Two years ago my peace was disturbed after you came back and talked to me like nothing happened in the past. You left me hanging, you left me nothing but false hopes and questions unanswered. Years have passed and daghan kaayong nahitabo. You had your first child and i knew you were happy. I was happy for you too. Even from afar i was rooting for you. I knew I have moved on when I finally found inner peace. And then one day, out of the blue you came back. At exactly two years ago, you messaged me. I bet you don’t remember any of these. I was a little skeptical ‘cause kinsa guy mag tuo diba? Until you asked me if you could see me. I still had my doubts and even fear back then. Mahadlok ko makasala, mahadlok ko ma attached ug balik, mahadlok ko makaguba ug relasyon. But you know, emotions are shallow and inconsistent. So my marupok heart gave in ‘cause I know you’re worth the gamble with my life. I wanna be with you. For two years, akong gi kalimtan akong mga kahadlok para lang makauban ka. I thought, okay ra na ingon ani but dili diay. I thought you said we’re friends but seems like we’re not. Gikapoy nako ug tago na everytime magkuyog ta dapat walay makakita, dili ta friends sa fb. Even our friends doesn’t know unsay relationship nato. Even me, wala ko kabalo. I wish i could keep it together a little longer but i couldn’t . I wanted more.