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Love Is a Bitch💥

bakugouxfem!reader

🚬-c/w:  drama, intimate, angst, swearing mdni

synopsis🧺: going through the emotions of a breakup and healing, reader is in the process of packing their memories in box. eventually anticipating telling them come pick it up and its their choice to figure out if he good enough or they’ve had enough.

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Katsuki is the type of man who would burn bridges for you.

Right now he's acting like he doesn't want to be around you. You sick and tried of feeling like a second option while he gives other bitches the time of day when he swears he loves and misses you. But all he does every time is fall up inside you and kisses you until you forgave him.

Love is a bitch. a fucking trifling bitch. You hold on to the pain of being left on read. the dread of spewing your whole heart to him, while breaking down in disruptive tears as you pack his clothes in a bag. Blocking your vision you drag your body down against the wall, eyes talking because the mouth can't bear to scream another word for a man who left her without a trace. The rain stabs the window panes and the lightening strikes a familiarly shake in your soul.

A man who swore to love you up and down, to the end, no matter what flaw or insecurity you had left you heartbroken as you stare at past messages of a breakup messages. A coward you think to yourself. "The mighty fucking Bakugou couldn't even do it in person. Am I not even worth that?" You sob with your knees pressed to your chest. Before you know it you were sleeping on the floor, so much emotions made you tired. When you woke up the storm passed. The sun was bright and the birds chirped. You gave off a half smile before you came to realize you were lifting your self off the floor with Katsuki things scattered across the floor. You sighed at the sight of broken glass, wrinkled clothing and a half drunken liquor bottle. You look back outside, clouds started to form again and the room got heavy. You made your way down the steps, with every step dragging behind the other, the apartment was silent and the wall knew too much to not talk. You sit at the stool near the kitchen island and toss your phone. Not wanting to see the avalanche of text notifications from all your friends asking questions that they should already know the answer to.

"Are you okay?" No.

"Do need us to come comfort you?" No.

"Do you think he still cares and is just scared?"

This was one you didn't know how to answer, because you guess three years meant nothing but a mistake he can erase and overwrite. If he cared he wouldn't have thrown this all away, you've been fighting for him, for you, for the relationship as a whole. You scoff at the messages, pushing your phone away. Watching it guide across the counter, you sit in silence, in pain this smothering you like smoke. His smoke.

Hours later, from walking all over the house, picking up items that belong to him and placing them in a box for him to shuffle to his next girlfriend home. Hopefully he takes his emotional baggage with him too. The doorbell rings. Staring at the window you see the clouds releasing a heavy down pour while you're soaking in your own emotions. Another ringing hum flows with a brass knock, you glance at the clock while snuggled up on the couch with a brown fuzzy blanket. You didn't feel like explaining to anyone what feelings you think you should convey at the moment, you get up anyway. The anxiety fueling your steps, the shades and shadows of your slippers hitting the floor. Unlocking the door you frustratedly scan the boxes near the wooden frame. Creaks of the hinges repeat a tune as you open the door wider. Stuck in time with the time keeper in front of your presence, Katsuki Bakugou stands in the doorway.

Subconsciously you take a step back, scanning his drenched tall hunched figure. He looks like he ran a mile to prove a point, a statement you don't even want to hear.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

"Why the fuck aren't you answering m' calls." he pants.

Jerking your head back and scanning him up and down like he has any right to ask you anything.

"Who the fuck do you think you're talking to! I don't have to answer shit from you."

"I-shit. Y'know I dont do this shit." You roll your eyes at the graveling process of him trying to balance the scale of him not being able to be emotionally present for you to hear him out.

On the verge of breaking down you grab the rest of your strength of putting words together without crying.

"YOU LEFT ME! KATSUKI!" The world stood still as you tried to fight a battle with your body but lost as tears flowed down your face and voice screamed of heart.

"YOU HURT ME! I LOVED YOU AND IVE BEEN HOLDING ON TO US- to.. us. For the past couple months, I've carried your love on my shoulders along with fixing the relationship we had!" You sniffle to get air back into your lungs before screaming back at him. You step closer to him.

"Every damn day, I hope we can makeup and we can get over this hurdle and go back to leaving each other kisses and leaving the bed soaking wet. But I realized Katsuki, I don't fucking know what obstacle I'm facing..." " How can I FIX something I don't know what's broken." You shrug with the last bit of air you had left. Katsuki failing to steady his breath as he begins to cry from the targeted pain he's caused you without even realizing he meant so much to you. His frame staggering as he wants to stand confidently but deep down he knows he needs to be vulnerable.

"I..I was scared. Fuck. I didn't want to fucking hurt you, not like this not at all."

"Then what the fuck was this about Kat? WHAT SCARES YO-"

"I DIDN'T WANT TO FUCKING DIE AND LEAVE YOU HERE."

The world stopped rotating and the space you two held stood silent. You tuned out the rain's patters hitting the window and ground. You grew still to the cold wind and look fixedly into Katsuki sobbing scarlet orbs. Two frightened individuals, who didn't know what the world had in store for them stared immensely at each other with eyes of sorrow. The situation he put you in made you feel worthless as if everything you two had was easy as a summer fling. On the other hand, he made your stomach spin, the love you had for each other was otherworldly. You observe his face - the bags tell you he hasn't gotten any sleep. Scanning you he can read your expression of distrust. You watch his breathing get faster - he's anxious. He noticed the movement of your unsteady hands every time you replayed the sentence in your head.

“So… _Katsuki whats it gonna be?” leaning against the door, not taking your eyes of him.

He stares powerfully into your soul before choosing an answer to your ultimate question. Taking a step to the side, he bounces his leg.

"You."

Soaked from the rain storm, he collapses around you and smothers you in kisses. You promised it wouldn't go like this but his pleasant touch, his soft lips, he's intoxicating. His tongue swallows yours as he lures you closer to his dampened figure.

"It will always be you baby"

Relax bro, no one is taking him from you. 😭

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