#staticspeaks

put your whole songs library on shuffle and tell the first 10 songs that come up, then tag ten people.

thanks for the tag :) @brightmoonprincess this was fun!

1. Nightstop - Street Walker

2. Street Fever - Torment  (YouTube link because we originally nabbed it through YouTube to MP3 to add to Spotify library as it’s not on Spotify)

3. M83 - We Own The Sky

4. Hybrid - Menace

5. H.U.V.A. Network - Indigo Room

6. Shikimo - Data 

7. REZZ - Insomnia (Black Noize Vision) (YouTube to MP3 situation again)

8. Skeler - Rush

9. Hyper - FCKED

10. Cell - Blue Embers

I’ve lost weeks. Amnesia for weeks. I remember a couple things we did last week - flash photos in my memory - but I don’t know anything else, and we haven’t journaled for weeks either so I have no idea what has gone on.

i was looking forward to participating in pride month for the first time, but I missed it :c

I still don’t fully know my sexuality anyway. I think I do like girls, but I don’t really feel anything... romantically or sexually. Maybe a little sometimes but I think that’s influence from others. I have no desires for any kind of relationship. I don’t feel anything towards anyone. No connection to anyone. 

I’m concerned with my mission of being a protector to this system and doing what we need to survive. That’s what I was born for. That’s what I was put in this body for. I will not let anyone sabotage that.

It’s a shame this physical body doesn’t match who I am. I’ll never get over that. My life was robbed from me, but I still have my duties.