#study breakfast

I’m in school earlier than usual today. In an hour I have a meeting for our group project. I have a terrible cold, so I haven’t been able to be as productive with this assignment as I hoped to. That’s why I’m having a study breakfast here to get some shit done. The assignment is due in two days and then we have a presentation the day after. Wish me luck!

I’m a quite messy person, but I still like it the best when it’s cleaned and organised around me. But ever since I was a kid I’ve had this huge problem with cleaning. I just can’t do it most of the times. I remember several occasions where I’ve been lying on my messy floor crying of anxiety because I can’t clean up. It’s really an issue and I’m planning to go to therapy about it. So last week my apartment was extremely messy. I had to step over big piles of stuff just to get in, basically. I decided to invite my grandparents over for dinner, to get a deadline to clean up. It worked. My apartment is now clean and neat and super pretty. When I had the breakfast pictured above, I couldn’t help but smiling at all the clean spaces and the cosy interior. I really love my apartment when it’s clean, it’s perfect for productivity. It’s like studying is so much easier. 

Today is the last day to turn in my home exam. It’s actually just five hours left until the deadline. This time we have to leave it in printed unfortunately, so I don’t have five full hours of writing. I need to finish it, send it to my boyfriend so that he can print it at work and go in to town to get the printed version and get to school to submit it. Phew. Anyway. Kickstarting today with tea and a smoothie. I made so much smoothie and I’m ridiculously happy about that.

Oatmeal & honeycomb to start the day ~