#squish squish

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thinking about...

◇ ...how his palms are always warm, and despite the way he touches you sometimes - rough, mean - it's undeniable how comforting that heat can be. you'd think he'd be sweet, maybe adjust the heat to your needs...nope. it's entirely up to what he wants to do with you. you don't have a say in anything. if he wants to mark you with burns in the shape of his handprints - then so be it.

◇ ...how he always knows when to come and when to go. you're never prepared for it, he never lets you be. he wants to catch you in your most vulnerable moments, find your softest most tender parts - yet somehow, he never succeeds. you're always guarded. just like he is. although late at night, when the two of you share a bed, he's tempted to let his guard down - to press his forehead to yours, stop playing pretend for just a short little while...and finally feel real.

◇ …how he rarely says what he’s thinking. sometimes you catch him staring - completely unaware that you’re looking too - lost in whatever version of you lives in his head. and damn, sometimes you wonder what he sees - because whatever it is, it keeps him oddly quiet...soft even, though it's only for a split second.

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