I am experiencing the biggest period of my change in life since… well ever. Even more than my transition.

I need to let myself recontextualize myself… and let myself breathe… I have a lot to unpack. Physically… and emotionally.

This is my last night sleeping in this apartment and I wasn’t ready for it to come this soon.

I keep hysterically sobbing and I have no one to help comfort me. I’m tired of having to comfort myself. It’s been a year of that. I just want someone to hug me 😭

... I think he is still married, but the love between them is long dead. the kids are mostly adults, his wife has her own place-

but God, he still gets a thrill sneaking you into his home late at night.

theres an even bigger thrill in being the man with a much too young girlfriend.

youre so much smaller than him... pussy so tight that you always kick and squeal and whine when he pushes in. oh, he can feel your heartbeat around his cock, especially when he throws a hand around the back of your neck to pin you down--