#starv

i ate today, i betrayed my body, i betrayed my child. no matter what i did my body wouldn't let me take that regret away. i couldn't get it out of me, and now it's rotting inside of me. it stayed inside of me. i'm sorry.

alright guys im back again because wtf is going on in my life so im in a trashy relationship hallucinations are off the walls and to help (not) im doing dr2g$ i might be getting kicked out of my school which is lit my entire life and my school isnt normal alright im talking we are hoxboxing the room everyday and tmrw finna be lit im not letting my last day be a flop my friends are doing a basically going away party js for me and theyre bringning vodka and hits and cake (not the food babe) and its gonna be so fun yall but im so sad i dont wanna go away i wanna stay forever lwky i might js start biking if i need to like im not gonna leave and like my life has just gone to shit and its not like anyone notices like everyone is just unaware and its so obvious like im lit on druhs and no one even notices anyway peace! and like bmf okay

What organs will fail first, do i have a choice?