#stevenmeeks

I will never be content in my teenage dating life bc I will never have a nerdy boyfriend who likes making radios and teaching physics

rip steven meeks, I will mourn u forever

This song is for the DEAD POETS.

- @stevenmeeks

@rose-of-oz also asked for cordelia!!

Your favourite crossover for them with another OC creator: ohhhh my god there's SO MANY btr oc creators with wonderful ocs i want to say here BUT. simply bc she sees a kindred spirit. really any of @myloveforhergoeson ocs BUTTT especially karver she was like "he Gets me"

The angstiest moment in their story: PROBABLY when she and kendall almost break up because of the big time rush reality show. she divulges part of her backstory to him there that she's never really shared with anyone and they both really think it's Over

Their favourite music genre: ooh... really like. either early 2000s pop punk or 80s dad rock.

An AU you would really love to see them in: i have pondered SO many cordelia aus... one of my faves that i haven't talked enough about is my ice skater!cordelia x hockey player!kendall au. essentially a 'the cutting edge' au according to @scarlettmaximoffs but i have never seen it xoxo

What traits of your own have you given to them?: in a lot of ways cordelia and i are VERY different... but she definitely got my internal romanticism and my hatred of feeling like a burden!

Their morality alignment (Lawful Good, Neutral Good, etc.): lawful neutral!!

Pick a musical. What role in that musical would they play?: believe it or not, because she hates performing, i have thought about this a LOT and she would KILLLL as the witch from into the woods!!

Who gave them their first kiss: i mean. i fear the answer Is kendall. cordelia was not doing a lot of dating pre-kendall DDFNKNKF

The nickname they’re most often called: pretty much Everyone (besides like kendall and her dad) calls her 'del'!!

An irrational fear they have: motorcycles xx

Oh, how I love this boy!

Meeks is shy to ask you out due to Charlie's teasing.

You make the first move because Neil gave you a huge pep talk in the dining hall after dinner

He opens his door to find you standing there and smiles

You ask to kiss him, and he more than happily replies yes.

Carries your books for you.

Walks you to your classes.

He likes any excuse to get closer to you.

During tutoring he will place his arm on your shoulder as he teaches you Trig.

Charlie will make fun of you guys, but you just laugh it off.

Knox and Meeks have grown extremely close because you share a room with Knox.

Meeks is always over; especially when Knox is out for the night

He loves to cuddle and refuses to let you go once he is comfortable

You don't mind it.

Meeks has little freckles all over his hands and face and you kiss them when he gets upset or stressed out

Especially when he's stressed out over school or something Charlie has done.

He acts like he doesn't like it, but he smiles a little wider with every kiss you plant.

Sometimes when you can't find him in his room you find him in the library with Pitts and silently join them

His first date with you outside of school grounds was a museum he found of one of your interests.

He likes to read books about things he knows you enjoy.

Dancing to the radio in your room after dark.

All of his poems have become about you and it's extremely obvious.

In the cave he sets his coat down for you to sit on and the two of you share your coat on cold nights

The first time he saw you in his sweater he was speechless

All he could do was kiss you.

He still gets shy around you, even months into the relationship.

The first time he got drunk, he threw up and you were forced to take care of him and Knox.

You were sitting on the floor of your room with his head in your lap

- @stevenmeeks

I think I'm gonna 심장 off the chart 마치 race car (Vroom, vroom, vroom) 시간조차 fast 숨이 멎게 (Vroom, vroom, vroom) (Ah, ooh) 벗어나려 할수록 너는 짙어져 (ah, ooh) 알면서 깨어날 수 없는 꿈처럼 (ah, ooh) There's a shock coming after 지금 ('Bout to blow, 'bout to blow, 'bout to blow, 'bout to blow) It hits me like an earthquake (uh-huh) 더 빠르게 my heart race (uh-huh) 온몸이 떨려, can't stand (uh-huh) 널 부정할 수 없게

-Earthquake by Jisoo

To be or not to be, 다 어차피 뻔한 일 이미 너로 정해져 있는 answer Sick of, sick of, sick of being like this 외면해도 전부 all for nothing 내게 정해진 단 하나의 길 돌이킬 수 없게 지워낸 발자취 더는 흔들릴 미련도 없이 이대로 멀리 떠나 - No Way Back (Feat. So!YoOn) by Enhypen

translations under the cut:

In the shadowed halls of Welton Academy, where tradition whispers like wind through ancient oaks and boys chase poetry under moonlit skies, one girl arrives like a verse slipped from a forbidden page. Rowena Blythe marked by sorrow from her London cradle, a soul who loves tragedies because she lives one steps into an all-boys world of rigid pillars and restless dreams.

Her parents' exile to Vermont is no salvation; it's a crucible. Gifted in shadows and sciences, she finds fragile bridges in Mr. Keating's rebellious lessons and the Dead Poets' midnight fire.

But it's Neil Perry quiet intensity veiled in stage-light grace who mirrors her fractured heart: both caged by fathers' iron wills, both performers hiding the ache beneath.

What if carpe diem blooms not just for boys, but for the girl who prays to Jesus and whispers to devils? What if her tragedies become their anthems?

This is threnody for two a slow-burn retelling where Rowena's guarded spark ignites the cave's flames.

Angst, poetry slams, forbidden auditions, and the ache of found family. Updates weekly. Dive in if you dare to seize the shadows.

*Charlie is wasted and clinging to Knox*

*Todd’s tipsy but not too drunk*

*Neil is completely sober and keeping an eye on everyone because he is the designated driver*

*Cameron wasn’t Invited*

*Pitts is sleeping with his head on Meeks’ shoulder (he only had one drink)*

*Meeks is trying to get Pitts to drink water*

Meeks: come on you need to drink some water…

Pitts: *incoherent mumbling*

Charlie: *trying to kiss Knox’s neck*

Knox: *not quite sober himself* I have a boyfries…