[ Sent - 8:39PM ] i want to go slow and be friends first if that's ok
[ Sent - 8:39PM ] i technically just got out of a relationship
It's easier to say this than all of the other steps that came with cutting off Rafal from his life. Alcryst blocked him on all accounts. He moved into the college dorms, where no one could get in without a student to vouch for them. He joined a club on campus, made new friends in the college orchestra. Alcryst wants to be able to say that he has some self-respect, that he isn't the kind of person to willingly allow someone to toy with him and destroy his spirit.
Still. There's a silly part of it that mourns this lost relationship and what could have been. That's why Alcryst downloaded these dating apps, after all.
[ Sent - 8:40PM ] wait
[ Sent - 8:40PM ] sorry
[ Sent - 8:40PM ] to be clear im single
[ Sent - 8:40PM ] we just had a thing and it didn't work out
[ Sent - 8:41PM ] im looking for someone who might actually give a shit about me this time lol
[ Sent - 8:41PM ] sorry for the trauma dump
It's tricky. The pretty boy on the other side of the screen is essentially a stranger, but Alcryst finds it comforting to know that this is a human who is also looking for some sort of connection. After too many swipes, he's just glad to have finally found a match.
[ Sent - 8:41PM ] how about u? what do u want in a relationship
The moment he saw Alcryst's name on the app it was over. Over for cowardly Alcryst who didn't have the balls to walk away without blocking him, and over for Rafal who couldn't leave him alone. Retribution, he'd call it - revenge for pinning the blame on Rafal who'd been nothing but clear on the terms of their no-strings relationship. He was transparent, he was honest, and he was punished. It was revenge, and nothing so pathetic as wanting to stay in touch, even if it wasn't as himself.
Anyways: getting back into it was easy.
Rafal had been catfishing people under an alias since the dawn of time for no other reason than 'just because'. And because he was damn good at it. He laid belly-down on the bed and texted back, kicking his legs cutely. One come up, one come down, never both in the air at the same time. As crucial and defining as The Phantom donning his mask before the abduction of his beloved, Rafal was getting in-character.
[ SENT: 8:46PM ] omg it's ok!
[ SENT: 8:46PM ] i'm sorry for your experience...that guy you were with sounds like a real piece of work! π‘
[ SENT: 8:47PM ] to be real with u i'm looking 4 the same thing
[ SENT: 8:47PM ] i've been singing for a few years now because i can't seem to find the rite guy
[ SENT: 8:48PM ] **single haha sorry typo
Shit. "Nil" bit on his finger behind the screen, grounding himself in the sensation. Oh, but wasn't a few years too much? Maybe he should backtrack a little. Tinker with the reason so it didn't seem unbelievable. Most people found it suspicious when someone attractive and personable hadn't been in a relationship for a long time. Something about being a red flag. Something about everything having a reason and warranting caution. Or, maybe, he could just. . .
[ SENT: 8:50PM ] it's rlly rough out here on the app π’
[ SENT: 8:51PM ] too many guys looking 2 hook up
[ SENT: 8:51PM ] not many looking 4 love u kno????
Good save. And, next? The finishing move.
[ SENT: 8:52PM ] but u seem like a nice boy alcryst
[ SENT: 8:52PM ] ur different
[ SENT: 8:52PM ] i'd love to know more abtβ