-,ā study pressureĀ ā,-
Iām a consistent honor student since I was young, honestly it made my confidence boost because of the certificates, medals and awards that I received all throughout my journey in studying. Iām not totally smart, oh hell Iām so dumbass in mathematics!Ā
Right now Iām reviewing for College Entrance Examinations and Iāve never felt this kind of pressure until now. I admit there are times that I rely to my seatmates or to my luck in answering tests and somehow its either I got a high score, low score or just passing score.Ā
Pressure from my family is one of the fears I have. Weāre not that financially stable so my parents are expecting me (as a first born) to study hard and excel. They want me to get a scholarship (which is the test is harder than entrance test).Ā
Iām afraid to fail their expectations but what scares me more is that I fail my own expectations.
I want to study in one of the top universities here in our country. I want to excel. I want to do what makes me tired but happy. I want my parents to be proud. I want to be proud of myself.Ā
This pressure. Iām gonna use this pressure as my fuel to achieve my goal. To achieve my dreams.



















