#stayingstrong

Thank you for sticking by in the meantime. All the love and support is very much appreciated and helps a lot! ❤️

Fuck you my dear government and your stupid ass law.

i know it doesn’t look like it from the photo buuut i’ve had the emotional stability of an ikea table this week 😂 #stressed #stayingstrong (at Spring, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq-8JSshkDM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10zxexe8wmfqa

But I don't need no more.

I lay flat a lot to relieve my spinal CSF leak head pain. -Diana 💖

Man......if i could think of many ways as myself to be a BETTER person....it would be changing the way how i TRULY THINK about myself.....i've been through SO MUCH tragedy of this year.....and i thought to myself that i WOULD never make it.....i've CONSTANTLY repeated in myself that I'm NOT good enough.....and i had SO Many ways to release out my intentions of WHAT i REALLY felt like😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭it's Been VERY rough and challenging myself to do things that i can't take control over......and sometimes i overthink in myself that i should be different....by maybe....changing my body of how i REALLY look like.....changing my style of clothes that i wear on regular basis....and trying to fit in where i can be REAL SELF ....without having to be judged oN And criticized......and i have moments in my life that i experienced my long distance relationships for quite sometime.....and i've learned that I'm STRONG and capable enough to expand my love from VERY long distance.....and my past relationships were NOT like i expected it to be.....and there were things THAT JUST didnt worked out.....and after THAT.....i've been involved with someone who made VERY HAPPY......and we've talked almost everyday.....and he alwAys brings a smile to my face whenever i needed it.....BUT sadly😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm not with him anymore.....and it's been VERY hard for me to JUST let that go. ...from everything WhAt i've done for him as his girlfriend....and that day.. ...my heart was broken and shattered into a MILLION PIECES.....and within those few weeks that i wasn't with him.....id thought it's JUST OK.......but turns outt i STILL have some things left to him......and. ...i wish i could change that.....but sadly....i can't.....i have to stay STRONG and positive that my heart will take a VERY long time to heal......and im trying the best i can to be BETTER in myself....BUT idk if i could find my OWN happiness with whom i want to be with......soo.....with ALL THAT said.....we should be BETTER to ourselves FIRST.....and giving MORE attention to our own surroundings from what's happening around us

When getting sick isn’t in the schedule! #sick #stayinghealthy #singlemomlife #stayingstrong #chickennoodlesoup https://www.instagram.com/p/BqY0-CnByAk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wy5dzn11rma2

It's funny, because I've realised something important recently. Although I've been having anxious / obsessive thoughts the past few weeks or so, I haven't let them stop me from writing. And it feels so amazing to say I'm actually writing. I've got blog ideas I'm actually sticking with and I'm writing about something I'm incredibly passionate about. • • • It's like a year or even several months ago, when I went through a bad mental health patch, my thoughts would almost completely consume my hobbies and interests and I'd have to wait until I got better in order to feel able to write just 100 words. Yesterday I was obsessing pretty badly and I'd had an emotionally challenging day in many ways, and yet I still got on my blog and wrote about 400 words on a new article I'm writing. The day before I'd done about 300. I'm even gonna try doing some tonight. • • • Although anxiety is there and the thoughts are bothersome, it's never gonna stop me from doing what I love, and it helps knowing I will come out of this patch. Just like I have done before. 😃 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #anxiety #ocd #writing #blogging #creativity #mentalhealthwarrior #hobbies #interests #anxietydisorder #stress #thoughts #fighting #personal #obsessivethoughts #growth #growthroughwhatyougothrough #personalgrowth #stayingstrong #ambitions #blogger