Mar 23, 2023
sometimes I think maybe I will try to look at / work on / actually finish one of the 1701 K/S WIPs in my drafts, or maybe attempt to put one of the K/S pictures in my head onto paper
and then I remember how very many K/S content creators there are; how much better than me most if not all of them are at the craft in question; how badly out of touch I am with the fandom / franchise; and how small, insignificant, and generally unlikable I am
#i am an awful trekkie#i really shouldn't even be allowed to call myself a trekkie anymore#sorry again folks#personal log#k/s#kirk/spock#tos spirk#no motivation#no self esteem#no self worth#no spoons#riiight‚ social media is where i remember that the rest of the world is much more creative and talented than me#i am literally a fandom cliché but not even in an endearing or amusing manner#the continued voyages of jtkchu being mentally ill on the internet#jtkchu's brain#soul sick#stfu jtkchu
