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The cruel truth of a jikooker like me… today

Hello dear streaming-non-stop-like-crazy-army, what is it with this two!!!!… first they don’t know how to behave in public…

But Bighit doesn’t help either: there was a bodyguard close to them, even you can see another member of the stuff watching close!!! Ahhhhh let them be!!

Then, of course we have the awkwardness when they interact in front of the camera, we have our shy Jk behaving all introvert bitting his líps and hiding his hands… the opposite of comfortable… MAN JUST WANTED TO SCAPE!! But I think they thought:

”But we can hold hands!!” Fwewwe

“GOOD THING WE HAVE THAT OPTION”

“LE’TS USE IT”

“No no that’s not the proper way”

“It’s ok, just stay a bit like this”

“It’s not suspicious?”

“Nah!! you’re my Bro”

So much self awareness is not natural…. But then…

The cruel truth of a Jikooker ( me) is that you want to see them interect in front of the camera ( because we are addicted ) but at the same time I want them to be free and happy with each other, ( Jk even look directly to the camera that was recording )

At least we have their weverse interactions on lives and messages were they can show to us fans their comfortable and flirty real being.

BECAUSE they want us to know that they support each other, but they don’t know any more how to act on public… if the other members are not around… if they are in front of esch other… they don’t know how to act… and that’s soooooo telling.

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(This is a romantic tale, I warn you, from this point just try to relax )

I didn’t new before I heard the voice of Jimin the first time, that I would fell in love with love.

Does of us who have hearts beating with tenderness an empathy, have all fall for him for the magical mix he is and want him to be happy as much as he make us too.

Of course he has seen all the drama by surrounding him, all the hashtags and so, and maybe he is like me, just willing that the dust sits down quickly and continue with his life…

Every time I hear “like crazy” it makes me feel something… it has a sensual/dangerous power over me and every time I start thinking of the way he moves in the dance practice… on what he delivers with words while singing, and I don’t personally know him on flesh, but I imagine does who can look at his eyes, see his greatness… directly… oh how lucky they are…

You know we are truly blessed, he is an unique human been, count on the fingers of one hand the people who can be like this…even with their defects…or even if you talk only about artistry…

Then I became a jikooker because of a non pretended felling that I received from them dancing together…and looking to each other…

I remember the first jikook series I saw on youtube. It was a chronology series of them two since 2013, and then other with Rm in the middle.. and I got hooked.

Now 3 years latter, after all I end up knowing about their music and their love (not bond, because bond is alredy a type of love), I just want him to be happy as the rest of us, with our ups and downs. But living, thriving, some times with melancholy, some times with pleasure, other in the sadnesses, but ending up succeeding on get out of the well again.

After all this shitty things happening to him and even when some bad stuff happens to me, I fabulate, and when is about Jimin… sometimes I close my eyes and imagine him waking up late and seen his beloved one close to him, breathing calmly on the bed, then he starts caressing his skin and kissing, after, starts wondering through the kitchen eating something half dressed, then, he switch on the tv and put any video of their concerts, looking to all the armybomb lights like a sky on earth, almost crying in the video and in reality, siting on his couch.

Then, that beloved one wakes up and kiss him on the forehead, smelling his hair, to then kiss him deeply on the lips, after, serves a plate of breakfast too, snuggles up to his side, and starts watching the tv as well.

That for me is happiness, I do something similar some times on my real life, adding my son to the soft equation, and thats everything, there is nothing else more safe for me to be at home like this surrounded with does who love you.

I'm here to tell that this blog it's no longer functional due to the absence of it's owner.

Thanks to FACE by Park Jimin, the owner now finds herself laying on the floor unable to move. Playing Letter on repeat trying to remember how to breathe she leaves this note.

Thank you.

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