Follow-Up Statement of Alice Sheldrake, originally written 21/08/14.
(CONTENT WARNING FOR SUICIDAL TOPICS!)
I thought I was done with the weird things. I thought I was safe. I just wanted to live my life. I got home after I made my statement, I faced my fear, I thought it was over, and I checked my emails. And there was one from that therapist I told you about, the one who I always redirected people to - god, I feel bad about that now - and he told me he’d noticed I didn’t seem okay. I don’t know how he noticed, and that might just be the most normal part about him too, but he noticed and he told me to come in the next day and we could talk. And look, how was I supposed to deny him? I trusted him, obviously I did. I thought he could help. I just wanted help.
The next morning, I got up early and picked up a coffee, I knew I was going to need it, and then I went and met him. He’s this big guy with curly hair and dressed for winter. And he brings me to this yellow door in the middle of a big wall and tells me just to go through it. I’m super confused because this is such a weird place to have an office, but yknow, I trusted him, so I opened it, peeking in to see a hallway with a few mirrors on the sides, and I walked through. I turned around to see if he was following and, against all logic, there was just more hallway. It hadn’t been like that five seconds before. It shouldn’t have been there. There was no natural way for there to be a hallway behind me. So I started walking. Don’t judge. I know you people at the Magnus Institute love judging. What the hell else was I meant to do? I was looking for a way out. Around ten minutes of walking later, I’ve finished my coffee and I’m thoroughly panicking, but I keep remembering drowning and I can’t help but feel like this is still somehow better than that. I can’t tell if I still believe that, because when I was underwater, at least I lost track of time. When I was in those hallways, I counted every single second that passed. Even as I slept, I kept counting. It’s not like I knew what time of day it was, but I was fully aware of how long I had been in there. It was twelve days I spent in those hallways. Twelve days of walking. I should’ve died. Nobody can survive that long without water or food, right? I shouldn’t have even been here to make this “follow-up”.
I don’t know how I got out, either. I think it was a mirror or something, I was so dehydrated and desperate by that point that I think I just stumbled sideways into it convincing myself it looked different and broke it, and then I fell through the gap it left. I ended up at the hospital, getting treated. Apparently they’d announced me missing. I told everyone where I’d been and they told me it was “dehydration-induced delirium”. It wasn’t. I know the hallways were real.
I can’t do this anymore. I just can’t. I can’t live with everything that’s happened. How am I supposed to get help when my last therapist was him? I mean, I’ve lost my job, I don’t have any family to live for, I just lose everything I have. Don’t contact me for further information. It’s a waste of time.
Statement ends.
Well, I can't say it was unexpected. Didn't know Michael had a brief stint as a therapist. Though I can't exactly be surprised by that one either.
I... I think this only strengthens my convictions in regards to Helen, if I'm being honest. I'm not trusting her. I refuse to trust her because every time it just ends up in this.
[He breathes.]
I believe I've run of statements regarding Ms. Sheldrake's situation. But... maybe if I...
[Static rises as he tries to know what happened. Soon enough, the same, strange audio when the Distortion is caught on tape plays out.]
[The noise, both the distortion and the static, stop all at once. All that's left is the Archivist's heavy breathing. It takes a moment for him to regain his senses. When he speaks again, it sounds both strained and exhausted.]
I... recording ends...
[He collapses. The tape clicks off on its own.]














