#studyblr update

I cleared my CLAT in December, but sadly with my short preparation, not giving offline mocks (I was already traumatised by the amount of money my parents spent on NEET prep, and my stupid ass decided to do things myself). With my poor time management and strategy in the exam, I won't be getting into an NLU but a state uni. I’m still lowkey not excited about it, BUT ANYWAYS...

My psychiatrist concluded my meds! It’s been almost 30 days now. However, I started to get mood swings again and random bursts of crying, which I used to have before starting them. Idk, I might go back or just raw dog it? Is this normal to experience???

I have been grinding on Minecraft, sleeping, shopping and crafting. And I started posting some of that on ig (it was so hard to learn that interface coming from an eldest child who always does the technical work and had started to experiment on a computer super young). My sleep schedule is so messed up it’s not even funny anymore.😭😭😭

I’ll start posting on this account once I get back into studying. The law program I applied to starts somewhere between August/September. And I’ll slowly start getting into the grind ( I have only studied science for the last 3 years, so my social sciences and English skills are in a rut). I’ll continue to work on this blog to prepare it for my next big step - change theme, organise my old posts, upgrade my intro post. (That’s how you use an em dash, right?)

It's hard to process 13 years old me never thought I’d live past 17, and since reaching that age, going to college has been my biggest dream. MY ASS JUST WANTED TO GO TO COLLEGE YA'LL ( Also, I know not to keep my hopes so high(╥﹏╥))

I'm deeply thankful to everyone who supported me and this blog during that time and to all my moots! You guys made that experience so much better! ᥫ᭡.ִֶָ𓂃⋆

~ 38/100 ~

09.09.2022 // truthfully idk if i can keep trying (and failing) to upload the 100dop regularly. i’ve been struggling a whole lot with productivity, i do need to be more disciplined. i’m gonna try push myself a bit harder but please don’t be too disappointed if i end up not completing this 100dop or if i finish it way late. i’m really sorry, hope you understand.

I taught myself Maths so I could pass my Equivalency Exam and managed to raise my grade from high school

I got accepted by the best teacher education university in the country

I genuinely did not believe that this would happen to me.

I'm going to be a visible queer, trans educator and be the teacher I needed when I was younger.

I'm starting to bask in the sunny period of my life and its been a long time coming 🌞

Oh, and I'm going to be Mx. Edge one day really soon!!!

12/05/21

My new room is starting to look like a room, I am currently on the last strech of the year so lots of coffee and lots of visits to the library. I also went to film a small project in an abandoned train station which was very fun. I am finishing Uni in only a couple of weeks and I am not emotionally ready for it.

The university enrollment system is down so I guess I'll just have to wait :') language practice and notes on software engineering as holiday study today

i started this account over a year ago and so . much . has happened over this period and i havent nearly been active enough here so i thought i should give an update on myself & perhaps become more AcTivE to motivate myself through the last year of high school!

about me:

• my family lives in shanghai, china, but i’m going onto my second year in a boarding school in wales! it’ll be my last year of high school and i am HIGHKEY STRESSED

• i take ib diploma: hl bio chem econ, sl eng A french B math AA. no, not an aspiring med student, though i’ve thought about it

• i bullet journal (minimalistically) to keep my anxiety down and just genuinely to stay organized - my life depends on it literally

• fluent: cantonese, english, mandarin; learning: french (b1), korean, japanese

• coffee addiCT ☕️

• kpop follower (but falling behind recently from stuff going on)

things i like:

• dogs

• golden retrievers especially

• but really just dogs

• other animals also highly appreciated

• languages are really cool

• i love biology & psychology

• piano

• specific genres of nonfiction

• baking, sometimes cooking too

• teaching / tutoring

• unhealthy youtube binge watching

that’s about it, thank you for reading this far! this account is all mostly to track my own growth & share what motivates me to go on. follow me on my journey and i hope to make more friends in the studyblr community! ✨

Hi! So one of my New Year resolutions is to actually be active on this account and I’m feeling pretty motivated so I think it will go well :)

Over the past few days, I’ve started trying to put together an animatic and,,, well it’s slowly getting there :)

In addition to that, I’m actually starting to take my science project seriously in the sense that I downloaded Python and started to read through tutorials and such.

I’m lowkey excited for 2021 and I’m excited to see what I do this year :)))

Things I did today:

- Downloaded Python and started reading through tutorials

- Worked on an animatic

- Attempted to write a plot outline for a fanfic

- Cleaned and organized my desk

- Ordered a few books online with some money I got for christmas

I hope you are doing well and that 2021 will be an awesome year for you!

i started my senior year of college in the fall and i have about 2 weeks left (one more week of classes and then finals). luckily my school had in person classes up until thanksgiving and were able to contain covid-19 during our time on campus. it was nice being able to be on campus... however, it was absolutely terrible. my grades have not been affected and this is one of the best semester i have had academically and i'm grateful for that, but it's really at what price? my mental health surely suffered a lot during this time. so much of what is happening is what it is and i can't wait to be done undergraduate now. it's just so depressing especially as a senior...

i started filling out my applications for grad school. it's so crazy that so much time has passed and i'm here. i am more nervous than anything and i have to keep telling myself that i'm good enough. i'm a first gen college student and i will be the first person in my family (hopefully) attending a graduate program. i want it so bad. i never thought i would find something that i care so much about and i just want to be someone who is making a difference.