#sterek fic

there's a light dusting of hair covering his arms and his eyes still sparkle and his smile is still pretty and crooked, but something has changed stiles, and it wasn't just the trauma.

now every time derek watches stiles, he can't look away.

when their lips touch for the first time, stiles' lips are soft, and his tongue demands entrance almost immediately. stiles takes charge easily now, and derek lets him.

when they end up in bed at last, derek is surprised by how easily stiles can pin him down now, roll around with him and extract himself from derek's grip like it's nothing. his grip is firm on derek and his hands are strong and derek nearly salivates over the cord in stiles' throat and the veins running down his biceps into his forearms and over his fucking hands.

derek wants to let himself be pushed down on the mattress, wants to feel stiles' weight covering him, weighing him down and taking control. but he has a feeling he wouldn't survive the experience emotionally, at least not yet, for stiles is blowing his mind already and exceeding his every expectation and then some. derek would never have minded the scrawny boy he couldn't help but fall in love with all those years ago, but this — this stiles is something else.

it's when derek is fucking into stiles that he realizes just how unbreakable stiles really is now. stiles begs him to go harder, to not hold back, to go faster and make him feel it, and derek lets himself, the realization dawning on him that stiles can handle it. derek lets his wolf come forward, sink himself into the man beneath him because stiles can take it. stiles knows what he is and loves him for it, isn't scared off by derek's power, and that in itself is almost too much to take in.

stiles pleads for bruises and mementos, bosses derek around from underneath him, wraps his strong legs around derek's waist and moans in his ear and holds him tight with his firm grip, and derek has found an equal partner, someone who can hold him up just as easily as derek can. but really, is it all that different from when stiles held him up in the pool all those years ago? he was always strong. always, in the ways that mattered.

so derek just can't help but fall in love all over again. he knows he's found his mate.

Deserted

sterek | explicit | 37k | ao3

Tags: Tarzan AU, Falling in Love, Courting Rituals, First Time, Banter, Homesickness, Derek Hale Has A Big Dick, Top Derek Hale/Bottom Stiles Stilinski, Mutual Care

My smutty, slow build jungle survival sterek story now has beautiful artwork by @fr-wiwiw! I've been so excited to share this with you :)

THIEF

sterek | E | 35,6k | ao3

Tags: Emissary Stiles Stilinski, Good Pack Alpha Derek Hale, Alpha & Emissary Relationships, Bad Pack Alpha Rafael McCall, Hurt/Comfort, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Pack Dynamics, Mild Gore, Near Death Experiences, Unhealthy Relationships in a non-romantic sense, Stiles Stilinski Leaves Rafael McCall's Pack, Stiles is Rafael's emissary, Magic, Top Derek Hale/Bottom Stiles Stilinski, Good Peter Hale, Werewolf Politics, Praise Kink, the non-sexual kind

Summary:

There was no physical equivalent to what it felt like they did, so intimate it was. It was seeing each other naked, it was deep make-outs, it was dry-humping, and it was sex, but it was none of it. Perhaps, if someone opened their chest cavities, took their hearts and squished them together, that’s what it would feel like — feeling their valves open and close, the blood pump, the muscles contract, and one heartbeat pulse right into the other.

Derek offered his hand. “Let me show you one more time.”

“Show me what?”

“What would it feel like to have an alpha.”

Warmth burst in Stiles’ tight chest. His stomach swooped. His spark trembled in anticipation, reaching out, striving to taste that power again. Going red under the constant gaze of those hazel eyes, Stiles put his hand in Derek’s. He couldn’t help but give a small inhale at their sparks meeting once more.

The piece of art I did referenced in this post! A scene from my upcoming multi-chapter fic, which I'll be sharing more about soon!

Not gonna lie--I'm super nervous. This is the first time I've finished a drawing in so long, and I'm trying to be okay with everything about it that isn't perfect.

But I love these boys, so here we are!

That is until they find Stiles bloody and injured deep in the woods after looking for him for two days, having engaged the entire supernatural population of Beacon Hills, the whole sheriff’s station and all of agent McCall’s special contacts. Stiles was no where to be found.

And the strangest part was that no one was able to track him – no phone, no scent, no sound, no foot prints or anything.

So when they finally find Stiles sitting on the forest ground, next to the steaming dead body of a wendigo, and he explains that he used one of Deaton’s runes to hide his tracks from them, because he wanted to do this by himself, and “you guys never believe that I can do anything by myself, but look. I did it. He’s dead” – Derek crashes out.

No one stops him when he screams at Stiles that he’s a fucking idiot, that he shouldn’t let Stiles go anywhere ever again for the rest of his life.

And Stiles’ weak attempt to joke it away with “what, you gonna lock me in your tower or something?” only fuels Derek’s crash out.

Derek screams back that yeah, you know what? He’s gonna lock Stiles up. He would have his dad throw him in a cell at the station, but that’s not gonna do is it??

No, he continues, voice shaking with anger. No, because you would find a way, wouldn’t you. You always find a way, you stupid reckless idiot.

Maybe I should hold you down myself. Maybe I should have Deaton build a cell, reinforce it with the darkest fucking magic and summon some fucking dragon or something to guard it. Maybe there’s a ritual that makes you stay right where I can see you at all times so you can never leave me ever, you hear me?

And when Stiles points out that that might be illegal actually, Derek shouts that he doesn’t care.

He doesn’t care what it takes, as long as Stiles can’t wander around and be stupid and idiotic, as long as Derek doesn’t have to find his dead body.

Whatever it is, Derek’s gonna find it, and he’s gonna…and he’s gonna…

And he’s gonna sob uncontrollably into Stiles’ neck, apparently.

And Stiles is gonna hold him through it, and whisper that he’s sorry he scared him, he’s sorry he was so stupid, until there are only tiny sniffles left.

Basically, alpha Derek married omega Paige due to a agreement between packs, but always kept it clear he was not interested in her and wouldn't mark her. It didn’t change even after four years together and with a now three year old kid, Eli. He always kept himself distant, working until dawn and the last time they shared a bed was the night Eli was made, but even then he didn’t even knot Paige.

Paige who, after so long trying to make Derek like her back, fucked everything up by sleeping with some random person after the first fight the two had in months. She tried to hide it and obviously ir didn’t work, would never work. Derek was a werewolf, he could smell the other man in Paige from the moment she stepped into their house. So divorce was on the table, but Paige refused to sign anything, swearing it wouldn't happen again. Derek didn’t force her, but it was clear that he also didn’t believe her, nor forgotten. So Paige made herself useful, working harder and without distractions. She couldn’t lost Derek.

With both working for longer and longer, they needed a competent baby-sitter for Eli, now lonely and sad with their fights. She asked a few woman from the company, who indicated a pretty sweet, innocent, young boy, Stiles Stilinski, the son of the sheriff and the downtown hospital head doctor. The boy comes from a wealthy family, goes to collage at nigh so his scheduale works perfectly, know about werewolfs and just turned nineteen. It’s just perfect.

Stiles understand Eli immediately and they just, click, more than Paige or Derek ever had. Eli asks him to play and Stiles accepts, talk, Eli shows his room and Stiles acts like it is the best place ever, Eli says that he's sad and Stiles hugs him. Eli talks about Stiles to everyone that cares to listen, including Derek, who always asks more, clearly pleased with his better humour even if he always arrives too late to actually meet Stiles. Paige takes it a win. Eli loves Stiles, and Derek loves seeing Eli happy, so he surely likes her a bit more for being the reason for it.

It takes almost to weeks for Derek to properly meet the famous Stiles. He finished work early and initially he dreads it, because it’s just the time Paige also leaves, so there is a high chance of them meeting on their way. Then, he almost kneel and thanks god, because as soon as he opens the door he's hit by the sweetest smell and Eli, running towards him with the biggest smile. Right behind him comes the owner of the smelll, a bit tall and pale, pretty. Too pretty for Derek to not just stare a bit longer.

The boy is smooth, sweet talking Eli into always doing what he would never do if any one else asked. But it’s Stiles, he said the day Derek commented about how he would never eat the tomatos when Paige offered and now it makes sense. It’s Stiles. His smile, his slight touch, his scent. Everything about him screams passion and love, and he is enchanting and alluring.

How he looked at Derek through his thick eyelashes, swollen lips half bitten and deliciously flushed. How he looked disappointed in having to leave, but pleased that Derek offered him a room for him to stay the nights he didn’t have class. God knows how Paige didn’t catch it the moment she walked in, to them talking in slow, almost purring voices, while Eli eated the cake Stiles made without a care in the world.

Paige didn’t catch anything in that moment. Or in the next, or the next, or never. But one day she woke up in the middle of the night, bed empty as it always is since their "honeymoon". She just feels that something is going to happen, if it isn't already. She walks slowly, unsure to why she's being so careful inside her own house, until she hears.

The sound of skin meeting, shaken breaths and growling. A shiver run down her spine at Derek's voice, so pleased, so satisfied, holding Stiles down by the neck, fully dressed as he fucks into the boy bent on his desk, moaning and shaking and fully naked. Stiles is completely out of it, too lost in the pleasure to hear Paige's hitched breath, but Derek does, and he looks directly at her and doesn’t stop. He don't even falter, merely blinking before dimissing her completely and returning to the boy. His boy, he says and keeps moving, and Stiles scent blooms with delight, agreeing senselessly and calling for Derek like a mantra.

When they are finished, Derek's knot inside Stiles and a small bite on his shoulder, not a mark but a promise very close to it, Paige is no longer there.