#srar

while i was getting an mri today i was singing as many fob songs as i could think of in full in my head so that i could stay completely still for the full hour (suceeded) but i had a thought about just one yesterday. this song has always been to me about knowing the worst in someone, but the prechorus (anything you say can and will be held against you/so only say my name and i will be held against you) had always felt a little out of place with how erotic it is, but i think actually it actually has a second more straightforward meaning. i will be held against you as evidence. i am a record of who you are, a witness to you. i want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way. if i could spill my guts, the world would never look at you the same way. however also. only say my name and i will be held against you. but still, id trade all of my tomorrows for just one yesterday. im here to give you all my love.