#stopthinkingyourhipstah

Sobrang namiss ko mag kwento and magshare ng thoughts dito sa tumblr. 😭😭😭

Finally, after 12345 years nakapgshare ako ulit ng thoughts.

So good to back

And so good to write again...

Hiiiiiii. Doubting & doubting again myself because i will be taking the national admission test (NMAT) this march 10 😭😭

Since I graduated college last june 2018, finally i will be taking nmat na. Dati diko pa iniisip kasi sabi ko matagal pa and now!!! Almost 3 weeks nalang 😵 I'm always dreaming of becoming a doctor when I was still a child. Pero ngayon sobrang daming realizations.... isa na dun yung habang tumatanda ka ang hirap pala... ang hirap pala abutin ng pangarap mo.. i guess, need mo talaga pag-hirapanang isang bagay. Hayyy, adulting :( minsan darating sa life natin na sigurosusubukan tayo talaga yung tipong mawawalan tayo ng pag asa pero mapapaisip ka din na di pwede sumuko kasi iyun yung pangarap mo eh? Totoo yung sinasabi nila na after mo grumaduate ng college eh dito kana mapapaisip kung ano ba talaga gusto mong gawin sa buhay mo. My 2018 year, had been such my breakthough year. May failures, may achievements. But I know God has reasons for everything. (hoping & claiming this 2019 that this would be my year) 💕Pero, na-feel ko talaga na baka para sakin yung pagmemedisina. Imagine, wala pa akong job dahil baka he wants me to focus on what's more important. 😢 also, because he wants me to enjoy life habang wala pang stress. Still, God is Good 🙌🏻Well, ako diko talaga maisip ibang job or future ko kundi maging doctor talaga. So ayun, sobrang mahirap pero kakayanin! 😭 Sympre, may God tayo na hindi tayo papabayaan sa kung ano man na problema dumating sa buhay natin. Siya na bahala sa lahat. Give your worries to Him because He cares for you. 🙏🏻 In His will, plans & perfect time time. Lalaban tayo! Okay?💪🏻

It's hard but it will be worth it 🙏🏻❤️

Time will come.

I will make myself proud.