have to get closer to know Steveās deep in thought. Knows his brows are knitted together, his bottom lip trapped under his teeth as he irritates that one piece of skin he never lets heal.
āHey sweetheart,ā he whispers, slowly lowering himself down onto the field beside Steve. āBeen waiting for you.ā
āSorry,ā Steve says, slowly turning to face Eddie. He gives him a soft, shy smile before tipping his head back as his gaze locks on the bright lights above.
āSāokay. Everything okay?ā
āWe just won the championship, of course, everything is okay,ā Steve mumbles.
Eddie doesnāt press. Heās been with Steve long enough to know that heāll tell him whatās really bothering him when heās ready. So he sits in silence instead. Lets the bright lights coat him in warmth, digs his hands into the torn-up grass of the field and rips a few pieces free. Heās seconds away from reaching into his pocket to light his second smoke of the night when Steve sighs beside him.
āIt feels weird, knowing this is it, I mean. I just played my last game ever on this field, under these lights andā¦ā
Eddie scoots closer and slowly gets his arm around Steveās middle before tugging him closer. Itās not as smooth as heād like, especially not with all the padding Steveās still wearing, but he still gets the job done. He feels the deep sigh Steve exhales before his head comes to rest on Eddieās shoulder.
āThereās just something magical about being here every Friday. Looking up and being blinded by the lights that are only on to help you play a game. They always kept me focused. Remind me that Iām not alone in the world,ā Steve pauses before shaking his head. āIt sounds stupid, I know.ā
āIt doesnāt sound stupid,ā Eddie says, voice firm so Steve knows heās not just saying that. Sure, Eddie might not get the whole sports thing, but he gets that feeling. The adrenaline rush of being in the spotlight, all eyes and attention on you. Itās why he loves theater so much. āI get it.ā
āI guess I just wanted to soak it up one last time.ā
Eddie hums, titling his own head so his cheek grazes the still-damp hair on Steveās head. āThe lights were always going to go out on this field. I mean, you canāt stay in high school forever, and who the hell wants that anyway.ā Steve laughs and Eddie feels his entire body turn molten at the sound. āBut, the good news is, I know a place that can give you that same feeling. Somewhere that no one will ever be able to take from you.ā
āIf you say your bedroom or some shit like that Iām never blowing you again.ā
āYou can't deny the magic that happens in that roomā Eddie laughs, earning a harsh shove from Steve in return. āBut no, Iām being serious this time. Why donāt you go change and meet me by the car?ā
Steve nods and gets to his feet effortlessly despite playing one of the most grueling football games of his life. He waits to help Eddie up to his feet before heās hustling off toward the locker room.
As they reunite at the van ten minutes later, the field lights flick off sending them into darkness. Eddie can feel Steveās mood deflate, making out the way his shoulders sag in the pitch black as the light heās come to expect goes out for the final time.
āCome on,ā Eddie says, nudging him with his hip. āYouāre going to love this place. I promise.ā
Ten minutes later, Eddie steers the van off the road and into the forest surrounding Hawkins. The engine rattles and the tires rumble as they drive over the rough terrain of the ground but itās all worth it when they reach the clearing half a mile in. Eddie cuts off the engine and hops out and Steve follows without being told.
Wasting no time, Eddie hops on the hood of the van and knocks his head against it urging Steve to follow. When theyāre both situated, he folds his hands behind his head and leans back, letting his eyes gaze up at the starry night sky as he instructs Steve to follow his lead.
āDonāt forget to look up,ā he reminds him after the sound of his ruffling to get comfortable stops.
Eddie doesnāt have to turn his head to know when Steve does. The soft gasp that passes his lips is all the proof he needs.
āI know the stars arenāt the same thing as the bright lights of the field and the roaring cheers of the crowd, but theyāre also not that different. I used to drive out here after closing nights of shows. Clear my head, let the adrenaline burn off a bit before heading to the diner with the cast and crew.
āItās quieter out here, but I got the same chills I did when I stepped on stage in that stupid lion costume, the first time I looked up and saw the stars shining like that. It was like a weird reminder that I wasnāt alone. That someone or something, I guess, was still looking out for me.ā
Thereās a beat of silence that follows, but Eddie doesnāt let it rile him up like the silence between them used to. He knows now that Steveās not going anywhere. Especially not when heās just bared a part of his soul in a way that he never has before.
Sure enough, the moment passes as Steve hums. āItās like a whole crowd up there, shining over us.ā
āYeah!ā Eddie says, quiet but still enthusiastic that Steve gets it. Carefully, he rolls onto his side and props his head up with one hand as he gazes at Steve. āExactly.ā
āThank you for bringing me out here,ā Steve says, rolling over to mirror Eddie again. He doesnāt stop when heās on his side though and keeps scooting across the hood until heās centimeters from Eddie.
The kiss is soft and delicate. Almost as if Steve is too shy to kiss him under the stars, but Eddie doesnāt mind. Heāll take whatever kiss Steve has to offer anytime, anywhere.
āAnytime, sweetheart,ā Eddie breathes, leaning in to give Steve a chaste kiss of his own.Ā Ā āNow come on, you have a championship to celebrate and if you donāt show up at Haganās soon, Robbie is definitely going to be filing a missing persons report.ā