pairing: bf!hyunjae x gf!reader
warning: stress/crying + lack of proof reading
note: I haven't posted in a while, sorry! My last tbz post went well, so I thought of posting another one, though this seems a bit generic. I typically lean towards Jacob or Juyeon when writing something that involves comforting, but Hyunjae mmm, so yeah. Stream Stylish, you guys. #BringHaknyeonBack ! I was looking for the unexpected Hyunjae blue hood pic but couldn't find it. It's alright, glasses jae is as yummy.
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Surrounded by textbooks, you sniffle, wiping the wetness dripping from your nose with your finger, spreading the snot onto your shorts as you chew your bottom lip, sniffling quietly. Eyes growing watery as you wipe them away with your sleeve, lifting the collar of your shirt to blow your nose, feeling stray tear drops hit your legs.
You whimper, heart churning with unease as panic arises while you look around at your notebooks, wishing your bed would just swallow you whole, so you wouldn't have to worry anymore. The sinking feeling of overwhelming dread washed over you as you felt sick to your stomach, exhausted.
Silent tears fell onto the printed pages of your textbook as your grip on your pen tightens, feeling at a loss with the work, wishing to just go to sleep and not worry, but the thought of not studying ate you alive.
Your quiet sniffles were heard across the room as a soft knock followed by the door creaking open filled your ears, diverting your attention to the door and away from the textbooks for a mere second.
He stood there, leaning against the door gently, hand gripping the handle, glasses resting at the bridge of his nose. His lips curved downward into a frown as he stared at you with soft eyes. You sniffle, wiping away the remaining stray tears, praying you won't start crying from his gaze alone.
“Hey,” Hyunjae asked as you sniffled, cracking a soft smile with a flushed nose and tear-stained cheeks.
“Hi,” you tell him softly, trying to calm your breathing as he walks into your room, closing the door behind him.
“What's up?” he asks softly, resting his back against the door as you feel your lips quiver, eyes beginning to water, unable to form a single word let alone take a breath without choking up.
“Are you okay?” he asked softly, walking closer to your bed as you looked at him with watery eyes.
His lips pursed into a small ‘o’, sitting at the corner, opposite you and your books, eyes filled with concern and sincerity.
“Do you want a hug?” he asked softly, hand reaching out to your cheeks as you leaned into his touch, eyes filled with dread and exhaustion. He cooed softly, biting back a small smile as you nodded.
Mouthing a soft ‘okay’, before sitting next to you while scooting back, "c'mere".
You sniffle again, wiping away the threatening tears crawling between his legs, resting your head on his chest, his arms looping around your body, softly patting your back.
“You're okay,” whispering to you softly while staring at your ceiling, hand patting your back like a baby as you felt tears well up in your eyes again.
“Hyunjae,” you asked weakly as he hummed back, hand softly rubbing your back, “What is it?”
“I'm sorry,” you whisper before feeling your throat dry up.
“For what?” he asked softly as a few tears streamed down your cheek onto his hoodie, creating a small wet spot where you lay.
“Is it too hard?” he asked, tucking your hair back to get a better view of your flushed face, cheeks puffed, lips curled into a pout as you stare at the blank wall, resting against him, slowly shaking your head.
He brushes your hair, “then what is it?” pressing a soft kiss at the crown of your head,
“I'm tired, Hyunjae. I'm really really tired,” you tell him, words muffling against his body as he hums, “I know, and it's okay,” his fingers dancing soothingly across your scalp as you sigh against his chest.
“I'm so scared,” you whisper, breath hitting the warm, heavy cloth, “of what baby?” he asked in a soft voice.
“I don't know, I just feel scared,” you tell him as he hums. “I'm here, who's gonna hurt you while I'm here?” he tells you, flexing his arms, getting a giggle out of you before squeezing you around his arms, peppering the side of your face with kisses. “Tell me what's on your mind.” Hand snaking to find yours, interlocking your fingers together, giving yours a light squeeze.
You look up to face him, eyes watery and red, slightly burning from the hours of crying. The tip of your nose and cheeks, flushed, as your lips were glossy and red. He cooed at you softly, hand resting at your cheek. “I'm sorry,” he repeated to you.
“Do you want to sleep for a while?” he asked as you breathed out a small yeah tilting up towards him, his finger lazily tracing your jawline up with a smile.
You lean up, capturing his lips in a quick peck as his hand rests behind your nape, pulling you closer, making you melt in his touch. “I got you, baby, don’t worry,” his voice muttered onto your lips as you left his with a small pop, a string of saliva connecting between the two of you, as you stare at his chest with tired eyes, relaxing your breath, hand resting as his arms wrap around your waist.
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