Dec 14, 2024
Not sure if it's the brainrot talking, but Spy has an anxiety disorder to me and I love it, that it's not the skittish, soft, nervous-wreck way, but the ANGRY, constantly irritated, snappy way. 100% he's got jaw pain from clenching it all the time. He's always wound tight cause he's thinking of 30 different things at once. I never really see that kind of anxiety anywhere, where you're not a soft little thing, but instead you're tightly strung, guarded, and a bit of a bitch.
Even better is that he's not all that, he's genuinely caring and thoughtful for the people around him, and is even a bit silly (listen to his dom lines), and goes out of his way to try. But he's just got a lot going on and it manifests in being a hardass. Love that guy.
#tf2 spy#tf2 headcanon#spyposting#im saying this as someone with extreme GAD#it is so rare to see any portrayal of anxiety that isnt just being soft as hell. i mean thats what some of us are..#but nobody talks about the ANGER. the snappiness. this man has anxiety#honestly im just going to start saying all sorts of shit that's been knocking in my head for years#nomipad#tf2
